
Already 1 week after the incident of the arrival of mbak Sarah to the house and the anger of sister Nando on the phone.Kak Nando never showed her nose in our house.Walo there was chat ato phone that I often give to Revalno he never came home again.My heart is getting destroyed and hurt again.I guess after having Revalno Kak Nando will change and will be fair to divide the time for us.But all just my thoughts, but all just my thoughts,regret and apology are a few months away all just for a moment.Maybe I used to obey and be quiet because only I felt pain,but at this time why Revalno who had just known his father had to feel the way that I experienced.I pick up the mane of my son who was asleep, I look at his innocent face."why brother, I look at him,why should you hurt our son too.If you don't want to see me say.Let's try to meet my son without me".walk with my own soul and heart, tears streaming down my cheeks.Keluih hp out of my son's room after I fix his blanket.Walking with empty soul and heart, tears streaming down my cheeks.
Anyelir~"asslmkm wr.wb Well sorry to interrupt the time".
I wrote a chat for brother Nando to sacrifice my pride for the happiness of my son.I am sad and sorry because every day Valno asked father and father.Maybe after 5 years he did not know his father, he did not know his father,so the sense of wanting to have his father is so great.During my chat there is no response.Put back hp on the nightstand, nakas,lay my body tired of thought.I try to close my eyes trying to enter my dream realm and forget the reality of life that I experienced.Up to 00.10 my eyes can not be closed.Until a chat comes in.
Nando~"waallaikum slm.what's up?I'm the same sarah, why are you interrupting the night?".answer the chat kak Nando like do not consider me.Which wife is not hurt when her husband blatantly said the time for another woman walo was the first wife.What brother Nando never appreciated my feelings,or don't consider me his wife anymore I can only wipe away these tears.
Anyelir~"sorry if I interrupt his time, father to Valno when?, Valno ask continues".finally I typed my pride again at stake.
Nando~"No idea, don't make a child an excuse for you to use me".
Anyelir~"Ya already if you have not been able to to revalno,I never use revalno to ensnare father.Don't ever forget who started this relationship who forced me to marry father.Why now the father seems to blame me.I never ask to be the second wife father, I have never pursued my father's love.Even I know myself and my position.less wonder what I am well?".my reply was really angry and hurt.
Nando~"ah it's been difficult to talk to women of lower class and lower education.Pasti end also denied husband.You want to meet me actually, right,miss my caress is.lonely woman kan.gitu aja use bring the name of the child to ensnare me come.
Anyelir~"sorry well I never asked for that, ever,I sincerely ask for revalno.but it turns out that besides you are not a good husband you are not a good father.For what you used to find.let go of me maybe it's better for all of us".
After sending the chat I turned off hpku.Dan broke my cry.I cried bitterly with a really sick heart considering the words of Nando's sister in the chat.The pain was very much when it came out of the person we are I thought my decision to return to my husband was a good thing.But it turned out to be all like this.I will try to survive with all just for the sake of my son, I will try to survive with all,until God asked me to get tired and give up.Because tired of crying I also fell asleep with tears that wet the cheeks.Even in dreams I do not expect my husband to hurt my son.I will not stop fighting for Revalno.
The next day I woke up with a limp and weak body.It feels reluctant to rise from the bed.Less sleep overnight makes my eyes heavy.Head dizzy and body feels cold hot.I try to get up from the bed to clean it myself in the bathroom.New steps I go to the bathroom arrived my vision blurry and dim.Head feels increasingly painful and the longer I don't know what happened I don't remember it anymore.