
I entered the courtyard of the house.See brother Nando sitting in the living room."asslmkm".I said as I stepped in."waallaikum slm, new until, as well as friendly ya mesraan".sindir brother Nando with emotion."kak, what do you mean?".ask me."not take the child home, instead choose both men not muhrim! it turns out that after being widowed for several years you became a gini hypocrite huh!".he said still in a high tone."oh so it's still like that you judge me brother, brother,I thought you'd changed and realized your mistakes, but you kept looking down on me".I said with emotions coming out."What's your business taking care of my life?who are you and what does it have to do with you!".my snapping is already too irritated and annoyed with his attitude."you, how dare you yell at me, what kind of a mother are you?date ngajak his son".makannya with anger."know what you about me, from small I raised revalno himself, is there anything wrong?just come a few months in life revalno you've already cast yourself a good father so?".tanyaku with a scornful and angry tone.The rowdy voice of me and brother Nando make mama, mama,tania and revalno came to the living room."Dad".revalno snapper who knows Nando's sister is harshly berating me."Never insult mother, mother of good women and best mother to revalno.We walk three also mother not dating.that's all valno request".clearly while coming to hug me who began to shed tears."don't ever come here and curse your mother".widful revalno again."but valno, a father like this because of you, you don't want that jerk guy to make you a tool to be your stepfather".obviously brother nando."indeed why if om gio became stepfather revalno, gio mom both dear to me and mother.even om gio can accept what is mother".revalno explained to brother Nando."but do you not want to see father and mother united?".his question."anyhow can unite well, Revalno prefers father and mother like this.Valno do not want to see mother crying again".Brother Nando silently looked down to realize his mistake."but son I promise you I won't hurt your mother again".sister Nando really meant it."Enough well, enough Revalno doesn't want us to part again.let's all go like this"."dad loved your mother, daddy wanted us together to be a whole family".kak Nando still continues to convince."did you not think 2 times father and mother returned 2 times also finally mother had to go far to treat her heartache.Isle opposite and yogya want how again yah?".Revalno frustratingly explained to his father.Kak Nando silent and lowered his head.Entah understand or how.I from just now just silently watch finally speak up."Sis, I have not explained our time in Bali, sorry I no longer feel for brother Nando.Let me organize my life brother.we live our lives each raising Revalno together without hurting each other".my sister Nando looked down and was silent."We're together with no more ties just as parents to Revalno, brother,not because of Gio but from the last brother hurt me I can not open the door of my heart for brother again.twice the opportunity I have given to brother, brother,no more third chances.said the saying do not go into the same abyss".obviously I."nye for Revalno no words sorry for me?".kak nando with his sad face."dad......don't take me to melt your mother's heart, I never force you".revalno doesn't take it." I've forgiven you for a long time,but sorry to be together I can't.We are more beautiful with each of our lives but we can raise our children together."sister Sarah is a wife who used to accompany her brother like and sorrow, even now she is still loyal to her love for her brother".i say again."from which you know, even I have divorced her and dumped her".said brother Nando."I and mbak sarah still continue to communicate, now he lives in sarawak malaysia with his grandmother".clearku.Kak nando was silent and running out of words.My tears were about to drip I hold,I don't want brother Nando to think I'm crying because we still remember him.Over time we all just fall silent and without a sound.So the bik minah came to bring us a drink."non drink it".said bik minah eliminate silence."yes put it there, at the foot drink".my bargain when the minah bik has put a drink in front of Nando's brother."tank you".answerksabiran briefly."I went straight home nye, son".he said as he said goodbye to us."on drink first brother".my words because the drink has not been touched in the slightest."dad why rush".said Revalno."yes son, I'm afraid,tomorrow morning I have to go to Jakarta and the day after tomorrow back to Malang".obviously while receiving salim from his son.After that he stepped out of the house with disappointment in his heart.I was still silent with revalno in the same chair.My heart back pain every time Nando's legs discuss the past.Not me yet forgive him, but it is this trauma that scares me to make peace with the past completely.Let time heal this wound.