I Need Your Love
Chapter 70 " Amanda Sick "

Lingga saw that his sister kept crying. He left Lita's room without feeling guilty. The phallus doesn't know if he should see Amanda again or not.

Linga went into his room. He took Amanda's photo from his wallet.

" How are you doing there ? are you still thinking about me? Manda, I'm sorry, if I haven't seen you in a while, I don't want you to feel hurt, you know Mama never did you, right ? if I force all this, how will you be? there you can only cry. I don't want to worry that you continue to be sad. I'm sure there will be men who are more deserving of you, surely you're happier, Manda. I'm sorry !"

Then Lingga tore the photo apart, and he threw it into the trash.

The phallus tried to hold back his tears. He remembers all his memories with Amanda. When Amanda was pregnant, when Amanda went back and forth to the hospital and when they first met. The tears of the phallus were unstoppable. She finally cried.

The expected day arrived. Initially only Lita will return to Indonesia. But Lingga was forced to follow because he had long left his company.

Lingga also brought Tasya back to the homeland. At once Linga wants to be blessed to both parents Tasya. I don't want Lita to go home with them.

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That morning, Amanda didn't go to work. Because he's not feeling well. At the end of the day, he often gets sick. Yani's mother is the one who takes care of Amanda.

Amanda's body is getting thinner. He never had an appetite for food.

" Manda, eat son !"

Amanda just shook her head.

" From all night you don't want to eat, if you keep this body will be thinner."

Amanda crying.

" Why are you crying ?"

" Manda misses grandma, mom !''

" Manda, or you should go back to the village, you shove first, let your miss be cured,"

Amanda was crying.

" You miss Lingga too, don't you ?" ask Mother Yani.

" Ga bu, Manda ga miss the same mas Lingga, 2 years old mas Lingga ga never give news, it means mas Lingga uda menggelupain Manda, ma'am !"

" Are you sure Lingga uda forgot?"

" Sure ma'am, it's possible to get Lingga uda married now, "

Yani's mother was crying. She hugged Amanda.

" You're patient, son. I thought you guys were fooling around, in fact the Linga is not the best for you. Now eat, let you get healthy fast, you don't want to get sick - keep getting sick ?"

"Mom, thank you ma'am !"

Only Mother Yani's family is where Amanda gets her affection. Denis or Ibu Sekar never cared at all. Denis is also now keeping a distance between himself and Amanda.

Amanda was really not strong with all the problems she lived. Often sick, even his body that began to look thin. Amanda could only cry lamenting her fate.

He had hoped for the man he loved, but the man left him. Amanda doesn't know if she's old anymore, where she's going.

He had no possessions to live for, no place to live for ever. He did not know whether anyone would accept him for who he was.

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Lingga, Tasya and Lita arrived in Indonesia. They're heading straight home. For 2 years, that luxurious and large house had not changed at all. Linga was happy to see her home again.

There was a house assistant. He is the one who takes care of the house. Lingga invited Tasya to come inside. Tasya was very impressed by the beauty of the house owned by Lingga.

Without saying goodbye to her sister, Lita immediately went to Amanda's boarding house. Turns out Lita still remembers where Amanda's hostel is.

Lita also arrived at the kosan. The beautiful and cold boarding house, nothing changed at all. Lita went to Amanda's room.

Tok.dok..

Tok.dok..

Amanda woke up from her sleep. He tried to open the door to his room. But unfortunately, his head was a bit dizzy, he was unable to stand.

Lita repeated it again. He knocked on the door of the room. Yani's mother saw who was knocking on Amanda's door.

" Huhhh? that's his sister Lingga ? the lawyer who lives abroad ? what the hell is he doing here ?" Yani's mother went straight out to see Lita.

" You're Lingga's sister, right ?" ask Bu Yani.

" He's mom, I'm Lingga's sister. Oh yeah, does Amanda still live here ?"

" Still. Amanda's still living here, "

" O Lord thank God. Amanda's mom is there, mom?"

" There, he's sick again. "

" What ? is Amanda sick ? can I go in ?"

Yani's mother knocked on the door of the room. It just so happened that the room wasn't in the lock.

Cklekk.....

" Manda !" Yani's mother approached him.

" Outside is his sister Linga,"

" She's sister is Lingga ? Lita ma'am ? Lita is here ?"

" Him, beware I call you !"

Yani's mother came out to call Lita.

" Go in, son, Amanda's inside. I'm asking for help, don't hurt Amanda ya !"

Lita just nodded her head.

" Thank you, ma'am !"

Lita also went straight into the boarding house.

" Manda Ma'am ???" Lita ran and hugged Amanda.

" Lita ???"

The two of them were crying together. Yani's mother could only see him, she was crying.

" Manda, it turns out Lita loves you, son. He sincerely loves you, you are indeed a good child Manda,hiks.."

Yani's mother left them.

" What's Manda's mother sick ?"

" It doesn't hurt anything, just tired. You how are you ? when did it come ?"

" Lita's good news mbak, we just arrived. Trus, I'm straight here. Lita misses Amanda. "

" Thank you so much Lita, you still care about me. How are you doing Lingga ?"

Lita fell silent.

" Why are you silent? the Linga is healthy, right ?"

" He's healthy, he's healthy. "

" Sykurlah, "

" Mas Lingga also came back to Indonesia, "

" Oh yeah ?"

" He's healthy, uda can walk, uda can see again, and even he wants to marry. But I don't care, he wants to get married, he's healthy, for me he's a loser, a liar, even a brash man,"

" Lita why are you ? you can't say the same about Lingga. Even if he's healthy, he's getting married, you should be happy, not angry like this, that's not good for you."

" How did I not get angry ? if only he ninggalin mbak Manda, just as he mbak mbak Manda ? who does he think he is, who is he ? don't think, I agree with the decision he made. I don't agree. I hate the Lingga mas, the Lingga mas ga like the old Lingga mas. He forgot everything."

Amanda crying. He cried when he heard that Lingga was getting married, so soon he could forget Amanda.

" Lita, let the Linga choose her own happiness. I'm sincere uda !"

" What is mbak ? sincere ? mbak Manda sincerely mas Lingga want to marry another woman? "

" Lita, even if we force it, it's not good either, "

" Whatever, ma'am !"