
Sitting comfortably while embracing my feet by the lake, today it is still very early in the morning blind with dewdrops still stuck at the ends of the leaves, the cold was piercing the skin and made me have to cover my body with my two wings wide, the atmosphere of this lake is very suitable for solitude, especially because Sira still did not wake up from her sleep.
Every morning I was often in this place to pay attention to the waves of lake water that looks very calm before I started the day tiring –even my heart was also exhausted with all the expressions that never imagined by me.
The mood of my heart is increasingly chaotic with the words and facial expressions of the people I meet, they always go in a hurry with a frightened face while yelling at me with the title "devil" repeatedly, he said, not a single drop of demonic blood was in me.
But even if I was treated badly like that, I still continue to do the same thing by helping everyone who is in trouble while a little hoping they will be my conversation partner even if only for a moment, I even quite often use my magic power to treat people who are injured when Sira is not near me.
I'm confused about myself, am I a good person for helping so many people? or am I the bad guy for scaring them? or may I be a fool willing to hurt myself for the sake of those who would not accept my existence? thinking about such a thing bothered my mind a lot, I just wanted to make a lot of friends and there was nothing wrong with my wish.
Although not worth to be proud of, but this is a daily life that quite adorns my life for the last three months – is really very pleasant when viewed from the point of view of people with mentally shaken. •_______________________________________________________________________________________________________________________________________________________________________________________________________________________________________________________________•
"What are you doing so early, miss?"
"Owh! Sira, good morning, you're awake."
"Yes, good morning, miss."
After quite a lot of sighing and contemplating in the past hour, Sira then came to me while greeting while rubbing her face which still showed a very heavy drowsiness.
Hearing that I immediately raised my head to look and returned his greeting while portraying a thin smile on my face, although it was very difficult to do that with such a bad mood.
"Hey Sira, do you think I'm creepy?"
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"No, miss."
Sitting beside me while looking in the same direction, I asked a question that might be quite surprising to him, but I was serious about my question because I wanted to know Sira's point of view about me.
Why are people moving away from me?
Is it because I'm creepy?
One question represented my other question, there was a time lag of a few seconds for Sira to answer it because she might be confused with what I said, but "no" was the answer to me.
Sira's answer was quite comforting even though I knew she would never tell me otherwise.
"If they thought the same as you..."
"What did you say, miss?"
"Ee... aahhh~!! huh…! it's nothing ehehehe, let's have breakfast after that we'll take a walk."
Muttering as I stared at the water flowing around the lake, I began to imagine that everyone I met had the same thoughts as Sira especially in judging who I was, things won't end badly and dodge if they find out about me, but they won't even look at me and leave as fast as they can.
Confused by what I just said Sira looked at me with a curious look –maybe because she didn't fully hear my words–, but I don't want to say it anymore because it's quite embarrassing for me and also I don't want Sira to worry about my situation.
So, I got up and raised my hands to do a little muscle stretching before I finally walked home to my house, because the day is getting light I plan to go back for a walk to see the state of the forest, but before that breakfast will be the first thing I will do.
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"Hm. I'll just eat this fruit." •_______________________________________________________________________________________________________________________________________________________________________________________________________________________________________________________________•
"Are you sure you don't want to eat this hunted meat?"
"No, thank you."
"Y-yeah, all right, miss."
When I arrived at the kitchen I immediately asked Sira to take out some cooked food from inside the storage dimension, there were only two types of food and it was the meat of yesterday's hunt and the fruits I gathered from the surroundings of my residence.
I cooked all the meat simultaneously and in order to be durable I asked Sira to keep it inside her storage dimension, even so I was not so interested in the abundant meat especially because I could only cook it by burning and the taste was already very boring.
Besides, I also have a pretty good reason not to eat too much meat, because I've got my human body back, I wanted to keep it lean and healthy which is why I only ate the fruit available on the table for my breakfast
I don't want to be fat...
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"Fuh~"
"Sure miss."
Eating meat about twice the size of his body, sira's stomach looks so round that she looks even more like a ball of feathers rolling on the table with a sigh of relief that comes out of her mouth after finishing all her food.
I then invited Sira to go inside the labyrinth to pick up some crystals just like what I did over the past few days, this wall house looks very empty without any items decorating it and that's why I want to put some crystal knickknacks in this house, but even so it could be said to be a diversion of mood and pain for helping people with my magic.
For the past few months I have used my powers quite often, every time I use my magic the duration of the pain also increases and now just using one little magic only I have to suffer with pain for 48 hours, and therefore I continued to be around my house without going too far so that I could rest after two days of suffering.
"Then let's go."
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"No need miss, I can walk by myself."
"Hm... okay, but can you really walk?"
"Yes.so/"
"Good enough is enough, don't force yourself" I said as I lifted Sira's body.
Leaving the dining table after eating some fruit, Sira also jumped down from the table onto the chair and jumped up again following me, sira's stomach is really very fat after eating even she looks quite difficult to walk, but somehow she also looks adorable ehehe.
Although it seemed difficult because of the large stomach Sira refused to me sling and keep walking with unstable steps, although it is adorable to see it like that, but I can't let it go and lift it straight away without caring about her trying to break away from my hand –long later Sira will also definitely stop moving like that. So, no problem.
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"It's been a while since I've gone to this place, hm."
Long walking while remembering the path I had passed, Sira finally gave up and stopped thrashing according to my previous estimation.
Glad to see Sira's attitude has been obedient, I continue to pay attention to the circumstances around to determine the path I am heading, but luckily for the last three months no change has happened to this place. So, I was able to easily find the path that contained the magic mineral crystal I was looking for, to be honest there were only two paths in this place, but that's why I felt a little anxious.
I don't want to meet any monsters especially in my condition who are trying to calm the mind without having to fight, as I recall there are no monsters nesting in the path where the mineral crystal is located, which is not the only one in the world, but I don't know what's in the other lane and that's why I don't want to get lost by entering the wrong path.
"Wahh!! I finally got to ehehehe, this place has not changed" I said with a smile.
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"I'll take some. So, please prepare the dimension of your space Sira."
"All right, miss."
"I'll start taking it from here hehehehe." I said as I picked up a small chunk of crystal.
Succeeding to where the magic mineral crystal was located, the floor of this labyrinth had indeed never changed in the slightest, the height of this place ranged from 6-7 meters with an area twice that of its height, the crystal chunk here is only as big as a palm with many prism ends in one crystal that is very suitable to be used as a pendant.
Looking at the rainbow glow of the crystal, I then placed Sira on the stone and asked her to prepare dimensional magic to store some of the crystals that I was about to collect.
I just took a crystal with a relatively small size because it was very suitable to be made into knickknacks jewelry.
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"Like this is enough, if coupled with what I've taken first.. These crystals are enough to decorate the house walls, what do you think, Sira?"
"Yes, this is more than enough, after all, there are not many rooms in the wall house" he said as he stared into the black hole in front of him.
"Hm.. after much thought..maybe this is also a bit excessive, but because it has been taken. yes I will keep it" I said while returning to hold Sira.
Taking around 30 pieces of magic mineral crystals, I felt that it was enough to decorate the scenery within my house, all of the crystals I took were directly inserted into the open-air storage dimension of Sira with a circular portal like a black hole, but after I put it in one by one I started to feel that it was too much even more because I had taken some of the crystal pieces I had gotten more than enough.
Even so because I was tired of coming to this place I still brought it without reducing the number of space dimensions Sira.
"All right, let's go home."
"Aa~"
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