I'm the 2nd Wife
TEARS

I'm tired of the accusations of everyone.I'm the victim now even a suspect.I used to be trapped brother Nando and married into the 2nd wife.But the title of actor still haunts me even though I am not his wife.Difa stroked my back trying to calm me."sorry brother diffa did not know that brother in maki maki,diffa found out when the woman was directly dragged by Mr. Gio".Difa feels guilty for letting her brother in the bully people.But all is not over, I am the one who is calming me at once embarrassed."basas women bully people's households, have ruined one now find prey again".sinta's lips Handoko's wife who talks to middle-aged women like my mama."iya sin, you must be careful with the actor, you must be careful,moreover, your husband's family is close to this actor.his clothes are hijab but his behavior is abnormal.after to hijab you let him feel ashamed of religion!".celtuk woman.I just keep quiet and ta comment on their words, you can not say,to me enough people closest to me who know and God is also all-knowing.I strong my heart until the event ends many eyes look at me insult.I am silent and bowed.'God why is it always the 2nd woman who is blamed'.My moaning in my heart.Difa continues to accompany me."sister patient brother".whisper in my ear."Love deck, this may be a trial from God".I said.Done the event and guests retreat myself I stepped into the family room want to sit for a moment to unwind.Tiba arrived someone flushed my body with water, and the kebaya that I wear was wet."lady actor, I'm a woman,I hate to see pious women but rotten hearts!".he then passed by leaving me with a smile of victory.Without me noticing my tears just flowing.The figure of a burly hand wrapped my wet body with his expensive coat.I see who he is."Gio".i said softly."please don't get close to me, don't add to the problem again gio, I'm tired enough".I said with tears running down.I stepped out and walked to my room.all the family is still in front of the fence so no one knows this incident."I'm sorry carnations, you know,if the hilda hadn't started it wouldn't have been this messed up. I'd have had to take care of the hilda!".ucap gio while looking at the back of the carnations that were walking away from her.

I spilled my sorrow under the bathroom sawer.kunlit the warm water with a rush, I stood with clothes that are still complete.Air flushed my body with tears that continue to flow.I sat crying for my fate.I was indeed successful in my career, I was very happy,but I failed to be a good Muslim.my environment sneered at me and blasphemed me."tok....tok.......janelir".kak Nando's voice knocked on my room door.I do not deny because lazy lips this said."tok......tok......kak carnations".this time the sound of my youngest sister's tania."entrance the deck is not the key brother".I asked from the bathroom.I heard the steps hills enter my room."sir".call him.But not long the bathroom door handle like it's open."sak!".Tania ran hugging my wet body.crying ."maafin tania couldn't take care of sister earlier!".his sobs while hugging my body."sak gapapa dek, you're wet too lho".tania grabbed the water faucet and deadly."Brother don't despair like this, Tania is there for sister".his crying is getting so when I see I was crying from earlier bi under the water splash."Let people talk anything, but we family sister know the truth and we will always love and take care of sister".tania hug me."ayo sister out, later brother in the wind".he said while guiding me out of the bathroom."yes the deck you change also first there, I don't want to take a shower all together".I replied to throw out the tania to go."but brother".the protest."ssstttt it's your happy day,later if you see the mario family how do you get wet wet wet wet".I try to make tania understand.After nodding and want to leave me in the bathroom."really big brother gapapa tania just change clothes first?".ask her worried."sak gapapa, change gih brother want to take a shower first".drive me.Tania also go passed out of the bathroom.I take off all my clothes and replace them with a batrobe in the bathroom.Then step take a change and return to the bathroom to take a shower.Finished shower I lay my body on on the bed.Effort to drive away the tiredness of my mind.But these eyes are not also closed,all those words of contempt were like ringing in my mind.I cried again.These tears were like endless flowing.I don't want to defend or blame.At least others look at them from my side.When I must be forced to be wife 2, when all is not as beautiful as the real household.Ke 2 is not like the judgment of people.Women itch that robs everything.I am not part of it.At any time I never snatch, I do not,property I never demanded.But I was always blamed.Don't criticize people just because some 2nd person applies like that then all 2nd people are considered the same.We are in the dirt right as the garbage of society.I drowning my head under the pillow trying to sleep in and forget the incident earlier.But these eyes still do not want to compromise.Until I hear sayup melodious voice recitation of the Quran before dawn.I also wake up and rush to bathroom.'Perhaps by praying and teaching this heart will be better'.my words in the heart encourage.'only in God can I bring out my heart, complain and complain'.After my prayer take the quran and I start chanting the verse of his holy verse.I teach until the sun glances at me from the grid of curtains that are exposed.Their hours of the day have been morning.I end the recitation of the quran and then walk out the room to the kitchen."non anye, I'm awake".sapa minah who has been struggling in the kitchen."ya bik, after dawn was not sleeping".my lie."have not just returned to the room,it's aunt's job".said bik minah throw me out of the kitchen.when I help wash vegetables."gapapa bik, long time I don't dwell in the kitchen, miss bik".my said with a smile."today want to cook what bik?".tanyaku."sayur asem, penyet tempe the same kotokan meat non".obviously bik minah."wah delicious it bik".i replied because it's my favorite cuisine.Walau simple but fresh and delicious."for the provision of revalno let me prepare my bik."den valno kan last night directly follow his father non.kan is still 1 week off again.he knocked on the door of the room non but the same non diffa in forbidden he said non had slept".obviously bik minah at length."oooo yes make me run out of sleep live event".lihongku again.We also back struggling with groceries.