IF.(.If)
For the first time
When Light wanted to close his eyes, the door of his room opened. Light quickly wakes up from his sleep and sees Ryan in his office clothes come in.
Ryan walked up to get his change of clothes, and then he went into the bathroom. When Ryan walked into the bathroom, Light picked up the pillow and blanket he was about to wear. She prefers to sleep on the couch, rather than sleeping in one bed with Ryan.
After fifteen minutes of Light hearing the bathroom door open, he closed his eyes to make Ryan think he was asleep.
Ryan, who had just come out of the bathroom, was surprised to see Light sleeping on the sofa instead of with him. Irritated, Ryan laid his body on his bed. Somehow she could be so upset that Light didn't want a bed with her, she didn't understand herself.
For almost an hour he was looking for answers about himself. Moreover, Seeing the proximity of Light with Gery these few months, made him very upset.
"Hiks hyks..." Ryan who heard the sound of Light's cry woke up from his sleep. He saw Light looking very agitated while crying in his sleep. Hearing the sound of Light's cry somehow his heart ached so much.
Unknowingly he was now in front of the Light and aligned his body. Ryan tried to wake the Light from his sleep.
"Hey miss what wake up." said Ryan as he shook his body Light.
"No...." Ryan was very surprised because suddenly Light screamed as he got up to sit down.
"Are you having a bad dream?" ryan asked curiously as he looked at the Light which looked extremely frightened. Hearing Ryan's voice, Light turned his gaze towards Ryan who was looking at him coldly.
"I'm sorry, sir. I interrupted my father's sleep" Light said nervously.
"You're this...Next time I don't want this to happen again" Ryan said before returning to his bed.
The light sighed while squeezing his chest from seeing Ryan's cold look at him and Ryan's indifference to him. When she saw Ryan had already laid down his body, Light picked up his bag that was on the table near the bed. As he always did before going to bed, Light took a medicine that could calm him down.
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Early in the morning, the Light woke up and went downstairs to prepare breakfast for everyone. With the help of the servants, the breakfast he made was quickly finished. At first the servants did not agree that Light helped them cook, but because Light forced him to finally let Light help cook.
After cooking, Light returned to the room and saw Ryan still seem to be asleep. Light is very confused whether he has to prepare all the needs of Ryan's office or not, if he touches Ryan's goods, certainly Ryan will be angry. But, she felt bad too if she did not prepare all the needs of her husband, especially now they are one room. Light decides that she will prepare all the needs of her husband, she does not care about Ryan's anger later.
After preparing Ryan's needs, Light picks up his clothes that he will wear to work. Fortunately, there were still clothes left in her in-laws house. After taking the clothes that will be used to go to the office, the light goes directly into the bathroom.
In just fifteen minutes the Light was already looking fresh and tidy. As she exits the bathroom, she sees Ryan again busy with his laptop. Nervously the Light walked up to Ryan.
"Do you want to take a shower? Let me prepare.." said Light nervously.
"Emm..." I don't know what wind Ryan immediately received an offer from Light.
"Wait a minute..." Light quickly returns to the bathroom to prepare warm water for Ryan. Ryan silently glanced at Light who was running into the bathroom.
"Sorry the warm water is done." said Light after a few minutes out of the bathroom.
"Thank you..." Ryan immediately got up and walked towards the bathroom.
After Ryan went inside the bathroom, Light tidied his hair and polished his face with his thin powder. After that she went downstairs, she did not want to make her two in-laws wait.
"For pa, ma.." greeted Light politely as he looked at his two in-laws who also just wanted to sit down.
"Morning, son..." Answer Andini and Rudi together.
"Where's Ryan? Didn't he come last night?" asked Rudi for not seeing his son.
"Yes, did you sleep well last night?" andini asked as she looked into the puffy-looking eyes of Light.
"Yes, ma.." replied the Light lied.
The night after taking the usual medicine he had taken, Light could not close his eyes either. Kiara's words always ring in his ear and the accident that happened to him first is also always imagined.
"But why are your eyes swollen, son? Did something happen?"
"No, ma. Last time I helped my aunt make breakfast, something came into my eye"
"Geez, baby, did you clean it up?"
"It's Ma..."
"So, you just take medication before you go to work. You can ask Ryan to deliver you" said Rudi.
"Not necessary, pa. My eyes are fine" Light didn't want to upset Ryan.
"You sure?" ask Rudi.
"Yes, pa..."
"For pa, ma.." suddenly Ryan's here.
"Morning, son..." Both her parents answered simultaneously.
Ryan sat beside the Light because he did not want to make his parents know of their relationship that had not changed.
The light seemed stunned to see Ryan wearing the clothes he chose, but the Light thought that Ryan would not wear the clothes he had prepared.
Without speaking, Light prepared everything for Ryan's breakfast. Because it's like their custom, if in front of their parents Ryan they have to pretend to be husband and wife who have accepted each other.
"Oh, yes in four days you will come with papa and mama to the country of N.." said Rudi who while enjoying a very delicious breakfast. The breakfast he likes best when his daughter-in-law cooks.
"What do you mean? I have a lot of work to do" Ryan said in surprise.
"Papa will ask Doni to handle your work here" said Rudi firmly.
"Our company over there needs you right now, but soon our company's there for birthdays..." Reason Rudi.
"Well, I'll go with what you say" Ryan said.
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The bisma, who was sitting in front of the car, kept glancing at the back bench. Where Light and Ryan sat at a distance. Both of them seemed silent, choosing to take their own busyness. Ryan was busy with his phone, while Light was busy staring out the window.
"Sir, can you stop in front of there?" suddenly, Light asks Bisma to pull over his car.
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