IF.(.If)
Find out what happened to Ryan
The light stared at Bhishma who was walking towards him. While Kevin chose to sit on the sofa that was in the Light inpatient room.
"You want to know why he's getting so thin and pale like that?" The light just kept silent hearing Bhishma's question to her.
"It all started with you leaving him." said Bisma again.
"A.. What do you mean?"
"After knowing you're gone, Ryan keeps looking for your whereabouts. He never thinks about his health, every time he comes home from work he'll go look for your whereabouts. If he is busy with his work and looking for your existence, he forgets that he has not eaten and his appetite for food begins to decrease. Every city in Indonesia is surrounded to find your whereabouts. Did you know when he heard about your whereabouts, he left immediately. He was sick, but he didn't care. He said the pain in his body had disappeared." explained Bisma at length.
"Every night he prayed that you would forgive him when you met. Apparently no, you just throw it away without looking into his eyes that really really apologize to you" continued Bisma again.
The light that heard that made his heart ache. She didn't think Ryan was looking for her all this time. Feeling she has left Ryan alone for too long, Bhishma intends to return to Ryan's room.
"When did his memory return?" suddenly Light gives the question back before Bhishma leaves his room.
The bisma who intended to leave, stopped her steps and turned her body to face the Light who was already sitting upright on the bed.
"I'm sure you knew that night he had an accident. That night he remembered everything." said Bisma.
"If you want to know more, you can ask him directly. Please forgive him, I know he made a terrible mistake against you." continued Bisma.
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All the way home Kiara was constantly crying. He did not expect that the Light he knew was the daughter he had been looking for all this time. The daughter of her first husband, a husband who was never approved by her family.
Nayla, who had just returned from Singapore, seemed confused to see her mother crying. Nayla followed her parents to Indonesia. When he asked his father, he just shook his head. No one wants to explain to him.
Nayla, who feels that her father is busy taking care of her mother, decides to go to Ryan's company, because it's a chance for her to meet Ryan. Since the incident in N country, his papa brought him back to Singapore. He's not allowed to see Ryan anymore.
"What do you mean?" Nayla seemed very upset that she was not allowed to enter the company.
"Sorry, this lady is all on orders from Mr. Rudi" said the security guard who blocked Nayla from entering.
"Ah, fuck. It turns out that Rudi actually did it" said Nayla annoyed.
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"What should I do, Pa? All this time I hurt him and insulted him. I'm pretty sure that she hates me" Kiara said in tears.
"I'm sure he forgave you..."
I want to meet her, Dad....A. I want to hug my daughter..."
"We'll meet him. I've already told our men to look for her whereabouts" Kiara simply nodded her head in tears.
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The light seemed to ponder what Bhishma said to him. Kevin just kept staring at the Light that kept quiet.
"Where are you, sister Aya?" kevin asked as he saw Light rise from his sleep.
"To Ryan's room. Don't block me" said the Light firmly.
The light is in Ryan's room. Look at Ryan's pale face. Bisma and Kevin chose to wait outside. Only the two of them were in the room.
"What about your situation?" ask Light after only the two of them in the room.
"As you can see, I'm fine" Ryan replied with a smile. Ryan was so happy that the Light wanted to meet him.
"Well if you're okay, I'll go back to my room" said the cold light.
Seeing the Light twisting his body, Ryan immediately woke up from his sleep.
Bugh...
The light instantly rotated his wheelchair when he heard the sound of a fall.
"Jeez Ryan..." The light was so shocked Ryan was on the floor. Light is trying to help Ryan to wake up.
"Please don't go." said Ryan weakly.
Because he was sitting in a wheelchair, it was hard for Light to help Ryan get back on the bed.
"Kevin..." Kevin and Bhishma who heard the sound of the Light cry went straight inside.
"Jeez Ryan.." murmured Bhishma with annoyance. Bisma and Kevin quickly help Ryan to get back to his bed. The light seemed very upset that Ryan was acting rashly.
After helping to raise Ryan to bed, Bisma and Kevin opted back out. Light directed his wheelchair to approach Ryan.
Plaque.plaque...
Light beat Ryan's thigh with his hand, he was so annoyed that Ryan acted rashly like that.
"God..." Ryan immediately woke up from his sleep and caught the hand of Light. Ryan was in a lot of pain because the Light hit him too hard.
"You're still sick. What if it hurt you? Did you do it on purpose and make both your parents blame me!" light is upset.
Instead of getting angry because Light hit him, Ryan curled both corners of his lips upwards.
"Why are you smiling? I don't need your smile!" light that is still upset.
"I'm so happy that you're worried about me" Ryan said with a smile.
"Si.what's worried. I'm like this out of fear that your parents will hold me accountable" Light, when in fact, when Ryan's eyes fell Light was very worried.
He was afraid Ryan would get hurt. Ryan just smiled in response to the Light's speech, he knew very well that the current Light speech was the opposite. After a few seconds Light realized that his hand was in Ryan's hand. The light that wanted to pull his hand to release, instead felt that Ryan's hand grip was getting stronger.
"Please forgive me." said Ryan softly.heard Ryan's words, Light stopped his attempt to release his hand from Ryan's hand. The light closed his eyes and then breathed out. After feeling his mind calm, Light looked at Ryan gently.
"I've forgiven you, it's just that I haven't been able to forget it" Light said softly.
Hearing the Light's words made Ryan instantly release the Light's hand. His heart ached because the Light could not forget what he was doing.
"Can you give me some time?" ask the light gently.
"I'll wait for you anytime. I know my mistake is huge. Once again I'm sorry" Ryan once again apologized to Light.
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