It's Okay Even If It Hurts
Episode 2 (Kim Nana - Cho Kyuhyun Story)

"Of course there is. If you like her, just get married and get close to her. Then I can be freed from the devil from you."

Kyuhyun was silent for a moment. "Then you ?" Nana looked towards Kyuhyun."Do you like Siwon Hyung ?"

"I answered that there was no effect, right ?"

Nana smiled."Yes !!! don't follow my words."

"I'm not following. I just answered in accordance with the reality. I love that your Siwon Hyung can change if Siwon oppa is going to be my husband."

Nana smiled cynically, "Of course not. I trust you more to look after me than Siwon oppa. And if I didn't like Siwon oppa then what would you do ? At least you'll just be crazy."

Kyuhyun smiled, "If you don't like me then let me approach your eonnie." Kyuhyun continued to look forward not seeing Nana who was also looking at him.

Inside the House...

Via was speechless looking at Kyuhyun and Nana who were chatting, "Always quarreling when meeting. Ck.. aren't they bored ?"

"Of course I don't feel."

Siwon stood right next to Via putting both his hands into his pants pocket."I hope Nana will get happiness from Kyuhyun. Because eomma's words are true. I can't be with him forever."

"Why are your words like someone who is about to die ?"

Via chuckled, "Are you right ? I can't take care of him if I'm married later, can I ? I still have a husband to take care of."

"alright. Your reasons make sense."

"Then you're not jealous yourself will see them ?"

"Of course."

Via rounded his eyes looking at Siwon, "Ye ?"

"From the beginning I always wanted to be in Kyuhyun's position."

"What's the point of being able to argue like Kim Nana and Kyuhyun ?"

Siwon looked towards Via while leaning against the window, "Because by arguing alone we will be able to see the faces of the people we like. The longer and longer we will be the freer to stare at it without having to silently stare at it from afar."

"Then do I need to persuade my eomma to replace you as Nana's husband ?"

"Will it work ?"

"If I was in Nana maybe I'd be happy to be free from that shitty, puffed-up demon."

"Good."Via stared at Siwon, "I beg your help, miss." Siwon smilingly ruffled Via's hair and left.

Via looked back at Kyuhyun who was helping Nana to stand up and walk, "2 men seem to be fighting over you. Kim Nana replaced me in this family as long as I was no longer in this world." she murmured softly.

"What kind of talk is that ?" Eomma Via was suddenly behind him. "Until death, Eomma won't want you replaced by that cripple. Now let's go. You should take your medicine."

While Siwon was going to his room, "Siwon.. Can we talk in my room ?" Pinta Appa Via and Nana.

In Appa Via-Nana's workspace that is airtight and locked....

"Aboenim wants to talk what ?"

"Sit down." Siwon. "I want to ask you, Kim Via or Kim Nana which one do you like ?"

"Eh ?"

"Jawab only. Between the two of them there must be something you like, right ?"

Siwon smiled, "What does the aboenim mean to ask like this ?"

Appa Via-Nana laughed, "You are indeed a smart young man. I want you to be the one to like and express your feelings for Kim Nana."

"Misago ?"

Back to Via's room....

"Rest." Eomma kissed Via's forehead. "Eomma if I don't exist please love and love Nana like eomma loves and loves me."

"What are you talking about ? When Kim Nana gets married, Eomma will take you to the USA."

Via stared out the window. Apparently rain. "I don't know when I can live eomma."

"What are you talking about ?"

"I want to go to college again."

"Are you crazy ?? Eomma will always send you a private lecturer so you don't miss your course."

"Eomma since I was in elementary school until college now I've always been at home never felt the beauty of playing with friends. I want to see the beauty of this world." Kim Min Young was silent. Even Nana doesn't know you have an illness only she and her husband know it. Seeing the sad Via made him unable to do anything. Only happiness is what he wants.

Via looked at his eomma, "Ye ?"

"If you like Kyuhyun eomma can match him with you."

"Then Kim Nana ?"

"He can be with Siwon."

"Nobody likes me eomma. Any guy who wants to have a sick girl like me. I'm quite self-conscious. Even if I like someone, I'm enough to know." Min Young was silent looking at her eldest daughter. When he wanted to talk the waiter had already called for dinner.

The dining room.....

"Eommas.. Where's eonnie ?" Ask Nana.

"Being resting. You don't try to disturb him."

"But he hasn't eaten yet."

"Eomma gave him the porridge earlier. You just continue eating you."

"Tonight I want to sleep with eonnie. Eomma ?"

"Can't be !!"

"Eomma all this time I've never slept with eonnie."

"Eomma said no yes no. You have ears, right ?"

"Appa..." Nana looked at her app.

"Just obey your eomma's words." Kim Nana was silent.

After finishing eating...

"Pampered lady you're here ?" Siwon sat next to Nana who was looking at the night sky.

"You're not mad if I sit here ?"

"You mean ?"

"Who knows you don't want to be around me because you don't want Kyuhyun to misunderstand."

Kim Nana laughed, "We'll be sisters-in-law for what she's jealous of."

"You really love her ?"

"Eitherway. I'm thinking of eonnie rather than this matchmaking problem."

"Why ?"

"Eonnie's always been trapped in this house. Ever since I was in this house for the first time, I rarely saw eonnie have friends and always studied with teachers or private lecturers. When I asked Appa, eomma and eonnie Via they just answered if she wanted to be home instead of outside. Though the world is very beautiful and vast if eonnie wants to go around. Eonnie is isolated from the outside world. He doesn't have any friends unless you two are not even lovers. If I'm in eonnie's position then I'm going crazy."

Siwon fell silent. He remembered the talk of Nana-Via's father. Although they talked about many things even jokingly, Siwon found out why Via seemed isolated from the outside world. Eomma Via-Nana doesn't want her only daughter to get tired easily. You could say that the health of Via is very weak. Siwon became saddened to hear the true story even Nana and Kyuhyun did not know all this time about it.

"I wish eonnie could be happy with the man she loves. If I could walk again, I could take eonnie for a walk."

Siwon also wanted to be like that but the situation of Via was not convincing.

Nana looked at Siwon, "Siwon what do you think ?"

Siwon unconsciously let out tears. Somehow remembering the situation of Via as told by Aboenim made it so crowded and eager to make it healed.

"Siwon-ssi.." Nana said again.

What happened to that man ?

Why is she crying ?

Siwon wept even more when the last 1 sentence Aboenim made his tears spill immediately he hugged Kim Nana.

"Siwon-ssi. Why are you crying ? You're a man why are you crying anyway ? just like women."

Siwon. No. he can't cry... "Gwenchanas."

But he is human too. You can cry no matter a man or woman.

"You why ? what's going on ?"

"What's wrong. I'm going in first." Siwon left behind Kim Nana who looked at him in confusion. Siwon walked towards his room in the direction of the room Via more precisely in front of his room was the room Via. The man opened the door of his room looking towards the door of Via's room which was locked from the outside by an eomonym so that no one could disturb. But Via can open it from inside the room because it has a duplicate key. Slowly Siwon went into his room. Trying to forget and disturb said Appa Via he never heard.

1 sentence that makes Siwon cry because he knows the true state of Via. At the end of his conversation with Aboenim suddenly became sad and said, "Kim Via. Our only daughter has a disease. Indeed from the outside he is like a man does not lack anything but, Since childhood the lungs Via not functioning properly."

~TO BE CONTINUE'S...~