It's Okay Even If It Hurts
Episode 4

Siwon. No. he can't cry... "Gwenchanas."

But he is human too. You can cry no matter a man or woman.

"You why ? what's going on ?"

"What's wrong. I'm going in first." Siwon left behind Kim Nana who looked at him in confusion. Siwon walked towards his room in the direction of the room Via more precisely in front of his room was the room Via. The man opened the door of his room looking towards the door of Via's room which was locked from the outside by an eomonym so that no one could disturb. But Via can open it from inside the room because it has a duplicate key. Slowly Siwon went into his room. Trying to forget and understand what Appa Via had never heard.

1 sentence that makes Siwon cry because he knows the true state of Via. At the end of his conversation with Aboenim suddenly became sad and said, "Kim Via. Our only daughter has a disease. Indeed from the outside he is like a man does not lack anything but, Since childhood the lungs Via not functioning properly."

Midnight...

"I'm thirsty." Via exiting his room walked slowly towards the kitchen.

The kitchen light opens, "I thought there was a burglar in the house." Kyuhyun suddenly said.

"Ash. You just surprised me."

"Who told you to sneak into the kitchen like a thief."

"Let this be my own home. There move the devil's puffed up."

"Yes !!! stop calling me that !"

"If I don't want to ?"

"Your face is pale. You sick ?" Via said he had not fainted. Kyuhyun shouted to everyone.

"Omo.. What's up with Eonnie's devil padlocks ?"

"He fainted." Siwon immediately carried Via into his room followed by his parents.

Kyuhyun patted Nana on the shoulder, "Why are you silent ?"

"Ah.no.."

"You jealous ?"

Kim Nana nodded, "Eonnie got it all. Love eomma and appa, attention from you, even Siwon oppa seems to like it."

"So you indirectly like Siwon Hyung ?" Kim Nana nodded. Okay. It seems like love this time will be very confusing for Cho Kyuhyun. Nana likes Siwon, Siwon likes Via, and Via likes her while she likes Nana. Ck. what kind of love story can this connect with each other.

Kim Nana turned to look at Kyuhyun, "You already know it. It won't change everything."

"If I ask Siwon to take my place you want to ?"

"You crazy ? I don't want to ruin his relationship with eonnie."

"I'm not saying Hyung likes your eonnie. Maybe just worry. If you're curious, try it tomorrow you pretend to pass out and see who's gonna help you."

"You think I'm trying to. Ck."

"That's.. Kim Nana kajja we go to your eonnie room you don't wonder what happened to her ?"

Nana really wants to know the state of Via..

But...

.Would he be willing to see Siwon so attentive to her ?

He doesn't like it.

Kim Via has always been in a favorable position.

And himself....

Always on the side of being harmed by all of this.

"Take me to the room."

Kyuhyun confusedly looked at her but then he brought Kim Nana to his room."Ck.. You're jealous of your own brother ?"

"I'm not just jealous..."

"Just ?"

"I envy her." Kyuhyun looked at him.

In the room Via....

"You if you're thirsty can ask the waiter to call you."

"Eomma, I'm bored in my room."

"You should think about your health."Via looked at Siwon. How could Eomma Via say that so blatantly ? As if I could read the mind.

Siwon smiled, "I already know everything. From your app."

"Siwon-ssi you go see Nana's situation let Via be with us."

Siwon bowed and left. "Why did Appa tell him about my situation ?" Ask Via after Siwon leaves.

"What's wrong ? He seems more worried about you."

"Appa want to match me with him ?"

"You think ?"

"Appa we just change positions then. I'm with Kyuhyun let Kim Nana with Siwon."

"This is not a toy that you should exchange couples as well. Now you sleep if there's anything call us." Via's parents came out of the room.

In Nana's room....

"He's okay just tired."

"Thank God. But why did eonnie pass out like that ? Yes !! satan puffed you what's my eonnie ?"

"I didn't do anything. I'd better go." Kyuhyun left Kyuhyun and Kim Nana.

"Ash. The boy had no good taste at all."

"Siwon oppa.." Siwon sat on the edge of the bed.

Nana lays down her body and sleeps on Siwon's lap. "Let it be a minute."

"What if eommonim or Kyuhyun saw it ?"

"Leave it."

"Eh ?"

Kim Nana looked at Siwon, "I'll ask eomma to take my husband's place later. I don't want my future husband Cho Kyuhyun but you're oppa."

Siwon fell silent letting Nana embrace him.His eyes stared at Nana's bedroom door.

His heart cried out for Via to open the door and see this.

The girl leaves then Siwon chases after her explaining that he loves her. Just love her.

Can he hope so ?

Siwon smiled wryly recalling the conversation he had with the aboenim earlier this afternoon.

~Flashback...~

"Aboenim wants to talk what ?"

"Sit down." Siwon. "I want to ask you, Kim Via or Kim Nana which one do you like ?"

"Eh ?"

"Jawab only. Between the two of them there must be something you like, right ?"

Siwon smiled, "What does the aboenim mean to ask like this ?"

Appa Via-Nana laughed, "You are indeed a smart young man. I want you to be the one to like and express your feelings for Kim Nana."

"Misago ?"

"Kim Nana has loved and loved you for a long time."

Siwon fell silent.

He heard it wrong, right ?

He hopes it's true. He misheard. Hope it's like that.

"I don't want to hurt Kyuhyun who seems to like Nana too."

"Via and Nana's happiness is important to me." Aboenim drank his coffee, "They both liked different men. Kim Nana likes you and Via likes Kyuhyun."

Jleebb....

Siwon.

Via likes Kyuhyun ?

So all this time..

Siwon smiled...

He had experienced love clapping one hand...

But since when ?

Since when did Via like Kyuhyun ?

Why should that man ?

Why should he be involved in this complicated love ?

"A.I don't want to hurt Kyuhyun aboenim. Mianhae." Siwon started walking towards the exit.

"Wait..  You don't want to hear my excuses ?" Siwon stopped without turning his body.

Nana-Via's father walked over to Siwon's shoulder, "I thought you were married to Kim Nana while Via was with Kyuhyun. I know you're both men who clap one hand. I can read your behavior if you like Via and Kyuhyun likes Nana but..."

Siwon turned to face the aboenim, "But what ?"

"My reason is for the happiness of Nana and Via. Aboenim knows that aboenim and eommonim are selfish of you but.. Via Kim. Our only daughter. Indeed from the outside there is no shortage of anything but, Since birth Via has lungs that can not function properly."

Siwon.

Via. the girl all this time...

"It's very weak. Doctors said it was a miracle he could last more than 20 years armed with only shortness of breath and painkillers. At times Via can experience tightness and fainting due to fatigue. And so we were very protective of her beyond Nana."

Siwon gulped his saliva with great difficulty. Why is his mouth so hard to work with ?

"La..then she can be operated on ?"

"Can lung transplant. And it's very hard to find him. It can also be operated to repair his lungs but both are likely to be successful by 35 %. Therefore, before anything untoward happens, I want to make her happy with the man she loves, Kyuhyun. And why did I tell you it wasn't Kyuhyun because I could see that Nana loved you so much as you and Via. Aboenim Please give back the happiness of the 2 aboenim princesses who have been lost all this time." ~FLASHBACK END ~

~TBC~