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Decision of Light

Now Light kept staring begging Jessie to help him.

"Yes, aren't you fighting to get her love back?" says Jessie.

When Ryan's parents left, Light opened his eyes. It made Jessie instantly happy, but when she embraced the Light, Jessie was so jolted at the request of the Light. Light asks Jessie to help him get away from the Ryan family residence, she wants to go back to her country.

"No. I'm already so tired of all this, I don't want to see her hateful gaze towards me anymore."

"Yes, do you want to know something?" suddenly someone's voice rang out behind the door.

"Richard..."

"Darling..." Jessie and Light were shocked to see Richard in front of them.

"Actually Ryan hasn't forgotten you completely. When he woke up from his coma he always told me everything, if in his subconscious he always dreamed of a woman who always cried." said Richard while looking at the Light seriously.

"Nobody knows that, it's just me Ryan told me about his dream. Every time he tried to clearly see the face of the woman who was always crying, then the pain of her head was getting worse. So I suggested to her that she should forget the woman in her dream and say it was just an illusion. Although she was married to Mesya, the dream always appeared and therefore she always went to see a psychiatrist. Om Rudi and Aunt Andini did not know about it at all, including Mesya. Because he didn't want to hurt Mesya."

"Do you know a few months ago, he told me that the lake in his dream was really real. I'm very worried about his condition, because the doctor said if he forced himself to remember it then there would be some of his nerves breaking off and that means he could be in a coma." Richard explained at length.

"Now I want to ask you, you. What's your decision after I tell you everything?" richard asked expectantly Light cancelled his intention to leave Ryan. He was afraid that if Ryan had come to his senses and remembered everything, Ryan would have been hit even more by the Light leaving.

The light instead of answering her tried to get up to her feet, Jessie who saw it instantly helped Light to get off her bed. After standing up, Light walked up to pick up his suitcase and placed it on his bed.

Jessie who saw it immediately hugged her husband's arm tightly. Jessie soon learns that the Light's decision has not changed. Likewise with Richard, he was very surprised because the Light did not change his decision.

"Well if it's your decision, but sorry we can't help" Richard said, upset, thinking that if he told Light everything, Light would change his decision. Richard pulled his wife to let Light alone.

After confirming everything, Light picked up the paper, he wanted to make a letter for his two in-laws. Then he left his room.

"Please don't go, Ryan will definitely remember you. Please forgive her, Aya.." persuaded Jessie.

"I've forgiven her, Jess. It's just that he said that was very demeaning to me, really disappointed in him. I am not ready to receive any more hurtful words. I've decided to live my life, before I ever knew him." Light said with a smile on Jessie, after saying that Light stared intently at Richard.

"I don't need help from anyone, I can do it myself" he said coldly as he stared intently at Richard.

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Rudi who heard from Richard that Light went to make him immediately invite his wife to go home first temporarily. She didn't want her daughter-in-law to just leave, for some reason she felt that when her son woke up, Ryan would be looking for Light.

They were very grateful because the circumstances of his son did not harm. It's just that he had a mild concussion. Rudi asks Bisma to look after her son for a while.

"Where's Light?" andini asked anxiously to Jessie.

"Sorry, our aunt can't help it. She was gone an hour ago." Jessie said with tears in her eyes.

"Pa, tell your fruit ank to look for the existence of Light. Mama is sure she has not left the country" Andini said.

As Rudi was busy contacting someone, Andini ran upstairs to her son's room. There he saw a letter on the table not far from the bed.

I'm sorry I just left without talking about this. As you said I was tired of it all, I could tell my mom and let me go. Sorry I can't say it directly. I'm so tired of everything, please let me go.

Thank you for loving me, I love you too. Sorry I can't wait to love you so much. I hope that if we meet again, Ryan has found the woman he loves so much and she is a good woman. Not like me, the cheap lady Ryan said.

Thanks for everything.

Greetings Light

Andini walked down with a weak step, she could no longer walk. When he wanted to fall, Jessie who saw it immediately helped Andini to walk.

"Ma, what's wrong with you?" Rudi was very anxious to see the slump of his wife.

"Let him go, pa.." of course made Rudi and the others surprised to hear Andini's words.

"Mama once promised that she was tired for everything, then mom allowed her to leave" Andini said with tears in her eyes.

Hiks hyks.

After saying that Andini immediately cried. Of course Rudi hugged his wife, he knew why so much that his wife was crying.

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Light decided to take a break at their airport the plane he was about to board was about to depart early in the morning. The light that wanted to write and take her medicine made her very upset. Because her diary and her medicine were left behind. He made sure that all his things were taken with him.

The light stared at the photo of Ryan he had once secretly taken while Ryan was working seriously.

"Had I never met Mesya, maybe none of this would have happened. I wish it was okay, sorry I couldn't see. I will learn to forget the wounds you inflicted on my heart, I will always want the sweet things you once gave me. Hopefully when we meet again, the pain is gone and you meet a new love in your life" muttered Light while staring at the photo of Ryan in his phone.

After staring at Ryan's photo, Light gets a call from Kevin.

"How's it?" ask Direct light.

"We'll meet there, brother. I've prepared everything. For the matter of the goods brother in the boarding house, I ask them not to touch it. I've already paid the boarding money for the next year. One more thing, I will come with Aya, I will not let my own brother later" said Kevin.

"Your stuff?"

"I only brought what I needed. As for the others I moved to Aya's room. Good thing my things aren't much."

"alright. We'll meet you there. Five o'clock in the morning my flight."

"Okay sister."

After disconnecting his phone, Light sighed, he felt relieved that he was not having any trouble.

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