Indigo & Gharib College
Ghaib College

"Why me? What can I still do?" I kept on getting up, I kept on making monotonous questions like that, kept on repeating in my mind, I wanted to ask for help, and pleaded to god, but I was ashamed of him, yes.. I was even very embarrassed to ask 1 request only, because I did not obey his order to pray, go to the mosque, or read his book. But when I asked Ryan, "I don't know, but I'm sure you can do it, because you're special, not like me, I'm artificial, I don't have the talent of being born like you" riyan muttered, with her rancid smile back at school yesterday.

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Then I remembered Ryan's offer to join his college, which is centered in bogor, his college has many branches in every area in Jakarta alone already more than 10. Ryan is a student of a Ghoib college, as I mentioned in chapter 3, Ryan is not a gifted child like me, unlike me, I do not want to have this privilege, but he, he is,he wanted her so badly. Riyan several times asked me to join his college, because he was sure I would be a greater person than him. "Maybe I'll know the answer, yeah.. I'll join in" I murmured inwardly.

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Then I immediately called Riyan to meet him, then he said he would play to my house after praying, Ryan is a very diligent figure in worship, since 2nd grade SD/ since he joined the college, he never passed 1 prayer, he often went to the mosque to pray congregation, and amazingly he has memorized almost all the contents of the Qur'an, he said,including his assessment..

that's how he is, the figure that makes me comfortable when playing with yes, maybe even now I am closer to him, than to Dina, because I am afraid to make him worry, until this moment, I never told him of my abilities.

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I didn't feel like Ryan was in front of my house, and then I heard a voice that allowed Ryan to go up to the 2nd floor to meet me,

Ryan: "woi vin, maen PS but why is your face pouting" led her while opening my room door

Me: ordinary, I still think about that

Ryan: ohh haha, kirain why, oia tumben td you don't want to talk via phone.

Me: he yan,oia your invitation to join your college is still there right?

Me: he yan, I have established my heart, because I want to know more about myself, I do not want to be as long as it is like this.

Ryan : hmm.. Ydh bsok after your mahgrib to my house yes, later I said first the same father, and then we go straight to my college, to pray together.

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After our serious talk, Ryan finally invited me to play PS, not because the time has shown at 9:20 PM, and finally Ryan went home.

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I went to school as usual, and of course I very much avoided walking in the hallway, yes. And the fate of the apes came back to me, I was told by the teacher to go to the Principal's room, said yes someone wanted to talk about, then I was silent for a moment "how about I meet the ghost of the woman" I murmured inwardly, then just in case I invited Ryan to come along, and Ryan just held back a laugh, and nodded, nodding, he knew that I was afraid to go through that vacancy myself.

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Then Ryan and I walked out of class to meet Mr. Principal, and I arrived in the hallway, again I saw the figure, but this is different, yes it was very different the ghost of the woman was standing on the spot yesterday, but her appearance became clean, the clothes she was wearing yesterday were yellowed, now so pure white, and her face was no longer pale. "Did he do that so I wouldn't be afraid of him?" I murmured slowly, then when it was almost a few meters with the ghost.

"Kevin, help me" his voice changed !.. Yes voice is not as scary as yesterday, then I looked at Ryan, Ryan just smiled. And he told me, stopping both of our steps right in front of the woman's ghost, "vin.. You better listen to him first" he exclaimed. "Then I said, not now, not now that I'm not ready, I still need some time to hear your help" while standing in fear, even though she had changed her appearance as beautiful as that, I kept thinking he was a ghost, then I took Ryan to walk quickly, and at the end we left him.

Ryan: "kasian vin, already beautiful and beautiful that, you still cuekin he hahah" he exclaimed with a laugh

Me : "huss ngaco you.. Later yan, maybe after I get into your college, I can mentally steady me to talk to her, and I promise that"

And Ryan only responded with a smile.