I Was Reincarnated As A Dragon
Chapter 165: Fear

"Aah!! hah hah hah…!!"

"Just... dream....Yes…?" I said while embracing my feet.

Waking up in the stillness of the room without anyone around me, my heart was unceasingly pounding so fiercely with anxiety and fear that haunted me even to the point of making my body tremble, I also seemed to hear a shrill voice piercing into my ears and it made me very uncomfortable and had to close my ears tightly with both palms of my hands, but even so I could still hear it as if it was coming from inside my head.

I tightly embraced my feet and buried my face between my knees still wrapped in a warm blanket, I was really afraid of the dream I saw as if everything I felt was not a dream but a reality.

My body trembled as I began to imagine when my chain was active with excruciating pain, in my dream I also hit my head against the wall while shouting like a person who had lost his mind, it was so scary and I wish I never remembered that dream again.

"Excuse me, miss, good day."

"Sira. emh, good afternoon" I said with a smile.

Long enough I fell silent while tightly embracing my feet with an unchanging feeling, moments later Sira knocked on my bedroom door and after saying my excuse she immediately entered by stepping her adorable little legs.

I then gave a small nod to let her in while fixing my sitting position by straightening my legs, I also tried to remain calm so that I could escape from the shadow of the dream, even so my hands were still trembling and therefore I had to keep grasping the side of my blanket to cover it.

"What's the matter, lady, you look pale?" he said while looking at the wonder of my face.

"Eh! does my face look like that?" I slowly stared at my knees covered in blankets.

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"Um...it's okay, maybe because I was in the room too long" I smiled as I took a sideways sitting position with my legs dangling.

When I want to get out of the blanket to dangle my legs, Sira suddenly mentioned about my face that looked pale without blood and honestly I myself was not aware of the condition of my face if Sira did not say it, and so that Sira would not worry about me, I immediately told her a simple reason while smiling thinly to show that I was fine.

"You sure?" ask again.

"Emh, I'm fine" I said smiling as I gave a small nod.

My legs were trembling and numb as my feet touched the floor when I took a sideways sitting position, although I was lucky to still be able to stand up well without having to fall.

Ah. This is quite nostalgic.

"Hahh... I want to breathe some fresh air outside, would you like to come?" I asked Sira.

"Yes, of course, miss.hm.no, sorry lady.

"Alright, I'm just going to the lake anyway."

"Once more, sorry miss."

"Emh, it's okay, just finish your business" I said smiling as I slightly shook my head.

Staring at the ceiling for a while I looked very pitiful for fear of such trifles, but even so at least I still have my human nature because this is not the first time I am afraid of dreams especially when I am still a human being.

Not wanting too long to be restrained by this fear, I then took Sira for a walk so that I could forget the dream by enjoying a sunny day, but whether the busyness of what Sira was doing he suddenly refused my invitation to leave, I did not mind it because I did not want to interfere in his personal affairs, I also don't like it when someone meddles in my personal affairs. So, I can understand that.

"Then, I say hello, lady.excuse me."

"Yes, be careful Sira" I told her.

After arriving at the doorstep of the house, Sira and I then took a different path to Sira who headed into the labyrinth while I went in the opposite direction towards the outside of the cave, I don't know where Sira went she was seen using teleport magic, and before she disappeared I waved my hand at her with a slight smile for a while until finally Sira completely disappeared without a trace.

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"Does this place look dark? It can't be just my feelings, hahh.. well, it doesn't matter. I'm used to walking alone anyway."

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"Ahh~ I love this air."

Walking alone in a damp cave and quite dark, somehow I feel uncomfortable with the state of this cave even though I have very often passed this road without feeling anything.

Today I feel very different from usual, I became often afraid of the little things that even gave me goosebumps.

Along the way until I reached the mouth of the cave, I continued to hold my hand and occasionally stroked it because of my uncomfortable feelings, my breath sounded harsh not because I was cold but because I was not comfortable with this situation as if someone was after me from behind the darkness.

In order to dispel this unusual fear I then rushed to open the lush vines that filled the mouth of the cave and tied them up as usual, the strange feeling I felt along the way seemed to lift as the sunlight pierced through the dark cave behind me, I was very happy when the warm light hit my face frozen in fear, the clean white flower with a little yellow sweep in the middle looks very beautiful adorning my gua rocks and I really like it.

"Ahh... What's wrong with me?"

This feeling is no stranger to me...

Staring high into the bright blue sky, I briefly recalled the moment where I had difficulty getting to the serenity and continued to be haunted by excessive fear, it was a moment that left me deeply devastated and I couldn't possibly forget it, but even so I really hope to forget the events of that day.

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Srek...!

"Who's there?!"

" ... "

"Emh~! hahh."

Why does he appear so often? •________________•'

Almost arriving near the lake that I used to visit, the medium-sized bushes in front of me suddenly swayed and of course it surprised me and reflexively pulled out my sword in a position ready to slash it, but moments before I actually cut through the bushes, a squirrel jumped out looking at me without moving and yes it was quite a relief, but it's also annoying because I've quite often surprised this one little monster.

"Hahh.. don't repeat it again huh.. hehehe... bye bye" I said crouching as I waved my hand.

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"Ahh..The sky today is so bright…"

Quite happy because what appeared was just a small squirrel that often passed by in this place, I then walked back to the river bank staring at the flow of water that was swept by the wind, I closed my eyes long enough while looking up at the clear blue sky leaving my face in the warm sunlight.

I feel very calm because for a glance I can forget the bad events I have experienced. Even so, I also feel empty with my life because there is no one I can talk to except Sira who is now also not near me.

"… There may not be any harm if I walk any further."

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"Why did the effect start to be a little different, this must be because I've seen it so often?"

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"Ahh.. at least the air sensation does not change."

Feeling that it was enough with the lake view and since Cryle also did not come to the surface, I then tried to find a new atmosphere with a walk in the forest not far from the lake, but then again I very often went around this place and all the scenery I saw began to feel less impressive.

Therefore, I decided to fly around looking at the forest from the air, although the effect is not much different, but flying in the air is more fun than just staying in place without doing anything.

I was really happy with the little touch of wind on my skin because it felt ridiculous, I was so grateful to the gentle breeze for comforting me from such a bad mood, and because I was excited enough I then drove through the air to enjoy this atmosphere more.

"Yes! let's increase ehehehe's speed."

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"Ughh! It's pretty hard to fly under these circumstances, I'd better get down first."

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"I think I've been to that hill, well I'll land there."

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"Ahh... This place is very comfortable.even though the weather is rather hot, but fortunately this tree is still here."

As usual I really enjoyed my flight, but one thing I couldn't enjoy was the weather getting hotter, it was quite annoying since I had just built my spirit to live my life today, and it's a pity that I'm still not friends with the sun.

Therefore, I decided to look for a suitable landing place to be used as a place to relax while enjoying the scenery, and it seems like today I was very lucky because I found evidence of the grass I used to stop by when my chain was active.

Nothing has changed from this grass hill, everything looks green and filled with grass flowers with a distinctive aroma, even the tree that grew in the middle of this hill seemed to have no change after a few months I left, but I it was not a problem for me because I liked it.

I smiled as I sat leaning against the tree trunk staring at the walking clouds and also the swaying grass in the wind gracefully.

"I love this, but still this calmness is scary" I said with a straight forward smile.

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