It's Okay Even If It Hurts
Episode 8
"It's very weak. Doctors said it was a miracle he could last more than 20 years armed with only shortness of breath and painkillers. At times Via can experience tightness and fainting due to fatigue. And so we were very protective of her beyond Nana."
Siwon gulped his saliva with great difficulty. Why is his mouth so hard to work with ?
"La..then she can be operated on ?"
"Can lung transplant. And it's very hard to find him. It can also be operated to repair his lungs but both are likely to be successful by 35 %. Therefore, before anything untoward happens, I want to make her happy with the man she loves, Kyuhyun. And why did I tell you it wasn't Kyuhyun because I could see that Nana loved you so much as you and Via. Aboenim Please give back the happiness of the 2 aboenim princesses who have been lost all this time." ~FLASHBACK END ~
"Siwon oppa.."
"Ah what's up ?"
"What are you thinking ?"
"nothing. Now sleep it's night."
"Take me until I fall asleep. Only oppa I have."
Siwon fell silent and obeyed.
Tomorrow morning....
Via slammed the door, "Nana-Ya. Let's get up." The girl opened the door to see Siwon sleeping on the edge of the bed holding Nana's hand. "If you like her why don't you just be her husband instead of Kyuhyun." Instantly Via held his chest. He began to feel tight.
"Via.. Lee Via - ssi." Siwon woke up from hearing Via groaning in pain.
"Oppa what happened.. Omo eonnie..why are you ?"
"T.it's okay.. I have to go to the room."
"I'll help you." Fresh Siwon.
"Oppa help me also to sit in a wheelchair."
"You've started walking, haven't you ? Come on Via. I'll take you to your room." Via spoke yet Siwon immediately carried her into the room.
Nana looked softly at the door of her room that was still open, "Actually who do you like oppa ? Eonnie is it ?"
The dining room....
"Why are you holding Via ?" Eomma asked to see Siwon coming to hold Via.
"So he was in pain. As soon as I took him to the room he wanted breakfast here so I'd rather carry him than he's tired."
Appa looked at Nana sadly, "From today on we plan to change this match. Kyuhyun you're no longer Nana's future husband but Via's Prospective Husband. And you're Siwon.. You're gonna be married to Nana soon."
"Eommon. I'm not the stuff that needs to be moved ? Does everyone know about this except me ?" Kyuhyun snorted in annoyance, "I can't believe this !!"
"Kyuhyun wait ..." Via went after Kyuhyun who went into his room.
"Siwon don't chase after him." Eomma Via - Nana.
In Kyuhyun's room....
"May I sit down ?" Via sat on the edge of the bed looking at the angry Kyuhyun. "I know how you feel. You like Nana, don't you ?"
Kyuhyun.
"You're jealous because Nana belongs to Siwon, not you ?"
"Shut up !"
"You don't like it when I'm your future wife ?"
"I don't want to talk about it."
"I'm sorry."
"I don't want to talk." Via chuckled, "What's funny, eoh ?"
"I don't want to talk. But what was that ? you speak too." Via laughs.
"And you agree I'll be your husband ?"
"One side is one side is not."
Via looked at Kyuhyun, "Should I answer him ? I don't think so."
"You're weird to ask questions, too, but you answer yourself. Ck."
Via laughed, "I think I'm knocking yourself a puffed-up demon."
"I'm not puffed up."
"really ?" Via held onto Kyuhyun's stomach, "Then, this is what child ? or fat ?"
"That's it."
Via laughed louder and louder, "I want to ask you."
"What is that ?"
"If you were involved in a very complicated 4-sided love what would you do ?"
"I don't know."
"You're gonna go out and let the rest experience a love triangle ?"
"I don't know."
"What you don't know. Ck... What the hell do you know of a puffed up demon other than eating and eating just as fast as your belly is full of fat ?"
"Yes !!!" Via is laughing.
While they were joking around, a servant came, "Miss and Young Master called Mr. Kim to his study." Kyuhyun and Via looked at each other
.The Appa Via-Nana workspace...
"Why did Appa call us all ?" (Nana)
"I called the four of you here because I've been dizzy to see such a complicated love story between you. I shouldn't have interfered, but in this case I don't want to have to interfere in it. You must know each other, right ? If Kim Via falls in love with Kyuhyun.. Kyuhyun loves Nana.. Nana loves Siwon and Siwon loves Via.."
All were silent between them, shocked and unable to do anything. The four clapped one hand.
"Call down appa. I'm gonna back off." Everyone looked towards Via. However, the girl just smiled. "I have to give up, right ? If this continues, there will be no end. For whom Nana's future husband is better if Appa asks him himself let him choose."
"Then you ?" (Appa)
Via walked up to his app and hugged him and whispered, "I'm going to the USA to have surgery there." Via let go of his father's embrace and left.
Siwon's catching up with her."Wait..why did you resign like this, eoh ? Once you find out if I love you then you just ignore me. Where's your heart, eoh ??"
"Nana's feelings I'm ahead of."
"No matter how I feel."
Siwon smiled, "Are my feelings not that important to you ?"
"It's not so but...""Arraseo. You can't love anyone but Kyuhyun."
Siwon's gone."Stupid jerk. You said you loved me but just like that you gave up easily." Mumbled Via slowly.
"I'm this seriously sick stupid horse you know that. I can't let you fall in love too deeply with me. I also have to accept that Kyuhyun is with Nana. I don't deserve any man in this world until at the end of the day once they love me then at that moment I'm out of this world."
"So..how do you think Nana ?" Ask Appa Via-Nana while sitting on the sofa looking at Kyuhyun and Nana who are still in place while the remaining two people go somewhere.
Kim Nana was silent and thoughtful.
Can it be a little selfish ?
Didn't everyone from the past until now always put his perfect Eonnie before him who just always sat in a wheelchair ?
Does he deserve the happiness he wants ?
"I agree. I want Siwon oppa to be my future husband not Kyuhyun oppa."
Yep. God, can I be selfish ? Nana murmured in the heart.
~To Be Continue...~