Just Want to Be Appreciated
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Four days had passed Risa continued to stand in front of the gate to wait for Hilman to come home, but to this day Hilman had not returned at all. There was no word of tired Risa who was tired of standing now sitting while waiting for Hilman wordlessly giving up on the cold of the night.

"Risa," Sintia's mother was very sorry for Risa, she quickly got out of the house and followed Risa towards the gate.

"Yes Ma'am," Risa smiled at Sintia's mother.

"You come in, it's night, '" Sintia's mother asked.

"In a moment, ma'am, maybe Mas Hilman will come home," said Risa by continuing to encourage herself.

"It was dark, it was going to rain again," Mother Sintia understood with Risa's feelings, even she wanted to cry to see Risa's face that was impatient waiting for Hilman's return, "If you don't come in, she said, pity your son. How's dong?" ask Sintia's mother so Risa wants to be invited in.

Risa held her stomach, she nodded and felt that what Mother Sintia said was right, "Yes already Mom," Risa agreed to enter.

Arriving at Risa's room not directly asleep, he still hugs the tastpack because once Hilman comes home he will immediately show it.

The night was getting late, Risa was no longer able to resist sleepiness. He lay on the bed while grasping tight the tastpack.

At 03:20 in the morning, Hilman came home tired. He took off his shoes in a hurry and also threw his suit carelessly. Quickly he immediately went up to the bed and kissed Risa's face, for several days did not see Risa he felt a very big longing.

"Mas," Risa immediately woke up and saw Hilman hugging her, "Have you come home yet?" Risa immediately hugged Hilman so tightly.

"Mas project succeeded Risa," Hilman said happily.

"Congratulations Mas," said Risa no less happily, "Mas Risa wants to say something," said Risa happily.

"What?" ask Hilman.

Risa sees the Testpack in her hand is not there, and she wants to lift the blanket possibly apart from her hand while asleep.

"What are you looking for?" ask Hilman confused.

"Risa nyari," Risa kept trying to find a small but meaningful object so big.

"Later on, Mas misses once," Hilman immediately oppressed Risa quickly without even waiting for what Risa wanted to say.

Risa could no longer speak, she only accepted when Hilman wanted her. Though she was eager to say her pregnancy directly right now.

"Mas," Risa felt pain as Hilman pierced her abdomen, sweat that just slid along with the pain.

"Sorry," Hilman recalled the first time he touched Risa like an uncontrollable human, and Hilman was no longer in a hurry until he began to be cautious.

"Srsstttt....."

At 08:00 Risa woke up, and she again did not see Hilman beside her. Though Risa had found the testpack she was looking for from dawn earlier, "Maybe Mas Hilman in the bathroom," said Risa who was still thinking positively, long he waited but Hilman did not come out. Finally Risa came down from the top of the bed and turned the doorknob of the bathroom, her eyes looking at the empty bathroom. He quickly exits the room and searches for Hilman's whereabouts in every corner of the house, but Hilman is not there.

"Can you find Hilman Nak?" ask Sintia's mother.

"Yes, ma'am" answered Risa.

"Hilman was leaving for LA, he told Mom to tell you. About him you sleep well, so he did not have the heart to wake you up," said Ibu Sintia.

Risa nodded, she again could only squeeze the tastpack in her hand, "Bu Risa to the room first, Risa wants to take a bath," said Risa.

Sintia's mother nodded, she understood what else while looking at Risa's nape there was a sign that Hilman might have just made. Sintia's mother also believes Hilman already knew about Risa's pregnancy, and she believes Hilman will not be long abroad.

Risa began to flutter her body under the shower, venting her sense of regret that she could not say at the moment. Crying as much as possible so as not to continue to feel burdened, and he realized if there was another life in him. He does not want to be selfish and Risa quickly wears a towel.

Today Risa did not eat a single rice seed she just lay on the bed. With all the feelings that are not right, "Why am I so often moody," Risa began to talk to herself, because she realized sad and moody is not her.

"Risa," Sintia's mother came into Risa's room hurriedly, and she saw Risa lying on the bed, "Risa Aunt Meyda was in the hospital, and she saw Risa, and I was asked to Bandung. You may stay first, poor Aunt Meyda she is having problems with her husband and no one is waiting for her" said Ms. Sintia.

"Iya Bu is not a father," Risa knows Aunt Meyda with her household on the edge, due to her husband's affair.

"But you're serious about papa?" Sintia's mother also hesitated to leave Risa at home, "Mother don't have to go, you also seem to be not feeling well," said Ms. Sintia again.

Risa immediately stood up, and she smiled at the sincere asceticism of Mother Sintia, "Mother go to visit Aunt Meyda, pity her Mom. Here there is a lot of Art there is Mbok Minah also right Bu," Risa continues to convince Ms. Sintia if she is okay.

Sintia's mother fell silent and looked at Risa, "But, are you sure?"

"From yesterday also Risa not why-why right Mom?"

Sintia's mother nodded weakly, then her phone rang and it was written Meyda's name.

"Kan Aunty Meyda called Mom, I'm gone. Poor Aunt Meyda, I've gone aja fear Aunt Meyda is upset to hurt herself how Mom," Risa continues to try to make Mother Sintia keep going, Ibu Sintia, anyway, he just doesn't feel well. And after resting he was sure he would recover soon.

"Alright, if there's anything quick about Mom's news, yes," After Risa convinced herself enough, Ibu Sintia finally decided to go out of town, because considering his youngest sister who is experiencing serious problems will be his household.

"Yes Ma'am, Risa doesn't have a father."

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