
"Never feel alone or too weak to face the test of life. We are all together on this journey and support each other" Abah Kyai Jalil said.
Berliana and Juwita, as well as Calista smiled faintly despite still being in a state of tears. They were comforted to hear Abah kyai Jalil's words. They feel that they are not alone in facing this test.
Kenzie's funeral was then finished with a gray and sorrowful atmosphere. Berliana had not yet moved from her seat, while Juwita, led Calista home with a heavy heart, but they knew that they were not alone and that they would continue to face this difficult time together.
After the mourners left, the atmosphere at the cemetery felt more quiet and quiet. No more cries or words of comfort were heard. There was only the sound of the wind rustling and the sound of the leaves moving.
Berliana, as the wife of the late Kenzie, felt a deep sadness. She was still sitting near her husband's navel, continuing to stare at the headstone blankly. She wept in silence, recalling fond memories of being with her husband for several months as a wife to Kenzie Zafran.
The scenery around can also add to the impression of loneliness. The trees growing around the cemetery moved in the wind slowly, making a somewhat sinister sound. The birds sometimes sound whining, giving the impression that makes Berliana's heart sad.
"Mas Kenzie. Mommy..."
However, at the same time, the atmosphere also provides calm and comfort for Berliana. She felt her husband's presence still felt around her, giving her an inner calm. As if there is a beauty that emanates from the surrounding scenery, with the view of the sunset or the beauty of the sky when night will arrive.
"Mas Kenzie. Liana knows, if crying over your departure is a mistake. But Liana could not help but cry. Hikss hiks..."
The atmosphere at the funeral after the mourners left was sad and silent, but it could also provide calm and beauty for Berliana who missed Kenzie. Her husband is gone forever.
***
At the funeral home, Juwita is angry at the loss of her child. He is angry at Berliana for causing the fatal accident and death of Kenzie Zafran, his son whom he is proud of.
The situation at home was extremely tense and filled with seething emotions.
Juwita, who has just lost her child, feels so angry and sad that she is looking for someone to blame for her child's death. He does not realize his own mistake.
At a time like this, he chose to scapegoat his son-in-law. Blame Berliana, the wife of the deceased who is currently still at the funeral.
Juwita looked very angry and began to speak in a high and full of emotion. He asks Calista, his sister Kenzie to immediately ask Berliana to return home. He wants to talk to his daughter-in-law.
"Callistas. Try to get that fucking Berliana!" his orders in high tones.
"Ck! Make it hard."
Exasperated and irritated, Calista went again to the funeral to pick up her sister-in-law. He grumbled all the way.
After a while later, Calista had already returned together with Berliana.
Seeing the arrival of Berliana, Juwita immediately boarded apitam again. It was as if seeing Berliana's face was a deep hatred.
"Why don't you take good care of my son? What's going on?!"
"I know it's all your fault! You must be responsible for my son's death!" Juwita pointed towards her sobbing daughter-in-law with a lowered head.
"You don't deserve to live after what happened to my son!"
Juwita continued to be angry and blame Berliana, and it was difficult to calm down
in a situation like this. However, Berliana understood and also understood the pain and sadness experienced by her mother-in-law, Juwita, because she also felt the same way.
Berliana herself felt guilty because her husband's accident occurred while on the way to catch up with her in ponpes. So what Juwita said had a point. Berliana did not dare to speak for the sake of the words of her angry mother-in-law.
Actually, when Berliana was sitting alone near her husband's navel, she pondered about the incident that resulted in an accident that claimed the life of her husband. Berliana felt guilty and mused about her decision to go first to the ponpes rather than wait for her husband, and how the decision ended up having very bad consequences for Kenzie himself.
What Berliana did not know, however, was that there was a much larger force operating within the background of this tragedy. There is another person who has played a big role in triggering a series of events that led to the fatal accident - Juwita, the mother of Kenzie himself until he died.
Juwita feels very angry and sad over the loss of her child, and is looking for someone to blame for the death of her child. At first, she blames Berliana, the wife of the late Kenzie. Juwita felt that Berliana did not take good care of her husband and was the cause of her son's death.
"Why don't you take good care of my son? What's going on?!" juwita said in a high voice and sounded angry.
However, as time passed, Juwita began to reflect back on the series of events that occurred before the accident occurred. She begins to realize that she herself has played a role in this incident, and that she too must be responsible for her son's death.
"Hiks hiks hyks.pardon mom, Kenzie..."
Juwita began to feel guilty for what she had done. She planned something that made Berliana and her husband fail to go to the ponpes together. It is his own selfishness that does not want to see Berliana happy with his son.
Juwita was jealous!
But Juwita still continues to blame Berliana, as if it will make her feel better about what has happened.
"I know it's all your fault! You must be responsible for my son's death!" juwita said in a loud and emotional voice.
Berliana did not know that Juwita had planned everything. He felt guilty because the accident happened when he went first to the ponpes. He did not know that there were other forces playing a role in the accident.
Berliana was still sitting on the sofa, contemplating the loss of her husband and feeling the pain that was in her heart. She feels lonely and hurt by the words of Juwita who continues to blame her for her husband's death.
'I know I was wrong. But I also feel sad and depressed with everything that has happened.'
Berliana could only say inwardly, trying to defend herself. He had no idea what he should do after all this had happened, moreover Kenzie had also left and was not with him.