It's Okay Even If It Hurts
Episode 9: (Ending)

Siwon's gone."Stupid jerk. You said you loved me but just like that you gave up easily." Mumbled Via slowly.

"I'm this seriously sick stupid horse you know that. I can't let you fall in love too deeply with me. I also have to accept that Kyuhyun is with Nana. I do not deserve any man in this world until at the end of the day once they love me then at that time I leave this world.

"So..how do you think Nana ?" Ask Appa Via-Nana while sitting on the sofa looking at Kyuhyun and Nana who are still in place while the remaining two people go somewhere.

Kim Nana was silent and thoughtful.

Can it be a little selfish ?

Didn't everyone from the past until now always put his perfect Eonnie before him who just always sat in a wheelchair ?

Does he deserve the happiness he wants ?

"I agree. I want Siwon oppa to be my future husband not Kyuhyun oppa.

Yep. God, can I be selfish ? Nana murmured in the heart.

Kyuhyun. Okay. she'll budge.let Nana be happy.

While he is sad.

Ck. so dramatic.he hates it.

Kim Nana's..That girl is selfish.

Doesn't he know if his brother was hit...

Ash..

Appa Nana-Via looks a little bumpy on the head, "Alright. Next week's your wedding with Siwon."

In Via's room...

"Where are you going these nights ?" Eomma Via who intends to invite his eldest daughter for a walk instead finds the girl is busy cleaning her belongings.

"To Singapore ? The treatment there is not very good. I want to go there."

"Ohalone ?"

"With Yesung my cousin's oppa."

"Eomma. Yesung can't keep you company. He's got a project there."

"But eomma has to prepare for Nana's marriage to Kyuhyun right ?"

"Nana is not married to Kyuhyun."

Via speechless.

"But with Siwon." Eomma looked at the smiling Via. I don't know what that smile means.

"Well.don't say this to Siwon, Kyuhyun or Nana. Just say I'm on holiday in Singapore until the time can not be determined."

"When is his departure ?"

"3 in the morning. Yesung oppa will take me there."

"Eomma will catch up with you later."

"I can myself eomma."

"With your disease as weak as that ? Let Eomma take you there and accompany you or eomma tell Nana about your illness."

Via sighed softly, "Arraseo. But I'll be at the doctor for a minute."

"Who's with ?"

"Yesung oppa eomma."

"Why not with Siwon or Kyuhyun who already know your situation.""I don't want to bother and further add to their burden of eomma.""Same with Yesung.""Yesung oppa knows me better. Take it easy it's been a long time since I've been alone with him.""Ash this kid.. Tell eomma to report from the doctor.""Nde."The Hospital....

"How am I doing ? Getting worse ?" Ask the doctor who just finished checking.

The doctor sighed softly, "I'm sorry as a doctor for having to say this. Your lungs are getting worse and can't be treated anymore."

Via was silent.he was no longer surprised to hear this..

"How long can I survive ?"

"Only God knows."

Via walked silently towards the Park near the Hospital. His phone kept vibrating from Yesung he ignored. Not far away the girl saw a woman giving her pamphlet. He has to make a decision. Via answered a call from Yesung, "Can we meet ?"

His afternoon...

"Eonnie. I want to borrow the powerbank.." Nana was silent looking at Via's empty room. "Eonnie where are you ??" Nana ventured into the room. "Where does Eonnie keep his powerbank ??" Nana opens the drawers one by one from the bottom until she finds... "What is this letter ?" Out of curiosity Nana opened and read it. Instantly Nana knelt down looking blankly.

I want him to not want to believe this...

But there's real evidence from the hospital...

His half-brother...

Eonnie is so dear to him...

From birth, the lungs do not function properly...

Nana immediately ran to meet all her family no matter what Siwon and Kyuhyun were there...

He must know this truth immediately..

"Tell me what is this ?" Nana screamed while crying.

Kyuhyun approached her, "You why ?"

"Tell me since when Appa and Eomma knew Eonnie Via had lungs that didn't work well since childhood."

Everyone was surprised to hear that, "Se..since when did you ?" (Eomma Via - Nana0

Nana showed the proof, "Explain TO ME NOW !!!!"

Eomma Via began to tell it.. Nana couldn't stop crying...

The regret is getting bigger...

At first he thought that Via got everything he wanted easily...

Yet apparently...

"J.so this whole time eonnie.." Nana's speech stammered.

Kyuhyun pulled Nana in his arms, "crying as much as you can."

"Which eonnie. I want to see him !!!"

Via-Nana's father's phone rang, "Yoboseyo." Via-Nana's father left the room. Nana fell unconscious. Kyuhyun was very worried about immediately carrying her into the room as well as Siwon coming with Kyuhyun.

Before long Via-Nana's father came out, "I want to talk to you. JUST THE TWO." He looked at his wife. Via's biological mother and Nana's adoptive mother.

In Nana's room...

"Nana. wake up. I'm worried about seeing you like this.." Said Kyuhyun who endlessly kissed Nana's hand. Siwon was silent to see it. If only he could be close to Via like that...

Talk to Via..

where is that girl ? he hasn't seen her in almost all day..

"Eungggh..." Nana slowly opened her eyes.

"Eonnie... Where is eonnie ??"

