I'M Your Wife
Still Afraid

At home, Bita threw his body on a sofa. While Anggi, the girl immediately darted looking for Sam because there was an affair.

"Sleep in my room dear" said Alze, sitting next to his wife. His feet were very sore all day around the Mall, plus he had to hang a car clutch during the trip because the long traffic was exhausting.

"Where are you going?" alze asked softly staring at his sister who was well dressed. Azza only smiled thinly while greeting the back of his brothers hand. "Gue's got a little business for tomorrow's show" he chanted out.

Bya and Alze looked at each other, then Alze followed her sister. "Have you told me Mama?"

Azza nodded while wearing his helmet. "Udah, I'm abis magrib home. I'll go first, brother."

"Why don't you bring a car? Mending Lo take the car." proposed Alze, he felt unsure if let Azza bring the motor even this afternoon.

"No papa, wear this. Let's go home quickly. Bye!" Azza directly plugged the gas leaving the house yard. Alze just let out a long sigh and hoped his sister would be fine out there.

***

Azza put his bike in a cafe, where his agreement with Algha. The man frustrated himself, even the man has not revealed his nose now. Azza immediately took place near the corner of the window so that he could see the view of the road in the afternoon before night.

"Finally come too!" he sat in front of Azza. Azza was made not to blink with her current appearance, the girl instantly regained her senses and turned her face away.

"Quickly, I don't have much time. What do you want to talk about?"

"The talk of our marriage." always made Azza look at him sharply.

"Well, Al, I'm serious!" emphatically.

"Yes, I'm serious too, I want to marry you."

"But I don't like marriage!" his jolt made the entire cafe silent to look at him. Algha just looked at him with a hard-to-understand look, could be seen his countenance slightly restraining his disappointment.

"Lo wants coffee? Let me buy it." he said getting out of his place, he went to the coffee reservation there.

Azza rubbed his face rough, he became more and more out of control. I don't know, the man's sad look was again seen by him. Although the man looks annoying but what he feels, the man holds a lot of wounds. Maybe one of those injuries was caused by himself.

Azza was swept away in his mind, now he was confused by his own feelings. Do you like Algha? Then why is he still hesitant to accept the man's proposal? What makes Azza more hesitant to step forward? Is that guy serious about what he said?

"Nih" said the man while thrusting coffee in front of Azza. Azza looked up and took the coffee.

"Thank you." - He was immediately called Algha. They are both silent because they are busy with their own thoughts.

Azza is relieved when Algha no longer discusses marriage which makes him unable to concentrate. Azza overheard the man explain the details for tomorrow's event. One of the advantages of Algha that he admired was the way he delivered so clear and cool.

"Lo got it, right?" algha asked to be sure, because from there he saw the girl looked dreamy looking at him. He wondered what the girl was thinking? Why doesn't Azza like it?

Azza regained his senses, then nodded slowly. "That means the decor is sober, right? At dawn we get everything ready?" ask again.

Algha nodded, "Yes, the principal suddenly said so. It will be us who are messed up." he complained while sipping his coffee.

"Al, tomorrow we do everything, ask the other members to come sooner tomorrow. I have to hurry home now" said the girl hurriedly picked up her bag, then sauntered as she waved at Algha.

Algha only smiled faintly, then his eyes glanced at a card that was carried by a chair. Immediately he picked it up and chuckled softly at the identification card belonging to Azza.

"Funny." he was anxious to see Azza's photo on the card, and he put the card in his wallet.

***

Azza observed the room to be used for later events. He and the other members of OSIS prepared everything. "Hmm what else should I add? The chairs are all complete, right for us?" ask one of his members.

"I think there's less, there are two more."

"Oh yeah, let me take it. You guys clean up the garbage that is near here ya." he said waltzing looking for a chair in the classroom. Azza clucked slowly, seeing that there was not a single seat in his class because it had been taken out, as well as other classes. He kept going around looking for a chair, but when he was about to enter the class at the end of there. He saw the shadow of the person near the rooftop stairs of his school.

"It's the feeling of seven o'clock, how come there's someone?" he murmured softly while glancing at his watch. He slowly approached the shadow. "Wait, really..." Azza is increasingly curious about people who look dibayangan due to reflected sunlight. He walked up the stairs one by one without making a sound.

His eyes were perfectly rounded to see the person standing on the balcony behind him. And even more surprising, if the man who was standing was Algha.

Azza's feelings were shaken, did the man choose to end his life because he was rejected by him? Azza shook his head, it was impossible for Algha to think short. The man was a genius, it was impossible to do that. He was sure that the man was just enjoying the fresh air in the morning. Azza turned around, but he hesitated to leave the man there, it could be true that the man jumped from there and Azza would regret leaving him just like that.

"Did you stay there Azza?" algha asked still behind him. Azza was surprised then walked slowly closer to Algha. "Lo why is it up there huh?!" he shouted, but only the man replied with a grin.

"Gue if you jump out of here, you die?" tanyanya abstrud's.

Deg.

"Lo don't be crazy!" the circus of Azza does not like the talk of Algha.

"And I just want to doang, why is Lo so hard?" tanyanya chuckled softly.

"Better Lo down from there Al, why also Lo make attractions there huh? Not funny." I thought.

"I also make attractions here, I want to stand alone" he replied.

"Down Al from there!" azza shouted looking intently at the man. However, Algha still did not listen to the girl.

"Lo who am I? We have nothing to do with. So it's up to me dong, I want to jump from here cake or I want to sit around si—"

Algha was surprised, the girl hugged her legs tightly. He could feel that this girl was shivering in her arms.

"Gue beg to come down." He let Algha hold the girl's shoulder. He held both hands of the girl and came down from there, stunned to see Azza smugly. Is the joke too much, huh? He also did not intend to die, he just calmed his mind earlier. It was unexpected that Azza came here and hugged her while looking at her heartily. This was not the Azza he had known all along.

"Why do you ka—"

"Don't joke around!!! I don't like it!" he was angry while crying. He hit the man's chest repeatedly, "Gu-gue is still afraid to start a relationship with any man because of the events I've experienced before. I'm still afraid of Al, please don't force me to make a decision. I feel the same way, but I'm not sure this relationship lasts long. Please respect my decision Al.." she cupped her face while crying out all the tightness in her heart.