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First day of work

It has been a few days since Mesya was buried, Ryan never once wanted to come to his parents' house to see his second wife. Andini and Rudi felt guilty towards her daughter-in-law.

"Son, from now on you can enter work at papa company. You'll be your husband's secretary and help Bhishma take care of Ryan's needs" Rudi said.

"Good, pa..." Light can only resign with the decision of his in-laws, Light felt reluctant to refuse the wishes of his in-laws.

Light departs together with Rudi, when they enter the company all employees who see the arrival of the owner of the company with Light make them wonder a lot. Moreover, the beauty of Light is very natural to make some male employees who see the Light very fascinated. But there are also some female employees who do not like the presence of Light for fear of all men in the company approaching Light.

"Sir Rudi..." Bisma immediately lowered her head as she opened the door of the room Ryan saw the presence of Rudi and Light in front of Ryan's room.

Ryan who had been very focused on the files in front of him immediately spread his eyes to the door because he heard the name of his father. Ryan rose to his feet as he saw his papa coming into his room. Ryan was shocked to see the Light behind his papa.

"From now on Light will be your secretary and help Bhishma!" rudi said as he saw his Son staring at the Light standing behind him.

Hearing her papa's words shocked Ryan, but Ryan tried not to show his surprise. Ryan knew very well that his father had decided something and no one could change his decision. Ryan also did not bother that Light was working as his secretary at this time.

"Alright, papa here just said this. Later in the afternoon papa and mama will go to country A because there is an important matter regarding our company that is there. So, starting tonight you bring your wife to live with you!" said Rudi.

Hearing that Light immediately raised his head to look at his in-laws. Light feels very comfortable living there alone, but suddenly his in-laws say that starting later tonight he will live with Ryan, who is now his husband.

After saying that, Rudi walked out of Ryan's room. The light kept its head down, as it was nervous.

"You don't have to be afraid, I won't be angry with you. I know that you only follow what your in-laws say. You can ask Bhishma what you can do." said Ryan, who understood that the Light seemed nervous at the moment.

"Thank you. But I have a request, can you grant it?" Light wishes Ryan would grant his request.

"Say..."

"I just want no one to know our relationship. I want to work like any other employee" Ryan kept staring at Light.

"I agree, I don't want anyone to know about us either....." The light immediately nodded his head.

Bhishma immediately invited Light to come out. Bhishma shows the table to be used Light. The table is in front of Ryan's room. Light placed his bag on his desk directly, while Bhishma entered the room to retrieve some of the files that Light had to work on.

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At lunchtime, Light chooses to find a place to eat by himself. Ryan had lunch in his room. Since the last five years, Light prefers to eat alone. Where he worked before, Light is like that too. No one wanted to be with him, because they did not like the Light. Only male servants would approach him, but their goal was to approach the Light just to make the Light their partner.

Because it makes the Light prefer solitude. When looking for a quiet place, the Light looked at the stairs near the elevator. Without thinking for a long time the Light immediately rose upwards. The light was so grateful that the door was unlocked.

Light decided to enjoy his leisure time on the building while eating the bread and milk he brought earlier. For some reason while eating his bread, his tears dripped. The light looked at the dense atmosphere of the city from above while eating its bread.

After half an hour on top, the light immediately descended downwards. The light watched his surroundings, as he did not want anyone to know that he was from the upper attic. After confirming that there was no Bhishma or Ryan there, Light immediately ran towards his desk.

"Yes, sir. Sorry sir can you not call me miss just call my name" said Light who really does not like the call of Bhishma for him.

"But..."

"As I've said, I don't want anyone to know who I really am."

"Well Miss Light." said Bisma, Light could only sigh because she still called her Miss, even though her name was also called.

"Sorry sir, this is a file I'm ready to work on. Please check, if there is a mistake let me fix it." said Light while handing over the results of his work.

"Well Miss Light, I'll check first" Light just nodded his head.

No time has shown at six in the afternoon. The light did not dare to go home first, because Ryan and Bhishma had not yet left his room.

When Ryan's door opened, the light immediately raised its head. He sees Ryan coming out of his room and approaches him.

"You can go home first, there's a driver waiting for you. As my father said, from now on you will stay in my house. Before that you take your stuff from papa's house. After I get to my house, tell Aunt Surti to show you your room." Ryan said, Light just nodded his head.

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The Light Room is next to Ryan's. The light immediately tidied up his things to put in the closet. After feeling settled, the Light instantly cleared his already sticky body.

Once fresh, Light picked up the little book he used to use as his vent. Light wrote his heart and what he went through one day. After pouring out his heart in a book, Light immediately threw his body onto his bed.

Ryan came home at twelve. When he wanted to go into his room, Ryan saw that the Light room was still on.

"Is he not asleep?" ryan murmured in his heart.

When he wanted to check on her, Ryan immediately paused his intentions. Because he and the Light had made a pact that they would never interfere in their personal affairs.

Before going to bed, Ryan cleansed his body. After feeling his body refreshed, Alex heard the sound of crying from the Light room. Instead of checking the state of Light, Ryan preferred to continue his break while hugging a photo of Mesya.

While in the room Light continued to cry in his sleep. Light dreamed of where he kept crying because he saw Ryan unconscious.

"No..." Light woke up from his sleep and looked at Ryan already in his room.

It turned out that when Ryan wanted to close his eyes, the sound of Light's cries did not stop either. Disturbed by his sleep, Ryan wakes up from his sleep.

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