Not yet Siwon and Kyuhyun answered Eomma Via-Nana came hugging Nana while crying..Both Nana, Kyuhyun and Siwon looked at each other then looked towards Nana-Via's father who was standing by the door.

~Flashback~

Via-Nana's father pulls his wife into his soundproof study and locks her up, "I want to tell you something."

"Does it have anything to do with the results of the doctors at the Hospital ?"

Via-Nana's father sighed softly, crouching in the hand of his wife sitting on the sofa. "I just got a call from Yesung. If...If the Via State is no longer operable." His wife's body stiffened, her eyes round. "Via knew her life only to wait for her death to pick her up at any moment. Therefore Via advised that you want to consider Nana as your own biological child. For he would take his place in your heart if the child were no more in this world."

Via-Nana's mother threw out her husband's hand, "You just let him die without making any effort !!!"

"Listen to me... All efforts we have done for the sake of his recovery from he was small until now has more than 20 years passed. We should be grateful that he did not die in such a fast time. All we can do is let what he wants to do. Let him feel happy... All this time he's been locked up in this house you don't think he's been so tortured. Let him go do what he wants."

"Where is he now ?"

"Africa. He wants to help people who are lacking there. Good food, health, and everything. Yesung was there to take care of him."

"Why didn't he tell me earlier ?"

"He doesn't want to see you sad if he talks directly to you. He's happy to be there. Our eldest daughter is looking for her own happiness by helping people there. Now our job is to do what he sees. Make Kim Nana our son. We have to take care of the adoption papers." Via-Nana's mother can't say anything more just cry. ~Flashback END~

"Eomma apologized for all this time.. Forgive eomma.." Nana-Via's mother doesn't stop hugging Nana while crying.

"You don't want to chase my eonnie down there ?" kim Nana looked at Siwon and Kyuhyun alternately.

Kyuhyun smiled, "I'll be here continuing the delayed matchmaking between me and you."

Kim Nana looked at Siwon, "Then SIwon oppa ?"

"I've booked a ticket there. You take it easy."

Nana smiled, "May I go with oppa to Africa ?"

"No..You need to focus on treating your feet so you can walk again like you used to. You should be here with us." Eomma Via - Nana.

Kyuhyun kissed Nana on the forehead, "CHagiya. I'm with you."

"Since when am I your chagiyamu ?"

"Since this moment and forever."

"You don't need to ask for my approval first ?"

Kyuhyun smiled, "approval ? I don't think because sooner or later you're just mine. Cho Kyuhyun's."

In Africa....

"Drink." Yesung sat next to Via, who was leaning against a tree.

"Gomawo oppa." I drank it

"How long are you gonna be here ?

"Until my death comes." Via looked at some small children who were busy running around here and there. "I have never done a good thing because I have always been at home because of my weak circumstances. Just let me in here.. And let me die and be buried here. If I die, I'm asking you to never stop helping them.  Their bodies are so thin. I'm grateful I've never experienced anything like that."

"What about Siwon ? He loves you."

"If he loves me then he can come after me here." Via smile.

"What if it's not ?"

"Then I wouldn't feel guilty for making him sad if I died later. I'm sorry oppa. because of me, you're here to accompany me."

Yesung stroked Via's hair, "Tomorrow or the day after tomorrow there will be someone to look after you here to replace me. You just calm down. You'll be safe with her."

"Don't tell Siwon oppa."

Yesung laughed, "You really expected it to be here huh ?"

"Yes !!!!"

A girl approached Yesung and Via, "Come on. There's a man singing in the field." Via and Yesung stared at each other as they followed the little girl. Siwon was playing a guitar and singing surrounded by many people. (BackSong: Christian Bautista - Beautiful Girl)

Beautiful girl, wherever you are

I know when I saw you, you had opened the door

I know that I'd love again after a long, long while

I'd love again.

You said "hello" and I turned to go

But something in your eyes left my heart beating so

I just knew that I'd love again after a long, long while

I'd love again.

Refrain: It was destiny's game

When love finally came on

I rushed in line only to find

That you were gone.

Everyone applauded. Via still did not expect that quickly this man was in front of his eyes, "Ba..how could he ?"

"Using a private plane I guess." Answer Yesung origin. Yesung drew Via's hand into the crowd.

A little man pulled Siwon's hand, "Who's big brother's name ?"

"Choi Siwon." Sion smiled looking at him. His eyes turned to the Via that came with Yesung.

"Why can you be here ?" Via folded his hands on his chest.

"It's a free country, and everyone can come here."

Via grunted in annoyance, "Successful."

Siwon stared at the little boy playing, "Of course to pick up my love that's here."

Via's cheeks flushed everyone looked at him, "Ja.don't embarrass me like that !!!"

"Do you really feel like I'm your love ?"

"What about Nana ?"

"He's safe with the devil. I think they're getting married soon. What about us ?"

"We ? You just don't bring my name."

Siwon just wanted to talk already preceded by a little boy who was in his lap, "Sister with Sister Via dating ?"

Siwon and Via looked at each other. "No. This brother is not Via's girlfriend." SIwon smiled in response making Via bow. "But the sister is her future husband."

Via smiled, "basic..."

~THE END~

"I don't care if my life will be taken over time. For now I just want to enjoy what I have. Herself... It's just him I need. Not anyone else.." (Via to Siwon)