I'm the 2nd Wife
WARNI AND MBAK SAROH

At 10 pm me and valno were already on the road to the apartment where I used to live.Valno who since morning had been able to calmly meet with his father.continue to ask to leave immediately.Also the road does not stop valno chattering about his father.Raut a truly happy face was highlighted in his eyes.The bernie sorter who sat next to him faithfully listened.1 Hour drive from house ma2 to apartment we arrived at the lobby.By continuing to smile valno whose hand is in my grasp.We stepped towards the elevator that will take us to the 23rd floor where our unit is located.With a step who trembled when he set foot on the floor where our unit used to be. Suddenly my heart hesitated.But this little hand grasped me warm."Mother dad would have been happy to see us".his chat."Not yet dear, we're home to father, father is still working later in the afternoon just come home".obviously I hope not to meet with brother nando soon, kak nando, I'm sure,so that I can arrange my heart that is pounding fast.heavy this step towards the door of my apartment unit.put the password that I still memorize outside the head.With the irregular heartbeat I enter the house."sir there's an excuse...."take the saroh hangs his sentence and look at me valno and sister berni who stood in the living room."tmbak saroh".sapaku disperse daydream mbak saroh."non anye".her tears broke while running around hugging me."is this non anye?".anye again still not sure.So she thought brother nando who came."yes mbak and this valno my son".valno also smiled kindly at mbak saroh."valno mbak saroh who helped mother here first".terangku.valno also received a helping hand mbak saroh and kissed his hand takzim.i did get used to valno kissing the hand of an older person if met ato pamit."Allah non mbak did not think the non would return.sir every day just come to this house waiting if it arrives non home".stories mbak saroh with tears that wet his cheeks."budhe there is ready.......".marni fell silent just as mbak saroh who was stunned to see my arrival."non anye........".say him with her mouth shut.but a moment later the sound of her crying broke."kok so all the crying mother?".asked the confused valno seeing all menagis."ini.....?".Revealed marni with a smile and tried to hug valno."mother........".with a signal her face asked me.I nodded my head."dear this may be the same marni who take care and help the mother here".my dear."non will stay here again right, my dear non lord every day crying in the room non"marni's story that makes my heart fall.It turns out that brother nando is still waiting for me.marni immediately ran to his room and made a call"lord non anye is here".he said on the phone.I want to stop it is too late marni has closed her phone."marni....."my eyes were sharp because I was not yet 100% ready to meet with brother nando.marni bowed in a soft voice he said."sorry non I just want to see the same happy master non anye".my great-granddaughter was just silent, I repeated my feet to my old room.I circulated my gaze all over, all over,all is still the same only one who changed my big attached to the wall of the room.my photo is smiling while stroking my stomach.photo when brother nando know my pregnancy.It turns out in large print and in pairs on the walls of this room.Valno who sleepy in carrying nuns berni and marni in the next room to be put to bed.I sat at the end of the old bed remembering every memory that occurred during my stay in this room.Kost focus daydreaming without me realizing the figure the man I avoided this 6-year-old standing before me immediately stepped up and prostrated under my feet in tears,I found nando's brother apologizing and crying.It's really not the nando brother I used to know who was arrogant and arrogant."anye.......".in his hand I kissed his forehead while unceasingly saying sorry words from his lips.continue to cry.I can not move and say.My tears also flowed with his speed.Male legs.who used to stand protecting me, I could not move and speak.My eyes also flowed with his swift,now crying and apologizing to me.My heart still feels the warmth in his arms.In his embrace I was tight as if afraid I would disappear.In his kiss my forehead my pupils and my lips.I did not dodge,I miss every warm touch.I miss every affection.But I just fell silent saying nothing.