It's Okay Even If It Hurts
Episode 3: (Kyuhyun Side)

My name is Cho Kyuhyun. A sole son of Cho Group Company. I have a brother whom I consider to be my own brother, Choi Siwon. That's name. Since childhood I and Siwon Hyung were familiar with uncle Kim's family who owned a company comparable to mine. They had a daughter named Kim Via. The closeness of my parents, Siwon Hyung's parents and Via's parents made us seirng meet since childhood even until teenagers like this.. Ah I think it will continue like this until grandpa. I suppose.

Since childhood Siwon Hyung always played with Via and I was ignored by him. Huh. from childhood until now only Via became Siwon Hyung's girlfriend. From Elementary School until now Siwon Hyung rarely approached many women. There's a woman who keeps chasing after herself and me. Sometimes I wonder why Kim Via never set foot in school.

Since childhood until now went to college he had to be at home with a teacher/private lecturer. How quaint... When Siwon Hyung and I asked him about it, he switched the conversation. The longer Siwon Hyung gets familiar with Via. I was confused what he liked about the girl who always locked herself in the house. A few months passed, my parents took me and Siwon hyung who happened to be staying at our house because his parents were busy working abroad.

My parents often gave donations to an orphanage. You know, I really don't like it there's a lot of kids I don't know I don't like. When I arrived at the Orphanage I was very bored and decided to walk alone because it happened in front of this Orphanage there is a tea garden that is very cool air is also a beautiful view. My eyes focused on a girl sitting in a wheelchair while looking towards the tea garden. He was crying, his voice was heard. What's wrong with her ? Ah, it's none of my business.

From far away I noticed the girl who started to stop crying. He tried to stand up from his wheelchair but could not. It seems like he is so tormented by that. I would love to help her but in what way... A few weeks after that, Siwon Hyung and I visited this orphanage a lot and the more I wanted to work on it. Not mean to be evil actually. I wanted to make it so I could get excited about my bad talk about it.

"Your disabled girl is here." My words came with Siwon Hyung.

"Go I don't want to be disturbed."

"Why ? you're jealous because the other kids get parents while you don't ? kasanan..." I stood looking at him while Siwon was too engrossed in the beautiful scenery in front of him. "But you pray that someone will make you their child." Come on Kim Nana. Be angry. Show everyone that you can walk.

"Go from before me. Why can't you be like Siwon who rarely bothers me." Of course because he was thinking about his girl who was far away. Who else if not Kim Via.

I looked towards Siwon who was sitting on a swing, "Oh him.. He is in love you know what it means to be in love ?" My face is approaching her. She's really pretty in this close up. Why did I just realize it ? There's no way I'm falling in love with her, it's crazy. I fell in love just because I was fascinated to see her beautiful face. Just be right. "Or don't you understand her name in love ?"

"Put your face out of my sight."

I smiled, "Arraseo. But.." I quickly pushed him down from the wheelchair. Oops.. I'm sorry, beautiful lady.. Get up and try to stand up and walk. Time just can't ? Even so I really wonder why he could be in a Wheelchair. Did he ever have an accident like that ? Hmmh. I think so.

"Yes !!! Quickly help me sit in a wheelchair !!" helping her ? it will even make him spoiled and do not have a strong desire to walk. Just yummy.

"Shireo's.. You should try yourself to stand up and walk towards your wheelchair. Siwon won't help you stop putting on a face like that." My words then pulled Siwon Hyung to leave from before him.

Just a few steps I saw there were 2 men who approached the girl. Out of curiosity, I don't want Siwon Hyung and I to hide in the tree. "Hey disabled girl. Why do I need help ?" Who are they ? Are they children from this orphanage too ?

"Yes !!! why are you so mean to this little girl ?" Siwon Hyung and I rounded our eyes. Via Kim. Why is he here ?

"Who are you ??" ask Via at that time.

"I ? I'm Kim Via. And you guys ? Who are you and why bother him ?"

"I ? Cho Kyuhyun and this is my cousin Choi Siwon. Our family is the biggest donation in this orphanage. You'd better leave the disabled girl." replied one of them. Cih..didn't just confess that we're looking out for you after this. I knew Via wouldn't believe this.

