
My vision was dark and there was no sound I could hear even my mind drifted somewhere, I kept thinking while embracing my feet, was I wrong for choosing to be born from a different mother?
But no, there is only one mother that I will love so much and she is my old mother, even though I don't think that means I don't love the figure of the mother who is holding me right now, but for me still no mother can take her place as a woman who gave me life for the first time.
Krakk!!!
"Ehh...! whatisthis? no need to think, the most important thing is..."
"Bwaaaa!!! welcome to the new world!!!"
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"Ughh! it's disgusting!" I said rubbing mucus in my body.
I think and think all the time while waiting to see a new world, I don't know how long I've been like that, suddenly a ceramic sound broke from beside my ear accompanied by a bright light that opened my eyes, but no matter what, I moved my body to try to grab it with my fingers.
However, I woke up again somewhere out of nowhere with sticky mucus lining my body and this was very disturbing because the smell was very unpleasant.
"Hm... Where's my new mom? it seems that he is not here..Why am I in this strange place huh?" I said confused while looking around me.
"Did my second mother accidentally give birth to me here? hm...no, where might a pregnant woman walk in a dark place like this, ha!! am I banished?! no no no no. This is impossible, where there is a mother who threw away her child from birth. but... in my world it used to be a case that is quite often discussed, don't think negatively like that, ha!! was I born into a forbidden relationship? YO!!! MOMMY!!!"
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"Hiks.I prefer my old mother" I said as I walked without direction.
Standing staring at my pitch-black surroundings while trying to find the mother who had given birth to me, this place was very quiet and there was only the sound of water droplets being heard without any other sound, being in a strange place like this really confused me especially since I could not find my second mother at all.
Trying to stay calm while analyzing the current state, my head was filled with several possibilities that made me very uncomfortable due to the negative thoughts that were popping up, he said, thinking about such things greatly disturbed my concentration and I ended up walking aimlessly in a state of sadness and disappointment as there was no sign of my mother.
What happened today was a different moment of birth to what I was thinking and it was really an annoying misfortune, hoping to get a warm hug after birth, but I got the opposite. I was upset, but I was also saddened by the mistreatment of this family, when compared to my family who used to be the one who gave birth to me at this time was much worse.
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"Um... My body feels weird!?" I said while trying to stay calm and walk to find a place out of this place, I did not want to drag on crying over my situation because there was no point in me doing that.
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"Hhh...! it's a painful light, but maybe it's better there than being in this dark place" I said, covering part of my eye.
I kept walking by trying to balance my body which still had difficulty moving even I did not know where to go because I did not know this place, but after walking for a long time and being able to stand properly I then arrived at a very bright cave turn as I walked there.
I could barely even open my eyes even though the light was not as bright as the room of the gods before, but since I had been silent for a long time in a dark place my eyes became very sensitive to the bright light. Even so, I am still happy to be able to go to a more decent place.
"Hm.. woahhh...! it's beautiful...! this place is like another world! yes.this is indeed another world ehehe."
Walk into that lighted place, I was really amazed by all the shining crystals that stick to every corner of this place coupled with a small lake that helps reflect the sparkle of light that makes this place look so amazing.
"Eh...! eegghhhh!!! what's this?!!! scales? the wing? the tail!? why is my body like this!?" I was surprised while looking at the lake water.
"It doesn't make sense, how is it possible? it's not like God said I'd be human."
Not satisfied with just silence I then walked to see the beautiful lake. However, when looking at the water of the lake I even got something surprising and confusing even barely makes sense to the point of making my mind seem to be at a standstill, I was very surprised to see the reflection of my face in the lake water because what I saw was not the face of a human child but an oval face with white scales that covered it even my mouth looked so wide that I confused how to describe my face.
After seeing that I then immediately noticed the shape of my body which was also as strange as my head, I had a pair of wings and a tail and four legs that were all covered in white scales and this explained why I was so hard to walk on two legs, I look a lot like a lizard or a white winged lizard.
"I look cute with these shining white wings and scales, but no...! this is impossible!"
"Owhh...! it must be a dream, it's a dream, I'm still lying in the hospital! from the very beginning meeting with God was impossible.I just need to close my eyes and wake up..."
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"Waaaaa!!!!! no way! this can't happen!! I'm a human... I'm a human... Tell me this is just a dream isn't it!?"
I like things that look cute even so this situation is quite difficult for me to accept because it is very much different from what the Gods said before, I couldn't have remembered anything wrong especially if it was important and I was very sure that I would be born a human instead of a white lizard.
Closing my eyes while holding my head to try to refute this situation, I hoped that what I saw was just a dream from my long sleep, but no matter how hard I thought and denied that my body had not changed again, it's not a dream that can be lost when I wake up and everything that happens here is very real and really a reality.
Ststtt!!!
"Aghhhhhh!!!!" I shouted out loud.
Just getting hit with my current state suddenly there was a huge claw that shot and hit me very quickly, tearing my left wing and body even my body was thrown against the cave wall violently and this further added to my pain.
I screamed out in pain, sprawled with a bloodied body while enduring the pain for the first time even after I lived a while after being born.
