I Need Your Love
Chapter 59 "Descended "

Although the doctor has allowed Amanda to go home, but Amanda does not want to go home. He was always beside the Linga to take care of the man.

Mama Nania meets Amanda, she wants to talk a lot to the woman her son dreams of.

At that time, Amanda fell asleep next to the Linga. Mama Nania came into the room. He tried to wake Amanda.

" Manda..Your mother...!" call Mama Nania, she tries to wake Amanda by holding her left wrist.

Amanda is awake. Linga also heard that her mother woke Amanda. But the phallus tried to sleep again.

" Mom ?"

" Manda, I'd like to talk to you for a second, would you ?"

" Can, Ma !"

Mama Nania took Amanda out of the room. They both went to a park in the hospital.

Mama Nania sat on one of the garden chairs.

" I want to know your origin. Your family is how it is, your education, I want to know, may it be ?"

" May ma'am, very well. I'm a difficult person Mom, from my childhood in the care of my grandmother. My parents have been separated since I was a baby. They separated because of difficult circumstances. My father could not give a decent life to my mother. Until my mother went to TKW. And that's when my mother left me and my grandmother forever. I did not have a high education, Mom, because my grandmother could not afford to send me to school, to eat we had to slash bones. Grandma has been dead for a long time, since my grandmother died, I moved to this city. All the work I do, the important thing is I can eat. I'm sorry ma'am, if I've known Lingga mas. I have no evil intentions ma'am the same Lingga. In this city, I only have Lingga mas, long ago Lingga helped me a lot. I did not know the state of this city, it was Lingga who taught me. I owe a lot to Lingga Bu. Again, I'm sorry ma'am,"

" So you don't know where your parents are ?"

Amanda was crying.

" I met my mother, but she didn't like me. My mother hates me. I am married and have a beautiful daughter. Her life is good now, Mom is a rich woman, Mom is beautiful. The family is also very harmonious,"

" Where is your mother ?"

" In this city too, Mom. But I promise you, I will never bother her new mother and family. Grandma's message, I can't be too hopeful. If Mom and her new family are happy, I'm happy too, Mom. "

" You seriously love Linga ?"

Amanda looked at Nania's mother.

Amanda was silent. He kept his head down. His tears could not be filled anymore, eventually the tears were spilled out as well.

" What do you want to do? I will give capital to you, you can open a sales business, or whatever it is, I will help. But on condition, stay away from my son. That's my request, please Amanda, I beg you. You can whisper ? if Lingga uda used to stain you, until you became pregnant, suppose that never happened. Now that you're healthy, you can go wherever you want, the important thing is not in this city, you just calm down, I'll give you a check whatever you want,"

Amanda kept crying. So dejected she was considered by Mother Nania. The chest felt tight, so easy Nania's mother told her to leave Lingga.

" I don't need your tears, I need your promises. Next week, we will bring Lingga to America, until he is completely healed and then he can return to Indonesia again. Papa's plan, Lingga will settle there, because there is our family company. So, from now on, you can think about your future, oh yes this check I love you 1 billion, you can use for your living expenses, "

Nania's mother gave me the check. Amanda accepts. He read the check.

" I'm sorry Mom, my self-esteem is higher than this check, if you really want me to stay away from the Lingga, I'm ready, but never pay me the price of this check. I was a difficult person, but I was able to stand on my own feet, not expecting Mom's help. This ma'am, the check I returned, maybe this can I love for people in need," Amanda gave the check.

" You're arrogant too, right? don't be ashamed to receive help from me, I'm sincere. With your education that only finished Junior High, can you survive in this city? trus, what do you want to do ? scholars have a hard time finding work, especially like you, "

" I know that Mom has everything, but I have no right to demean people, I don't know God's power, do you ? can you now Mother on top, tomorrow I know where Mom is ? the wheel of life spins Mom. But relax, I'll go. Thank you very much Mom, excuse me !"

Amanda cries and leaves Nania's mother. How hurt he was to listen to Mother Nania's words.

Before leaving, he wanted to see Lingga first. Amanda doesn't dare to say this, she has great respect for Nania's mother. All this he did for the good of the Linga. Though just now, he promised there would be forever for Linga, until the old age of Lingga, Amanda will always be with him. That promise must be broken, because of Nania's mother's request.

Amanda finally left the hospital. He came to the Lingga's giving house. He made up all his clothes. Amanda wrote a letter, hoping that someday Lingga would read the contents of the letter.

" To the Linga... Someday the Lingga will know why I have to go. This is all for the good of the Linga, for the future of the Linga. Thank you for the kindness of Lingga all this time. This is the key to the house, I give it back, mas.keep yourself good - well yes...!!!

Salutations

Amanda

Amanda put the letter on the bed. Amanda is sure, the phallus can heal and can come back like before.

Amanda's got all her bags. The only way, he had to return to the boarding house of Ibu Yani. Only that boarding house is the safest shelter in his life.

Along the way, Amanda was always crying. He remembered his grandmother, and he missed his grandmother very much. Only Grandma Surti could understand her heart. Want it to feel he hugged grandma and vaporized all the strands - the lackeys that are in his heart.