I'm the 2nd Wife
IS IT STILL THE SAME?

Silent night I stood on the balcony of my room my mind glared at the times of the good times first.Walo for a moment crossed a dark time when my husband believed the slander rather than me.The heart of carnation is wounded, the,all her sacrifice and loyalty were invisible in the eyes of her husband.Wind of night blowing increasingly breezy carnations close her hands to drive away the cold.Until the arrival of the burly hands that she had longed for the past 6 years hugged her tightly from behind."baby, I'm daydreaming?".say my husband while putting his head on my shoulder, his warm breath wakes up the side of my deepest longing.I'm still silent.enjoy his warm embrace to the heart.'is this feeling still the same?'.ask my own heart."do you shut up, baby?".kak nando still trying to invite me to talk."not just enjoy the night with the stars."If I could reach the star I want them to keep burning in my heart, fill the emptiness of my heart".My words that somehow flowed just like that.Sak Nando still while continuing to hold me tighter.By the back of my body facing him,in the old look of these eyes, I did not reject his gaze,instead I looked back to find out how much my husband misses me.Old we just keep quiet.I let brother Nando who is getting closer and closer his face.To slowly drop his bxxxxxnya on my bxxxx, kiss me with affection, love,longing with his softness.I was carried away the atmosphere followed every inch of his game that I always missed.Without realizing I looped my hand around his neck.trying to harmonize our every move, he said,deep and deeper.Until we take it off just to breathe the depleted oxygen.Without saying my husband looks at me as if saying to ask me for permission.I can only nod his head assent.In his cradle this body,go into the room and lay it down there slowly, without wanting to remove our link.Keep and wait, continue to sip,longing.The longer the link heats up.Our bodies are the same as each other want.Either stupid or blind.But my love for my husband who is currently blind to all his mistakes.The link is getting hot and demanding.Di release them one by one, the,until touching each other and looking for every inch that is missed.Until sound after sound of long release screams two gills that release longs for 6 years.In and dusty, the,Again and again.still as before always repeated several times with different rhythms.My husband is still the same always dissatisfied once, again and again.Until I finally fell asleep.

In the morning I felt empty next to me, cold and quiet again ambushed me.My heart was back in turmoil, 'will I still be able to live today with all the consequences I have to accept'."why wasn't there when I opened my eyes"lirihku long.Overnight our struggle full of sweat really drain my energy.with a step limp and sore in my pxxxxxlku I walked to the bathroom to clean myself.Finished bathing and changing clothes worms in my stomach membotak ask at the contents.I immediately stepped into the dining table, my new son also came out of his room with a smile of happiness that expands."mother....".yelling him immediately sprinkled into my arms."the mother's son was handsome, the mother was,earlier pinter ndak sama sus berni?".tanyaku directly answered nods and chirping typical."mother mother......dad where?"he asked innocently.I hesitated a little to tell him how I explained this."mom kok just keep quiet again?".helotehnya dear father has gone to work".my answer is lying."ooooooooo.......".she said with a sweet mouth.make me anxious and kiss her fat."Revalno moved schools here yes dear, then mother inter-search school".saidku who was nodding at my son."Hore means we do not go back to the opposite island again, mother?".he said while prancing prancing like a happy little boy."we had breakfast first yuk, laper mother".i said, who was already very hungry, I was very hungry,my energy was drained overnight."sus berni later ready to join me find a school for valno ya".my orders to the nurse who is preparing breakfast for my son."ya ma'am".he answered briefly with a smile."Drrrttt....drrrttt....".vibrating voice hpku at the table I ate.I saw my husband who made the call.

carnations~"asslmkm ak,"

nando~"waallaikum greetings bun, the mother is awake?"

carnelir~"ya ak, has this again breakfast with our children"

nando~"ya I'll be home a little afternoon finished the meeting first"

nando~"valno school let me take care of my mother focus aja ngerawat valno.o yes later in the afternoon I want to show you something".

carnelir~"ya uda kalo so mother ga so look for school.emang what is ak?"

nando~"which will be a surprise.mana hero father, father misses"

said my husband."valno dad wants to talk".i said, with the spirit of valno received a call from his father.chattering at length with his father.I just smile, let me leave my race aside which is important I can see the happiness on my son's face.