IF.(.If)
Disillusioned
Roughly Ryan took a check and wrote a nominal that could buy an advanced phone for Light.
"Take this, use this to buy your broken phone. After that you should apologize to Naina. Because I'm sure he didn't do it on purpose" Ryan said.
Jamb.
It was heartache to hear Ryan's words. The light has actually prepared itself, if Ryan will defend Naina later. But because Ryan gave her a check, it made her heart so sick. With great disappointment Light took the check Ryan had given him.
Unexpectedly Ryan, Light tore the check to small and looked at Ryan in disappointment.
"Do you think money can solve problems. Maybe you think that my phone is not very valuable, but it is the most important thing for me. Not because it is my most precious possession. I knew from the beginning you would never believe what I was going to say, for you I was wrong and the woman was right. I'm sorry if I have put you and your family to shame, excuse me.." said Light while holding back his tears did not come out.
Hearing the Light's words made Ryan feel guilty. Moreover, seeing the Light holding back her tears, her heart ached.
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Now the Light is on top of the building, holding back his tears Light looks at the atmosphere of the city J from the top of the building. The light did not want her tears to drip out, if her tears came out it meant she lost to Naina.
"It seems like the world does not want me here." murmured Light inwardly.
Light thought of the life he had been through all this time, discarded parents, not considered because of the orphans of the parents of the man he loved, he said, married to the man she loved but not with her heart and their relationship was like a stranger.
Tut's...Tut's...
The light immediately sighed when he saw the name on his phone.
"Yes, Mr. Bhishma." it was the one who contacted him.
"Please go to the meeting room now. Because Mr. Renaldo has arrived." said Bisma.
"Good, sir"
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Ryan continued to pay attention to the Light that was explaining the results of his design. There was a feeling of relief Ryan had when he saw Light looked fine.
Renaldo was very satisfied with the result of the design given Light. Because the results were very satisfactory, Renaldo and Ryan immediately signed their cooperation letter.
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In the car Renaldo seemed to think of the face of Light that seemed familiar to him.
"Pa, what's thinking about something?" naina said when she saw Renaldo seemed to be thinking about something.
"Nothing" Renaldo answered briefly.
"Nai, remember don't make trouble. Papa noticed that you're always glancing at Ryan. Remember Nai, Ryan is married" said Renaldo who did not like to see his daughter's attitude earlier.
"Yes, pa. Lagian Nai only admires Ryan's sister" Naina told a lie.
"alright. Starting tomorrow the construction of our new hotel, papa leave it under your watch"
"Okay, pa."
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Moreover, Light never once lived in Ryan's house. Light will only step on Ryan's house if Ryan's parents come to visit.
In fact, both of Ryan's parents know that Ryan and Light's relationship never changes. Moreover, they heard Ryan often had dinner with Naina and Kiara outside.
They are very sure that Kiara intends to match Naina to be Ryan's husband. Because five months ago, Kiara said she wanted to match Naina to be Ryan's third wife. Because Kiara knows that the relationship between Light and Ryan never once experienced a change, and especially until now Ryan has not had children.
Every night Andini cried, eager to tell her son who the Light really was. But, everything is gone because these few months Ryan always dreamed about his accident a few years ago, and dreamed of a woman who always laughs at the edge of the lake. Every thought, Ryan always grimaced with the pain of his head and caused him to faint for hours.
"How's my son?" andini asked worriedly when she heard from Bhishma that Ryan had fainted.
"It's okay, madam. Maybe Mr. Ryan forced himself to remember what was missing in his memory" said the doctor who had been handling Ryan.
"Thank you, doc." to Andini.
After the doctor left, Andini sat next to her son, holding Ryan's hand with a sad look.
"What kind of room happened to him? Why did he force himself to remember everything?" andini said as she looked at her son who was still lying weak.
"Sorry Auntie I'm actually confused too. At that time we passed the park on X for morning exercise, from a distance we saw Light sitting on the edge of the lake. So, I asked Ryan to come to the Light, but all of a sudden Ryan had a headache and finally he fainted." said Bisma.
"Now tell me where's my son-in-law?" andini asked while looking at Bhishma.
"I don't know Auntie. Because the Light does not know this." said Bisma.
"All right then. You please take care of Ryan, Auntie there's a need for a moment" Bhishma nodded her head.
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As Andini exited the elevator, she saw the Light inside the hospital. Andini thought that Light would see Ryan, but everything was wrong. Because the direction that the light goes is opposite. Andini, who was very curious about where the Light was going, decided to follow the Light from behind.
How surprised Andini when he saw Light enter the room of a neurologist. It really makes Andini very curious, whether the Light already knows what happened to Ryan.
When the door opened, Andini immediately took a hiding place. After making sure the Light left, Andini went into the doctor's room.
"Mrs Andini please come in. Is there anything I need to help you with?" ask Dr. Jimmi as the doctor who handles Ryan and Light.
"I just want to know why the Light came here? Did he ask about Ryan?"
"Miss knows Light?" Andini nodded her head.
"No madam, he's just getting regular treatment as usual."
"What do you mean? What's the light been hurting all this time?"
"Actually I have no right to tell my patients, for this is strictly confidential unless the patient himself allows me to tell them."
"But I want to know, this is very important. Because the Light is like my own daughter."
"All right, madam." Dr. Jimmi explains what happened to Light over the course of nearly six years. Andini was very surprised to hear that the Light had suffered so much. The suffering of Light was not comparable to what had happened to his son all along. Ryan can forget everything, but not for the Light.
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Andini kept quiet in her room by covering her whole body with a blanket.
Papa Rudi looked very confused by Andini's attitude because since he came home Andini did not welcome him as usual.
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