I'm the Wasted One
58 papah

A bright morning breeze greeted Zahra on this day.

now he was on the terrace of Eza's house to wait for Sinta's mother, the article Zahra was prepared first.

this morning he and Sinta were going to visit Bramantio's house.

true what Sinta said every grudge we keep it will make our feelings will not be calm.

Zahra decided to get on good terms with Bramantio, however, he was her real father.

although it cannot be denied the pain is still there, but Zahra hopes by forgiving the wound will gradually heal.

"Bec"

"ko daydreaming? it's ready, right? "

Sinta surprises Zahra, making Zahra disperse her daydream.

"Ehh mother, I'm already buk. "

Zahra smile.

"Yaudah yuk bu we're ahead, wait for a taxi Zahra order"

Zahra invites Sinta to wait for the taxi she ordered.

zahra's hand carried two boxes containing his banana sponge and Sinta's mother last night as a hand.

to be honest, Zahra's steps are not like climbing the ground, she is very nervous.

even when he was in a taxi, he was nervous.

not long after the taxi they were riding stopped in front of Bramantio's house.

Zahra stepped her feet towards the gate.

"who's looking for neng? "

ask the usual sampan guarding the gate of this luxury house.

"want to find Bramantio sir"

zahra.

"Oh let's go in, let me call you first"

"thank you sir"

The security guard stepped into the house.

Zahra took a deep breath and let out slowly.

Sinta clasped Zahra's hand, as if she knew the nervousness Zahra was feeling.

"Zahra "

bramantio said to Zahra, his eyes sparkling happily when he saw the presence of Zahra.

"sir"

zahra greeted him and kissed Bramantio's hand.

Bramantio who saw it also felt a cold sigh in his chest.

"this is Sinta's book sir, "

Sinta bowed her hands in front of her chest while nodding towards Bramantio.

a smile from Bramantio.

"Oh yes sir, Ehmm I brought you a little sponge"

Zahra handed the parcel to Bramantio.

"wow thank you"

"then go in "

Bramantio invited Zahra and Sinta to enter.

"grand.bik"

call Bramantio to his house assistant.

a middle-aged woman with a napkin adorning her back walked towards Bramantio.

"yes sir"

"this bik bring it to the kitchen. Same for drinking well there are guests"

Bramantio handed over the parcel that Zahra gave him.

his face looked happy, seeing Zahra set foot in his house.

"ayo Ra, ma'am, please sit down"

Zahra still felt awkward even nervous.

"Zahra ain't working? "

bramantio asked just a stale base to get rid of the clumsiness between them.

"Ehmm Zahra night shift sir"

Zahra did not dare to look at the bead of the eyes of the man sitting in front of her.

"what does Zahra need to do here? "

The curious Bramantio tried to ask that.

although in his heart there is a sense of grandeur to see the nature of Zahra that is no longer ketus to him.

Zahra who was asked this question looked down even more.

"sa..m here, um want to apologize to my father for my attitude so far sir"

zahra said softly to make Bramantio's lips develop a smile.

"i've been disrespectful to you"

Zahra tried to control her nervousness.

"Zahra, it was me who should have apologized to you. I've made your life so unhappy son"

bramantio's speech made Zahra dare to raise his gaze.

"i try to understand sir, all this is my destiny.even god is still good has met me with someone who notes my real father "

Zahra dared to look at the face of the man in front of her.

Sinta who saw it also felt grand, even from the beginning saw Bramantio he was very surprised to see the resemblance between Zahra and Bramantio.

"if time could be repeated, I would not do such a foolish thing Ra"

bramantio's face became muddy recalling that past..

"sir.no need we regret the events in the past, better focus with the present. "

Sinta tried to calm Bramantio's heart so as not to blame him too much.

"but ma'am.because I am Zahra unhappy, "

Bramantio looked at Zahra's face.

"i've tried to accept everything sir, because of all this I was able to meet good people, even can be an independent person.even though in my heart the wound is still tertoreh, he said, but I'm sure the wound will heal when we don't continue to hold grudges and blame fate"

Zahra did not want anyone involved in the heartbreaking incident to feel lingering regret..

it should have been a lesson and taken.

"there's still plenty of time for us to improve"

Zahra got up from her seat and approached Bramantio.