"Shireo's. From now on he is my brother. My foster sister. If you dare to watch out !" I round my eyes. I didn't hear wrong, did I ? foster sister ? This girl wants to make that disabled girl her sister ? Well, whatever at least my chance to get close to this girl is getting smoother.:P.

Since the first day Kim Nana officially became the youngest daughter of the Kim family. The more often I and Siwon Hyung go to Via's house. Siwon Hyung is busy with Via then I will be busy with his half-sister. Kim Nana's. Sometimes I'm sad to see him being insulted by Kim's ajhumma. But..

Isn't that one of the reasons for Nana to have a strong reason and continue to be motivated to get well soon. I like him even to love him...

I'm not like other men who have to be romantic..

Ck...

There is Nana kepedean.

I admit it's often cold and doesn't even care...

It's just a mask you know..

I just hope that when I take a cold look at him, it makes him feel like he has to show everyone that he can walk the way he used to and start trying..

But what do I get ?

He didn't do it at all.

KIM NANA IS STUPID !!!

One day we all heard from Ajhumma Kim if I was betrothed to Kim Nana..

I'm so happy...

My heart is eager to scream..

But do not want to obey my face that shows a cold face and does not care.

In my heart I hope, Kim Nana will agree to it.

There was no response from him..

Huft...

I can only wait for him.

I saw him sitting in the backyard. I was really curious I finally asked about it. I said if I agreed to this match.

"Then why do you agree ?" (Nana)

Arghh.the woman next to me is stupid or something...

Of course I agree because I am more free to make you walk and your health and your life will be assured by me..

"I ? Of course because I want to reduce your eonnie burden." Reply origin. But... It's true too, right ? She's my wife later so Via Noona doesn't have to worry about Nana.

L'm...

Cho Kyuhyun's..

It won't..

Telling me about my feelings...

Until I get certainty...

Likes me...

Or

No. gabe...

"You.. like it ?" (Nana)

"I answered that it had no effect." If I answer I don't like it. What is your reaction ? Are you going to be happy or vice versa...

"Of course there is. If you like her, just get married and get close to her. Then I can be freed from the devil from you." I'm speechless.

Okay.. Cho Kyuhyun's...

The last sentence has already stated all the questions in your mind all this time.

KIM NANA DOESN'T LIKE YOU...

I was stupid...

Stupid jerk...

"Do you like Siwon Hyung ?"

I beg Nana...

I'm gonna get sicker..

"I answered that there was no effect, right ?" (Nana)

"Yes !!! don't follow my words."

"I'm not following. I just answered in accordance with the reality. I like your Siwon Hyung can indeed change if Siwon oppa will become my husband. Sure didn't. I trust you more to look after me than Siwon oppa. And if I didn't like Siwon oppa then what would you do ? At least you'll just be crazy."

L'M..

CHO KYUHYUN

BEEN

HEARTBREAKER...

"If you don't like me then let me approach your eonnie." I don't know why this sentence just popped without me thinking.

At midnight, Kim Nana seems to like Siwon. He froze to see Siwon Hyung holding Via.

Is that the jealousy ?

You feel sad ?

Forget Siwon Hyung..

"Eonni got it all. Love eomma and appa, attention from you, even Siwon oppa seems to like it." (Nana)

Am I not having any more hope ?

"So you indirectly like Siwon Hyung ?"

Nana nagging..

Cho Kyuhyun's

You lost before the war.

You wimp.

"You already know it. It won't change everything."((Nana)

"If I ask Siwon to take my place you want to ?"

Yep.. If Siwon Hyung replaces me, no problem..

As long as Nana has the spirit to walk back.

But...

"You crazy ? I don't want to ruin his relationship with eonnie."

"Kc.. You're jealous of your own brother ?"

"I'm not just jealous..."

"Just ?"

"I envy her."

OH MY GOD, KIM NANA..

THERE'S ME NEXT TO YOU...

DIDN'T YOU REALIZE ALL THIS TIME ?

I'M THE ONLY PERSON KIM VIA DIDN'T TAKE....

~END~