
It's been almost a year since Nando never came to us,only the shopping money that he always transfers every month.It also I know from me to check my banking.Rekening work and shopping account from my husband is indeed my own.Walo the shopping money sent my husband is bigger than ever,but it does not make me happy.Only chat chat quarrel that makes me increasingly lazy communication with his.Because the end of the end is only an insult that I can.I still try hard and surrender to the will of God.My spirit to continue forward just because of my little whiz."I must be able to succeed and rise to Revalno".My spirit to myself.Home more rame because ma2 or diffa n tania sometimes stay to entertain me.At first I did not want to tell about my household problems, I did not want to tell you about my family problems,but it was a mother's instinct that made me finally be honest with ma2.Because ma2 is urgent and asks constantly.
Today, Revalno had a long school holiday before the rate hike.I plan to take him back to the opposite island because I have to check out the shop there."Valno this holiday you come with mother ndak?".tanyaku when we were sitting relaxed while watching tv in the afternoon.Here there is Weni who is pregnant big, while playing to the house."where are we going, Mother?".ask."Mommy wants to go home to the other island because there is work".Revealed me who immediately got the sullen face of my son."Tqpi Revalno does not want to settle there mother, Valno wants to be here with father!".his title."Mother to there is only work dear, not we go back there".my answer that makes the face of Revalno not moody anymore."promise is not our mother just a vacation there?".his question seemed to fear that I was lying to him.My heart was broken and troubled, even if for almost a year his father did not meet him, but my son remained faithful waiting for his father.I bought his hair with glassy eyes.'This little boy why do you have to let down, brother, why is it not enough just me that you hurt?'my monologue to my own heart.
Fatigue makes me fall asleep immediately when we get to our house.Truck long trip.Badan feel tired and tired.I fell asleep and woke up when the sun blinds my eyes behind the curtain curtain in my room......tok...tok, kak anye". knocking at the door."Yes the entrance deck, ndak mbak lock".yelling me from inside the room.Tania enter with a face and look that has been fresh and neat."sak has not yet bathed?".anyanya."bodies kayak kapek deck,today we pamper ourselves first deck as well as comfort Valno".the taxation of mine is named Tania my youngest sister."Yes brother tania pity Valno, why is sister Nando like this brother, why did he not think how valno, what he did not miss his biological child and his flesh and blood!".said Tania expressed her frustration at Nando's sister."ma2 I often see crying out brother, he said pity the same valno".he said with tears dripping on his cheeks.I try to toughen up."dek,sister also does not want to all make Valno hurt, for that mbak invite him here to meet with his friends here, and here,although he knew it still would not make his sense of longing less.But at least he did not ask his father who is one city with him but never there for him."have you not cry in the morning, I'm not going to take a shower first.trus we prepare the road.refer Valno and sister berni also".I said as I got up and walked towards the bathroom.Tania also passed out of the room.In the bathroom I shed my cry, I do not want tania more sad if I cry in front of him.