IF.(.If)

IF.(.If)
Unaware


The light seemed to miss the atmosphere of his room where his room was filled with photos with Ryan first.


The light walked towards the table near his bed. Then he took the album book. One by one Light stroked the photos in the album. Unknowingly her tears began to drip, Light always wondered why God never gave her happiness. When happiness began to approach him, in an instant the happiness was immediately lost.


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Two months ago, the Light did not come home, and Ryan did not know that the Light never came home. Because they never once said hello.


"Yes, where are you going? I'll take it with me." said one of the employees named Gery, one of the male employees who always try to get close to the Light. The Light knows that, so the Light never once mengubris what Gery did to him. Since Light had already closed his heart to another man, in his heart there was only his fiancee first. His name is Ryan Adi, not Ryan Aditama. Ryan Adi and Ryan Aditama are the same. The man who is now her husband. Although her husband does not remember her and has deceived her during their courtship, her love never goes away. His disappointment, did not make his love for Ryan just disappear.


It is really sad indeed with the journey of the love life of Light. When she finds her love and marries the man she loves so much, but they're like strangers.


Light does not want to give Gery false hope, so he never hugs Gery and he also wants to keep the good name of his family-in-law.


"I'm sorry I can go home by myself!" spoken Light.


Ryan and Bhishma who had just stepped out of the elevator saw how Gery approached Light. But Ryan showed no signs of jealousy seeing that.


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Because the national holiday keeps Ryan at home. Actually, even though Ryan's holidays and Sundays were never once at home, he always occupied himself with his work. Not to see the Light, but for today Ryan decided to stay home. Because there is no more work to be done.


"Bie... Please make coffee for me and take it forward" Ryan said when he saw his maid cleaning.


"Okay sir." replied bi Surti.


It's been an hour since Ryan read the paper and enjoyed his coffee. Ryan felt very confused because for an hour, the Light did not show his face.


"Did that woman always like this every holiday?" ryan murmured in his heart.


Tut's...Tut's...


Ryan picked up his phone when he saw his mother calling him.


"Hello dear.." greet her mother from across.


"Hello ma'am... Tumben mama phone..."


"You're this... Is it wrong to call your son?"


"No. It's just weird, it's been two weeks since my mom didn't call me"


"Haha. I'm sorry baby, mom was so busy helping your dad to take care of our company here."


"So when's mommy coming home?"


"Later in the afternoon we will arrive in the city of J. So mom and dad want you and our daughter-in-law to come over for dinner with us at home"


"All right."


"Yes, already. Mama just wanted to say that. Say hello to your wife"


"Yes, ma"


After her phone call broke, Ryan went into her house. When he sees Surti cooking, Ryan approaches him.


"Bye..."


"Yes, sir..." Bi Surti immediately stopped his activities and approached Ryan who was standing near the dining table.


"Bi, has the Light always been awake during the holidays?" Of course, making Bi Surti confused to answer it.


"Bye..." Ryan called Bi Surti again because he saw bi Surti looked nervous.


"Look at you. Actually, it has been two months that non-light does not go home." said Bi Surti nervously.


"What?" Ryan was surprised to hear that.


"Why not say the same I bi.." Ryan yelled at bi Surti.


"I've been trying to tell you, sir. But every time I call it a non Light name, you always say that you don't want to hear anything about non Light" Actually Bi, Surti always tries to tell Ryan about Light. But Ryan always forbade Surti to talk about the Light.


"Ah...Shit.." shouted Ryan emotion while hitting the table hard so as to make bi Surti afraid.


"Now tell me did she ever tell aunt her home address?" Bi Surti nodded his head.


After getting the Light address, Ryan took the keys to his car. At high speed Ryan drove his car to his boarding house Light.


After an hour's drive, Ryan stopped in front of his boarding house Light. Ryan seemed confused about the location of the Light room, because bi Surti did not know. Seeing a young man coming out of a boarding room, Ryan got out of his car.


"Sorry, I wanted to ask. Is there a host here called Light?" ask Ryan politely.


"I'm sorry, Brother Cahaya?" the man asked with a sharp look at Ryan.


"Look at me his office friend Light. I have something to do with the light. Is there any light?"


"Owh. I think the father of one of the people who wanted to hurt Kak Cahaya lately" heard it made Ryan scrunch his forehead.


"Hurt? Meanin?"


"This is how since the Light Brother came home for two months, there are some men who always come to terrorize the Light" said the young man.


"Where is the light then?"


"Usually if the weekend like this Kak Cahaya always go to the lake on X. Because of that place, my favorite place of Light"


"Are you his sister?" the young man immediately shook his head.


"Actually me and Brother Light from the same orphanage. Brother Light is like my own brother. When I finished High School Five years ago, Brother Light took me to the city. Because of the help of Kak Cahaya I was able to work in the company where Kak Cahaya used to work and kak Cahaya I was able to continue my studies to the lecture level." said the man proudly. Ryan looked very surprised to hear about the Light.


"All right then. I want to find the Light first"


"Yes, sir. I have important business too"


Ryan went straight into his car. The young man watched Ryan get into the car.


"It looks like I've seen it.... But where is it?" The man was familiar with Ryan's face.


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Arriving at the lake that the man said, Ryan felt very familiar with the atmosphere of the lake. And he felt his head start to pulsate, by holding his head Ryan continued to walk in search of the existence of Light.


The longer the headache becomes, to support his body so as not to fall, Ryan holds a tree near him


"Gosh, why is this saki's head?" ryan muttered with a massage of his head.


As he closed his eyes, the shadow of the woman sitting on the beach flashed.


"Ah.." shouted Ryan.


The pain in his head made Ryan faint. The light not far from where Ryan immediately stood up to look for the source of the sound. As he ran to the source of the sound, from afar the Light saw someone faint. The light ran to help Ryan. The light had not yet realized that Ryan had fainted because Ryan's face was not facing him.


"Ryan..." The light seemed surprised when it wanted to see Ryan who fainted.


"Jeez, Ryan why are you?" The light looked around him to look for someone who could help him to lift Ryan up. As he spread his gaze Light saw that no one was passing by, and he forced Light to do it himself. The light took Ryan's car keys which were held by Ryan's hand.


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