Zahra sat at Bramantio's feet.

zahra's tears are dripping.

"Grepp"

Bramantio hugged Zahra's body and cried..

"permit papah to make up for all papah mistakes, allow papah to be a good papah for you, permission papah to take care of you"

Bramantio tried to vanish his heart.

Zahra could not help but cry, her heart felt cold as it was embraced by Bramantio .

"this is a father's embrace, this is how it feels to be considered valuable"

zahra said, making Bramantio even more powerless to stem his tears.

even Sinta who witnessed the heartwarming thing also shed tears.

Bramantio let go of his embrace and cupped his hands together on Zahra's cheeks.

"from now on you call me papah okay. I won't do anything that makes your tears fall back son"

Zahra just nodded.

"wrong-worn? "

call Zahra, who was nodding back by Bramantio.

"the father wants to take care of you son, god is still good to papah even though papah committed mistakes and sins as big as in the past, but God still gives papah the opportunity to see you even hug you son"

Bramantio grabs Zahra's hair covering part of her face.

"fuck.. Zahra can love papah "

"of course it may be dear. at this time you are the most valuable papah treasure"

Zahra hugged Bramantio.

"we have to do another DNA test reward"

said Zahra in the arms of Bramantio .

"no need son, papah believes all that. papah believes you are papah child.The inner bond of a father will not be wrong"

Zahra then let go of her embrace.

"but pah…?"

Zahra looked at Bramantio's face.

"what about Aunt Yura and Vera"

Zahra remembered the fate of the two women.

"the father has already divorced Yura son, even now they don't live here anymore"

Zahra rounded her eyes to hear that.

"sorry Zahra reward, all this because of Zahra"

Zahra felt guilty for what she did.

"No dear this is not your fault, this is the fault of those who have lied papah.they only want treasure. papah can not defend this household on the basis of lies son"

Bramantio stroked Zahra's head.

"Now papah just wants to focus on taking care of you son, for papah now only you are valuable"

"thank you son, for fighting for this truth and accepting papah, "

Bramantio tried to smile between his tears.

"Zahra also thanks for the reward, papah recognizes Zahra as the son of papah.God gives instructions for Zahra until Zahra can be here to embrace papah"

Zahra smile.

Bramantio broke Zahra's head.

"Please sir"

said Bramantio's domestic assistant, who gave a pause to their daily chats.

Zahra sat down next to Sinta again, while Sinta stroked Zahra's back and gave a smile as if to say.

"should have been"

Zahra clasped Sinta's hand.

"Please drink first Sinta's mom, Zahra"

"yes sir"

said Sinta nodding.

"son"

call Bramantio to Zahra

"yes, pah"

"you don't need any more work, papa will take care of everything and you stay here the same papah and you don't need to host anymore"

Bramantio would not have the heart to let Zahra work hard to support herself.

"pah, let Zahra work well. Zahra is happy to do that, Zahra also wants self-reliant pah. and Zahra is always at the Zahra pah kost more often stay with Sinta"

zahra.

"but son, papah is worried that you're tired"

worry on Bramantio's face

"Zahra ain't nothing pah. Zahra will often play here ko seein papah"

Zahra smiled, I don't know how she felt when what she expected happened.

"if that's what makes you happy, papah will not forbid, but do not be too tired to work well"

"yes" pah"

Zahra then sipped the prepared drink.

"bu Sinta thanks for taking care of Zahra"

bramantio

"well sir, I'm happy too.I feel Zahra is like my own son"

say Sinta.

"iyah pah, Sinta's mother had been very good with Zahra.Sinta even considered Zahra like her son. "

Zahra held Sinta's hand.

now Zahra seems to have a nuclear family.

Zahra believes that behind the sadness there must be happiness. Zahra's suffering during this time that seemed to be wasted now feels valuable.

Zahra's heart was unceasingly grateful, not because of the treasure she was happy with but because of a father's confession that made her feel valuable.

the rain will be soft, so will the problem there will be an end.

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Thank you for giving a lot of input and criticism to the author.

The author also just learned to make a paper like this. if there are still many to the author apologise.

thank you for appreciating the work of the Author and still loyal to Zahra.

love you all 🤗