IF.(.If)
Dreamtime

In his dream Light seemed very happy because Ryan proposed to him on the edge of the lake that is in the park street x. Their favorite park since they became lovers. After Ryan proposed to her, they decided to go home. On the way home, Ryan who constantly grasps the Light hand while kissing it makes Ryan less concentrated driving his car.

Light always tries to say to focus on driving his car because the road they pass is slippery due to rain. Especially now that Ryan drives his car at high speed and the atmosphere of the road when there is no lighting, the Light does not want something that happens to them later.

When they were on street x, Ryan who was looking at him again and peeked at the back of the Light hand made Ryan not pay attention from the direction in front of him there was a car that was speeding.

"Ryan....A..." cried Light with fear as he looked at the light of a car not far from their front.

Hearing the cry of Light, Ryan released Light's hand and slammed the steering wheel while braking his car. But his efforts were in vain, because at that time a very slippery road made Ryan could not control his car.

"Ryan...." As a result, their car rolled forward and stopped when his car was blocked by a billboard pole on the side of the road.

With the remaining energy the Light seeks to reach the unconscious Ryan.

"Ryan.." said the Light softly.

"No...Please don't leave me...Ba..ngunlah.." connect the Light with the rest of his energy.

Ryan and Kevin who were beside the Light seemed to be trying to wake him up.

"No.." Suddenly the Light awoke screaming.

"Light..."

"Sir Aya." said Ryan and Kevin simultaneously.

The light seemed very surprised to see Kevin and Ryan in front of him.

"Are you okay?" ryan asked as he looked into the eyes of Light who still looked extremely frightened.

The light shifted its gaze towards the surrounding that seemed unfamiliar to him rather than staring at Ryan.

"Are you okay, sister Aya?" The light just nodded its head to answer Kevin's question.

There was a sense of disappointment in Ryan, because Light did not answer his question while with Kevin when asked Light immediately answered him. Ryan realized that Light was angry with him at the moment, but he could not protest because he realized that he had made a big mistake.

When Kevin wants to talk again, his phone rings. The one who contacted him was his client.

"Sister, I have to meet with my client, can sister Aya wait for me? After that I'll take Aya's sister home"

"Ep. Go.." said the Light in a weak voice.

As Kevin was leaving, Light tried to get up.

"God..." The light grimaced in pain as it suddenly pulsed its head as it wanted to get up on its feet. Fortunately, Ryan was supporting his body.

"Where are you going?" ryan asked with attention.

The light chose to pull Ryan's hand not to touch him. Getting rejected from the Light made Ryan feel very guilty.

Weakly, Light took his bag and the files he had brought from the table in front of him.

"Sorry...." Ryan apologized to Light because he couldn't stand the rejection of Light. Hearing Ryan's apology, Light looked at Ryan softly.

"I'm sorry... I didn't know you were so scared." Ryan continued.

Hearing Ryan's words made his eyes glow with tears. She hugged Ryan and told him everything. About what happened to him after the accident.

Seeing the silent gaze of Light made Ryan unable to bear and immediately pulled Light into his embrace.

"Please don't shut up. I'm sorry." said Ryan, hugging the Light.

Getting a hug from Ryan, makes Light feel calm. He was eager to return Ryan's embrace, but he was afraid that everything was just a dream.

Since the Light was silent, Ryan let go of his embrace and looked at the Light. Now their eyes are looking at each other.

Geck..Geck..

"Sir, Mr. Simon has arrived." Jay suddenly went inside.

"Wait a minute. You serve him first, he." said Ryan without turning his eyes, he continued to stare at the Light.

"We'd better meet Mr. Simon, sir." said Light.

"Okay, but I'll see him myself. You stay here" said Ryan.

"But, sir..."

"It's an order from me Miss Light." said Ryan firmly.

"Don't get out of this place before I come back" Ryan said.

Without hearing the reply from the Light, Ryan immediately got up to his feet and picked up the beam that the Light was holding.

The light could only silently watch Ryan's departure. Somehow he felt that at this time Ryan was worried about him, but he quickly dismissed it because he did not want to be added Disappointed.

As Ryan left, Light watched the entire room. When he saw that there was a picture frame on the table not far from him, the Light immediately stood up.

"Mesya.." muttered Light when he saw the photo of Mesya and Ryan there.

Light decides that the room belongs to Ryan, the owner of the restaurant.

The light that felt his head still ached chose to re-spit his body on the sofa. It had been half an hour that he had tried to close his eyes, but he could not also close his eyes.

"Sister..." The light turned his head and saw Kevin at the door.

"Kevin.." muttered Light while waking up from his sleep.

"Will Aya go home? I can take Aya's sister home first, after that back to the office" said Kevin.

"Aren't you bothered?"

"No..." The light shakes its head. With a limp Light took his bag. With the help of Kevin, Light can walk.

When he came out of the room, Jay, who intended to deliver drinks for him, stopped them immediately.

"Sorry, where are you going?" ask Hey politely.

"I will go home first" replied the Light weakly.

"But, madam... Didn't Mr Ryan tell you to wait for him inside?"

"I'm not comfortable in there. Just tell Ryan that I'm coming home with my brother" Jay looked straight at Kevin.

"So calm down, I'm Kevin Aya's brother. Mr. Ryan already knows that. Excuse me first" Kevin said as Jay stared at him.

Without Jay's approval, Kevin takes Light home.

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It's been a week since the incident, Light has further increased the distance between himself and Ryan. He's still so scared that he and Ryan are both in the car.

Ryan realized that, but he chose to understand that Light kept his distance. His regret grew even greater because it made the Light so afraid to be close to him.

"Well, honey, have you got everything ready?" andini asked as she walked closer to the Light who was busy stuffing her clothes into the suitcase.

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