Just More Time
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"Raka.. Raka wake.."

"Raka, get up quickly, you'll have bad luck"

I heard a voice calling my name. Like mother's voice !!!

I tried to open my eyes, even though it was still heavy. Mom is seen sitting on the edge of the bed.

I looked around, I was in the old room at mom's house. My room was when I was not married to Sesil.

"Mom... What happened?" I remember the last time I was in the hospital. My heart remembers that incident.

"What's going on? There you are constantly molested Raka. Take a shower, it's 6. Get ready to go to school"

"School??? Mom, I'm married. Time to go to school again"

"Who is Raka?? graduated yet. Don't you impregnate people's children huh?"

"Mom, I'm officially married to Sesil. Mother is the same father who went to propose to Sesil for me. Mom forgot??"

Mom looks confused "Raka.. Rabbet.. Someone who? mom doesn't know. You can marry later if you graduate, work first can only think of marriage."

"Something's my wife, ma'am" I said.

"You are talking early in the morning. What was that dream?" mother said as she stepped out of my room

The dreams? was that time just a dream?

It all feels so real. It was very clear in my memory that Sesil had....

I don't feel my tears remembering it

"Raka, the hunt will be late" shouted the mother from the kitchen.

I was confused by all this, mother's words were strange. I was really told to go to school. I smiled, mother's strange behavior comforted me a little.

I moved from the bed to the bathroom. In the bathroom when I brush my teeth..

"Aaaacchhkkk...."

The startled mother heard my screams running and immediately opened the bathroom door. "What's Raka?" mother asked in her panic.

"Mom..why my face?"

"What's wrong with your face?" mom seems more confused.

"My face is buu, why is it so young? so tapered again rich Lee Min Hoo. I'm done with plastic surgery, ma'am??"

"Geez Raka, Lee Min Hoo has opa-opa, he is 30 years old. You're still in High School"

"Ech is wrong mom, Raka means look like Kim Dae Young"

"Who else is that? I don't know"

"Mom don't know, that's Joo Seok Hun in the movie Penthouses, ntar deh Raka knowsin"

"Ngaco aja your talk Raka, mother guess why, you make a hanging mother. There's nothing wrong with your face. Your brain is a complete early in the morning gini"

"Mom.. seriously mom.. My face looks like a high school kid?"

"You're still Raka High School, would you say old om-om? Being there early in the morning is strange to your behavior. Quick shower, breakfast go to school" mom left.

I became more confused, the mother from earlier told me to continue school, saying that I was still in High School. What exactly happened anyway???

I continued to shower. After taking a shower I opened the closet located in my bedroom, looks like a uniform High School hanging neatly.

I thought for a moment. Am I really still in High School?

It's not a dream, is it? "Aaauuu is sick.." I pinched my arm hard.

It was not really a dream.

"Mommy.buu... Where did you put the calendar?"

I'm trying to find the truth

"In the living room, hanging near the side side side of the aquarium"

"Huhhh? september 27th, 2012? is that true?"

I was shocked, I couldn't believe this calendar. I rushed to my mother. "Mom, why did you put up the old calendar anyway?"

"Over ndasssmuu, that's the calendar now" mother's sosor to my head, it seems that mother was already anxious to see my behavior since then.

"Sick buu, can you be the same as his most handsome son?"

"Mother wonder with you Raka, from waking up there is no real talk"

I was fixated, trying to rethink it, connecting to every incident I've been through lately.

I really can't believe what happened. Is that true? Is this the year 2012?

The year I was in high school. On september 27th? Even now I have not met Sesil the wife I love so much.

It was like fate was playing me.

I'm still trying to digest everything.

Is this true? Why could it happen? Questions popped up in my brain.

"What the hell is buu, from earlier a fuss?" this voice, the voice I know, the voice I miss.

"Mba Rica.." I was stunned to see the appearance of the beautiful girl who now stands right in front of me, she is my older sister who died in 2016 due to a cancer that gnawed at her body.

"Mba Rica.. Raka misses.." I hugged her right away, it felt like it had been a long time. I really miss him very much.

"Don't miss Raka, you won't be strong" Rika said

"Ech.. How rich is Dilan's talk?? in 2012, there was Dilan?"

"Dilan right 1990, how are you.. Mba friends playing tuhh? hihihi" said Mba Rika

"This one is weird" I replied

"You're the weird one early in the morning already making a scene. Keep seeing I'm rich haven't seen you in years"

"Or it's you Rika, finished what her head was last night. I was surprised by his attitude"

"Hehehehehe.." I just grinned while scratching my head that didn't itch.

"Where are you going early in the morning gini uda neat?" much

"You go to college, you go to the market. So the student is diligent, demanding knowledge. Let's be successful people, can be happy mother and father"

Instantly my heart choked to hear the words of Mba Rika. My gaze was sad, not until my heart stared at his white face, his fiery spirit.

As I recall now that the kangker is not yet in Mba Rika's body. Mba Rika started getting sick in early 2015. Long Mba Rika is fighting her illness. His unyielding spirit made him live a little longer.

"So let's eat quickly, you will have bad luck" said mother reminded us.

"Ohh yes, which father is buu?" I asked, because I had not met my father.

"Your father has left early in the morning, there is work that must be handed over to his boss he said" replied the mother.

Yes work?

I miss my time at work. My office, my good friends, Mr. Jeff who always gives a lot of work, my best friend Erik, and... Wife Sesil.

Aaacchhh so melow again.

"Raka, eaten instead of in pelototokin aja" Mba Rika disperse my daydream.

"Yes mba, hehehe"

I finished my breakfast with gourmand. Mother's cooking is unparalleled. After that I was ready to go to school.

"Bu Raka is leaving" I said, kissing her hand.

"Rika also left ma'am" said Mba Rika.

Today, a new day from my past begins. I'm determined to fix everything

Sticking so that my loved ones can live longer.