I Was Forced to Become a Teacher in the Prestigious Fighter School
Episodes 163. Standing on a Pile of Lives

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I slammed the chest door and ran into it. Getting in by going down the stairs, I headed towards the middle of the arena where my brother was stuck.

My body was covered in sweat everywhere. The blood flowing from my left hand was still flowing like it was not showing its end.

Nazrul who was sound asleep there smiled while looking at my condition like this.

"Why did you come back here? Do you want to hide? But it's a pity... He'll be in soon and find you."

Looks like my brother knows what happened just by looking at my condition. He's not sensitive huh! Which fool is not aware of the situation when he sees someone coming with a broken and broken hand until he thinks the situation is fine.

"I know! I'm just freaking out!" I made a loud noise to him.

"Panic? Are you scared?! Ahaha!"

"Be quiet! It's none of your business!"

"If it's none of my business, then why did you come here?" He made a scornful laugh.

"I'm only here for a while..."

I hate being humbled by my brother, especially him. He's the last person I want to shut up.

"This means you're in the lowest condition right now, right?"

I'm speechless.

It's the first time I'm not picking at all. All the ways I've done it, but there's no one to beat that grandma. Even to give her a little pain I can't.

I remembered how he received the spear I threw into his body. He only accepted it by stretching out his hands like he was showing me that I could not hurt the Prince.

My brother was right, I am currently in the lowest position. Everyone was looking for me to kill, and now they have to fight the Prince without bringing any merit. The person who accompanied me from the beginning of the journey is gone, and now I am one.

"Haha! AHAHAHAHA!" Suddenly my brother laughed like an antagonist who managed to reach his goal. "Now you know, don't you? It's a result of you trying to fight Nova. You have a chance to run away and get away from here!"

"Snow? Sorry it wasn't the old me..."

Right, if I choose to run away. That means I have no progress at all. So the desire of Jauhari and all those who believed in me was instantly scorched.

"I don't want to make anyone die disappointed in me." My heart expression came out.

Just like Jauhari's request, everyone's request near me was actually the same. It's asking me to come back like a normal human being.

"I don't know which one I'm real."

"I'm just being nice to others."

"And it's too late for me to realize that it's all acting out of me being a killer."

"I remember how I pretended several times to be a good person, a naive person, a stern person, even I once pretended to be a defender of the truth. All that acting I did was to get close to my prey and kill it without a trace."

How many times I remember, I realize how horrible I was then, and how weak I am now.

For some reason, I feel comfortable right now with them. Feelings that never existed before, suddenly appeared and make me nostalgic moments before the terrible event. But foolishly, I threw all of this away because of my desire for revenge.

"Because of what I'm doing right now, a lot of people are dying for nothing."

Why, my tears feel heavy even though they want to flow.

My brother just kept quiet listening to my story carefully. He seems to know what he should do. Or is he used to listening to stories from others? That's not my business.

Dahlia...

The first person to declare his love for me, but I didn't take it.

Vicky...

The one who thinks of me as his rival.

Princess Tyas...

I accidentally killed him for thinking that the dice were Widya in hiding.

The five traitors, Matthew Kunto, Ami Salahudin, Candra Emi, Malik Abhimanyu the Skyscraper, and Nurdin Jiminten...

They were all killed by the three women I controlled.

Widya(though wicked)...

Killed by Widodo when he tried to attack me suddenly.

Erika... Sophia.. and Stevent...

They died just before the grandmother showed them her face.

If I recall, there are already many people near me who died because of my current existence.

Salw...

Rosa's friend who still cares about the problem. He ended up bad because I'm slow not playing.

Julia...

Those two disciples of mine also died at the same time and for the same reason.

......................

A few minutes had passed after I thought about the people who had to suffer because of me.

On the other hand, my brother was still listening as if he had no other choice.

"You want to stay in this regret?" My brother asked, his lowered head directly raised to face me who was sitting on the hard floor of the rocks.

"Ha, what do you want? Are you going to help me like a figure who's trying to give the protagonist his final strength?"

I said the joke because it sounded quite cliche, and wasn't sure he was willing to do it.

"Of course not, anyway I don't like anything cliche." He laughed, but he immediately let go.

His face looked at me as seriously as he did. "You knew... There's one powerful way you can at least balance yourself against Nova, though not in terms of strength, at least you can fight it in terms of defense."

"What's that?"

I turned to her, my eyes wide open in surprise. This was not something he could possibly say so easily.

"You remember... My pure magic is eternity... So-so"

I knew where this was going so I cut it off right away. "Enough, I don't have to..."

She must have wanted me to end her life and let myself take away her power. Although, actually I don't know how he did it.

"Hey, I don't want to die knowing, after all who wants to die for someone who doesn't want me?"

He answers what I think like a mind reader.

"Oh, sorry. I thought you wanted to..."

It seems like everything I think is different to what he really wants. Then what exactly is he thinking?

"Then, what are you really thinking?" My toot.

"Easy, let me destroy your Anitya!"

Instantly I broke out in cold sweat and fell silent in surprise. What he suggested was far from what I could think.

"What do you mean by destroying Anitya?!"

"Do I have to explain you again? The Prince's project was one that made everyone submit to him. Then, how could they submit? Is it controlled by law, or is it controlled by another?"

I fell silent and thought.

"I... Don't understand!"

"What?!"

I honestly didn't catch the sentence at all.

"Say it simply!"

"Basic... Oh, come on, just like that... Prince is an enhanced CODE Magic."

"Ehem(nod)."

"CODE magic can only attack people who use Anitya..."

"Ehem(nodded)..."

"So, if you don't have Anitya, then you'll be immune from his attacks!"

I instantly widened my eyes, my mouth opened like saying 'oh' in itself, my head raised upwards in response to understanding with its intent.

"You mean, you're asking me to fight him without Anitya's protection?"

"Finally, that means you have to be ready to die for the next fight. After all, using Anitya or not, will have no effect on your current life immunity. It is precisely using it that will even put you in danger."

I looked down like I was trying to make a choice. My eyes catch on both of my shoulders that are no longer able to move her child.

"Then, what about my hands?"

"Let me take care of it! It's only if you want to do it" he said, chuckling.

I stared down at the stone floor while closing my eyes slowly. While choosing my choice, I took a deep breath.

This is my next fight.

But I don't seem to have much of a choice, this is just my only option right now. My doubts the field I must get rid of first.

I opened my eyes with confidence, "Do it, Sister Nazrul!"