
After that incident I avoided meeting gio.Shame and felt sinful to myself.I've returned to yogya without giving news gio.I tried to avoid her and reluctant to meet.Starting routine and any meetings or meetings related with the company of gio I always represent either tania or my other assistant.But this heart can not lie I feel lost the figure of a warm and attentive gio me.'Akh you nye, don't dream too much, a man like gio can't be serious with a widow woman like you'.monologue my heart to myself."excited, to Revalno and my family!".I said to encourage myself in the mirror of my room."tok...tok...., mother".call revalno from outside the room."ya valno not in the key".answer me while standing up ready to go back to my day activities."delno mother left for the airport sama pak tobi ya".pamit my son who I forgot if today he was going to poor meet his father.After the agreement with Kak Nando we decided that Revalno could meet his father whenever he wanted so also Kak Nando.I did not hinder his meeting father and son.We agreed to raise Revalno with our affection together, if we have separated."oh yes you leave the plane at what time love?".tanyaku."jam 10 mother, But Revalno to Jakarta bun ticket, jakarta bun,dad said I'll pick you up there".it's clear."lho so you're not going to poor to where dad?".tanyaku who do not know the schedule of the departure of Revalno to jakarta.Ku take my phone to contact brother Nando.
carnelir~"asslmkm sis"
Nando~"Wa allaikumslm what's up nye?".
Anyelir~"kak sorry this is the ticket revalno to jakarta not to malang?".
Nando~"ya nye I was in Jakarta because grandparents and Revalno also came to Jakarta from the Netherlands later this afternoon,we planned to meet there and then to the street bogor with Revalno as well.Mumpung he vacation 2 weeks".
Anyelir~"oooooo....kok kak Nando did not confer to me".my reprimand felt ignored.
Nando~"you checked my wa 2 days ago, right there I've explained".
Nando~"ya nye, do you have a problem?you don't usually focus".
Anyelir~"ndak nothing what sis, just maybe tired of work".
Nando~"oh yes uda I continue embroidery yes, it also wants to go to Jakarta from malang,asslmkm".
Anyelir~"o yes brother, be careful on the road.Waallaikum.slm".
Finished my phone open my phone check my wa with kak nando yesterday the day after.And it's true that there has been explained all that was mentioned brother nando in telf."yes valno sorry mother forgot that your father has permission to go to Jakarta directly to bogor".I replied to revalno who still stands in front of me."Yes bun, Valno departs now yes bun.Mother rest aja, Valno in between the pack tobi same aunt Tania".Obviously."ya already if so dear, bekal and all your equipment yesterday already packed in your blue suitcase".Evidently, and was nodded by my son."ya bun already valno prepared in the trunk earlier.Valno pamit first yes.mother healthy yes for 2 weeks valno same father".pamitnya while hugging me.Ku kecup cheeks and forehead."Ati ati on the road yes dear".I drove Revalno and tania up to the front door."kak tania between revalno to the airport first yes".Pamit tania before leaving."ya tan,ati ati on the road.pak tobi do not speed speeding yes bring his car".my orders to mr. Tobi."ya non anye, father will be careful driving"."We said yes bun".Revalno salim to me and his oma.
After the departure of valno and the house tania feels lonely, I walk towards the kitchen."bik make what?".tanyaku on the minah bik who is putting something into the openan."this is non-bikin cheese dry cake, so you can't make a cake,it was a non tania who made bibik stay oven only".answansi bik minah."oh tania, still spit aja tuh child".I see there are some grills that have matured on the table.ku comot and I eat one."enak you know bik, cook this tania make.kayak made by mama".I said as I took another one I put in my mouth."Yes non, the baby just help the oven aja"."hmmm delicious cake made tania".gumanku."why nduk?".ask mama who is already beside me."this ma cake made tania really taste like kayak made by mama".my answer."ooooooo cook anyway nduk, here mama tasting".mama take a piece and eat it."enak ya nduk, pinter also tania make it.turns out he's talented".answer mama."you might as well nduk winter bangey when cooking".praise mama."yes but carnations are less expert in making cakes, not like mama".answerku."ya each child has his own expertise".replied mama was calm.we also passed by leaving the minah bik who continued the baking oven."anye mama can ask nduk?".asked mama when we sat in the family room."ya ma ma what?".answerku."don't you want to go back to the stairs again?you are young and beautiful and successful".light mama.I was silent for a moment."But if you find a husband also heart heart not to fail again".nesehat mama."ya ma, that makes anye not ready.anye afraid to fail again ma".mama stroked my head."nduk do not close your heart too much,you're a woman your age will continue to grow.search a companion who loves you for what is nothing".nesehat mama again.I also put my head on the shoulders of mama, berbermanja like when I was little."ah ma, lah ma,anye will try".