I'M Your Wife
Padded Target

Alze quietly sucked his vape while sitting at the window. His mind kept branching thinking of all this. He wanted to refuse but could not see his mother's sad look.

"shit." it's bad to throw the empty vape right into the garbage can. He was so upset and claustrophobic that he could do nothing to himself. Alze ruffled his hair in annoyance then slammed himself into the mattress while looking at the sky of the room with a blank look.

The words of marriage kept on burrowing in his brain, why did he continue to be forced with what he did not like?!

He glanced at the guitar hanging from the wall, he got up from his bed and walked to pick up his favorite guitar. He plays another one that fits his current state, entitled

I Can't carry this anymore by Anson Seabra.

[Feel it heavy in my bones now

Feel like everybody goes out

And smiles for the 'gram, yeah, tried but I can't

Prayer in the Shape of Prozac

Try to medicate the lows that

Come and meet me in the night time, losing track of my time

Mama said gonna be all right

But mama don't know what it's like in my mind

Mama said that the sun gon' shine

But mama don't know what it's like to want to die

I can't carry this anymore

Heavy from the hurt inside my veins

I can't carry this anymore

Wonder what it's like to be okay

Would you like me if I drank that?

If you wanted I could take that

I'll do anything for love, I don't feel like I'm enough

You can probably see right through me

'Cause I can promise if you know me

You would probably walk away, no you wouldn't want to stay, oh]

He fell silent while hugging his guitar, thinking about his wedding to be held for two more days without anyone hearing his opinion. I don't know, he was confused and tried indifferently to face the problems he had at this time.

***

Bita sighed softly, after playing with the two boca, his feeling had become better at this time. In fact, he finished shampooing his hair that felt limp and smelly because it had not washed his hair for several days.

"fresh sweat." he muttered feeling cool after a night shower, he knew that actually a night bath is not good for the body because it can cause stroke and heart disease. But, if it is occasionally understandable for him.

"okay, what time is it?" his murmur looked up to glance at the wall clock that showed twelve o'clock at night. "an appointment at this hour, which task is not ready." his grunty immediately ran to do the task that had been delayed earlier. He is sure, tonight will be staying up for his duty.

It didn't feel like it had been two hours, Bita did her job. His eyes could no longer withstand the drowsiness that kept attacking him every minute. Inevitably, he walked to the mattress and slammed his body into his favorite white teddy bear. "bear dear, Lo is very soft today." he cried tightly hugging the doll. After that he closed and immediately went into his sleeping flowers.

However, just as he was about to go to sleep he suddenly heard a noise behind the closet, making him even more hugs on his teddy bear. "O Allah save your servant." she closed her eyes while covering herself with a blanket. Try to stay unafraid and calm.

Prefers.

Bita shivered and remained in bed, no matter what sound was important she did not move from where she is today. Bita commits to reading the verse of the chair many times in order to relieve his fear and continue to think positively if everything will be fine.

The head of the Bita is slightly dizzy, especially the part of his eyes continues to throb. Maybe because for a few days, Bita can not sleep soundly because there is a noise every night. In fact, he had made sure the doors and windows were locked tightly, but still there was a sound that disturbed his sleep.

***

but yes, it does not matter if he knows, muttered Bita walked towards the table Anggi.

"Lo want what?" ask Bita while showing some menus to Anggi. However, he must be able to distinguish which are personal problems and work problems.

"hmm I'd like to order one hot ice capuccino" he said.

Bita was puzzled, "meaning ice cappucino?"

"iyaap, that mesan's queue."

Bita sighed softly, then walked towards the place to make the drink for Anggi. Shortly after he struggled with everything, then he delivered to Anggi. "nah, please drink." he said politely.

"okee thanks" he said happy to immediately sip the ice capuccino. Bita nodded slowly, "gue wants to go there first. If you need anything just say."

"etsss wait for Bit!" prevent Anggi from holding Bita's hand. Bita looked at her. "why?"

"huwa Bit, the advice Lo love even more complicated." whining makes Bita confused.

"why is it more complicated? I have given good advice." he said sitting in front of Bita, while the cafe is still quiet he can relax.

"huwah, I think I want to dig a grave and get in there. You gave me some untrue info!"

"heh, still mending I help Lo yes, Lo only who do not know thank you!" anguished Bita stood up from his place.

"Bit, help me please. I didn't know I was getting married tomorrow. I don't like it!!" his whining back made Bita sigh violently.

"wedding?? tomorrow's? good." said Bita sounds like he doesn't care. Isn't it good to get married soon?

"his! not that, aakh Lo will not know what I feel." grumbled slowly. Bita just sighed and sat back down. His little heart felt sorry for the girl's face, "quickly speaking, what do you want me to help you with?"

"nice, Lo is reliable!" she smiled with a smile.

"so my Bridemaid dong!" the thrill made Bita speechless looking at him flat. I want to feel like he's swearing rough in front of this girl.

"Lo really want to get married what the hell?! lo was tormented by marriage, now Lo even told me to be a bridge. Now I ask, 'What is the intention of marriage??"

"hmm I don't know,gue was a bit hesitant with my feelings." replied Anggi, Bita patted his eel slowly. He was dizzy faced with Anggi who was planless in his decision.

Nyesel I nyaranin Lo yesterday Nggi. regretted in heart.

"is that handsome guy?" asked Bita, Anggi nodded slowly with a sad face.

"yes, but still I don't like."

"huft, that means you don't like him. Sometimes there are people who do not see from the looks of it, if you do not like it already remain void." proposed Bita a little frustrated.

"aaakhh can't!! If I could, I might have canceled Bit yesterday. The problem is that our family met and immediately decided to get married. But, if it's destiny, I've resigned again." said Anggi slowly while sipping ice cappuccino.

"so? that means you're getting married, right?" tanya Bita was immediately called Anggi.

Damn it the planless child right, huft patient.

"but, Lo is my bridgemaid anyway!"

Bita clucked slowly, just not close. Even told to be his bridgemaid too, what girl does not have close friends?

"gue believes in Lo Bit. I first pull out yaa bye." shouts waltz out after spending the ice capuccino and put the money fit on the table.

"kampret tuh son,gue has not agreed he's been playing away. Huft patient..patience."

***

Deg. Bita suddenly stiffened silent as all eyes glared at him. The good and holy intentions of his heart led him into big trouble. The man who was supposed to be her husband Anggi, walked up to her and asked her to be his wife. Her apes, the bride was more eagerly cheering him up while smiling widely supporting him to accept the man's impromptu proposal.

Damnit.