Graahhhhhh!!!!
The moment my gaze began to fade a sinister roar echoed around me and completely made my heart skip a beat while trying to find the origin of the sound, I slowly tried to get up by holding my wound to reduce the bleeding.
Dup!Dup!Dup!
Graahhhhhh!!!!!
Looking towards the dark path with the sound of big footsteps and creepy roars made the atmosphere become extremely tense, it's very dangerous and I can feel a very big threat because a pair of glowing red eyes are staring at me from the darkness.
It was so big, a huge white bear appeared and directly attacked me using its sharp claws, after seeing that dangerous attack, it immediately attacked me, I immediately dodged with all my might and shook my hand to splash blood into the monster's eyes then ran as fast as I could to dodge the next attack.
Running and running continued to use the rest of my energy without caring about the pain of the surprise attack from the white bear, because my life was much more precious than the pain.
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Graahhhhh!!!
"Ehh! w-what the hell is that monster, he's still after me! I have to quickly find a place to hide."
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"That... ekhh! I-I'll hide here."
A breathless breath and blood that did not stop coming out from my wounds, my first day was filled with excruciating pain and had to be forced to run around haunted by the roar of the bear monster that kept chasing me.
After tired of running and holding onto the pointy stone that was near the wall of this road, I had already completely almost reached my limit due to such a huge wound on my body, until I finally chose to hide inside the crack of the wall I found.
"I'm finally safe, he won't find me in this place."
Graahhhhhh!!!!
"Waaa...!!! how did he find me!!"
Trakk! truck!
Graahhhhhh!!!
"Well!!! don't enter! don't enter!!!"
Hiding in the crack of the wall with a depth of approximately 3 meters, I felt very relieved to be able to avoid the pursuit of the white bear, but even so my comfort did not last long because in just a few moments my hideout was discovered by the monster, coupled with its sudden appearance made my heartbeat pound relentlessly.
The bear continued to scratch my hiding wall while trying to reach me with its huge claws, dead-end roads and immobile body, there was no longer any hope of being able to run away from her and since I had also reached the limit of my consciousness slowly everything I saw turned black, I was finally unconscious in the crack that was being dug by the big bear.
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"W-did I die?"
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"Eh…! just wait! I'm still alive!? I am really alive! did that bear monster give up on me?" I said while groping my body.
"Thank God!! eh wait! wasn't I hurt bad? woahhh...! my wound is healed, but how can it be? yes let it."
Slowly waking up to open my eyes with a very uncomfortable feeling especially for my body that felt very sick, I was really lucky to still be able to live after being chased by the creepy bear.
In addition, I was also very happy that all my wounds had healed, although I had to lose some scales and my wings were still torn, he said, but I remain grateful for this good luck and to make sure that things are completely safe, I looked to my right and left to observe every corner of this huge cave before I finally walked out of my hiding place feeling extremely relieved.
"Hiks... why is this so.. All this because of that person..just be careful if I meet him, I will hit that person even if he is a God, one's life is not to be played with" I said as I clenched my hand.
"But, before that I had to be able to survive in this place and learn to be strong, after all vengeance was not a good thing and my priority now was to survive."
Clenching my scaly hands in anger and disappointment at Lord Ryuu, I was anxious to punch him in the face for playing with my life, I don't care even though he is a God if I have a chance even if it's only for a while I will definitely hit him.
But, of course it won't be as easy as I thought because if I were to die in a place this bad, all my frustration would never be able to be conveyed. So, for now I will try to forget about that problem and focus on how to survive in this horrible place, I then walked in without diminishing my vigilance to find a better refuge.
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"It seems that the lighting of this place is very irregular, yes...this is a natural thing anyway, but could this be a labyrinth? or just a regular cave? yahh.it's not very important to think about" I said as I continued walking.
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"Woahhh...!! this place is so beautiful!" I said with admiration.
Walking down this very large cave, there is one thing that makes me a little curious about the atmosphere of this underground tourism style, which is, every corner of the walls and ceiling I passed by was always some crystal that lit my way, although there was also a very minimal street lighting, he said, but this glimpse gave me the shadow of a labyrinthine adventure from a fantasy story.
The longer I walked, the more changeable the atmosphere and lighting in this large cave, until I arrived in front of a very amazing place, a place filled with shining crystals with a pool of water that was fairly wide and maybe a little larger than the lake I had encountered before.
Hm.. since this was underground, the water must have been very cold.
"Ahh... enjoy! the water is very cool and refreshing."
"Yahoo...!! shower... shower…"
"Rub... rub....scrub... yeee...!!! let's rub! but I can't let my guard down! rub right, rub left, rub tail, once again yeee!!! "
Looking at the beautiful scenery of the shining lake, I then walked up to the edge of the lake and dipped my hand to check the water, and according to my estimation, because this place is located under the ground, the water of this lake becomes very cold and very refreshing.
After checking the water I immediately jumped into the lake very excitedly to clean up the remaining egg mucus and also the blood stains that were on my body, in short I took a shower and a swim while enjoying the beautiful atmosphere of this place.
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