Just Want to Be Appreciated
I'm The One Who's Going

"You're my son" Sarah said again, hugging Hanna.

Deg.

Hanna's heart skipped a beat, due to a very shocking reality. Hanna was completely clueless about all this, but this was what happened and it turned out that she was the biological child of the Agatha family.

Devan stood in front of the door and listened to everything Agatha said, he just kept quiet and watched the whole exit there. That's the real family, not her.

"Devan."

Sarah saw her eldest son standing there, there was fear when Devan just silently looked at him. With slow footsteps Sarah approached Devan, slowly her hands pointed at Devan's face and her hands began to cupper the rough face of her beloved son.

"Devan," said Sarah again, she was so afraid that when Devan left her, "You won't go, son, you're Mama's son. Raisa or Hanna is indeed Mama's biological child who is very dear to you, but you also have a special place on Mama's day," said Sarah.

"Devan will go Ma, sorry because all this time Devan could not make Mama happy. Devan says thank you very much for raising Devan and giving him affection" Devan said.

"No," Sarah shook her head, she couldn't lose Devan. Not that Sarah doesn't want Hanna either, but Sarah wants to hang out with her kids, "You can't go away with Mama, you can't live without you," sarah was full of tears.

Devan was moved by the words Devan spoke, but what could he say. Because he is only an adopted child, Devan also feels inappropriate when part of the Agatha Sanjaya family, "The place of Devan is not in this family Ma, Ma, Mama will be happy to be together with Mama's real family" Devan's eyes looked at Hanna who was also staring at him.

Hanna doesn't know what to do, but Hanna 0un will not want to be close to Devan. The pain that Devan had given him was still too painful until the day Hanna still could not be reconciled, she knew Devan had helped her when the accident. But still Hanna's heart still hurts too much, as she conceived Davina herself without Devan beside her. Even Devan doubted the boy.

"Devan Mama please don't go..hiks...hiks....hiks...." Sarah wept bitterly as her eldest son wanted to leave her.

"Devan loves Mama" Devan cupped Sarah's face with both hands, "For ever Devan will love Mama, Devan's affection will never change. But Devan's place isn't here" Devan explained.

"You don't have to go, Mama needs you. Mama loves you so much, you have to stay here. I'll go" said Hanna, because she saw Sarah too deeply in love with Devan, of course Hanna would not have the heart to destroy Sarah's feelings.

"No," Sarah shook her head, "You're Mama's children, and no one's leaving" Sarah said, shaking her head, "How about you refer it, it's for your children's sake. Remember there are two ank who want complete parents," Sarah said expectantly.

"Sarah," Agatha held his wife's shoulders, she shook her head, "Never force them, let everything be as they please. We as parents should not be selfish" Agatha said.

Agatha loved Devan as much as she loved her own children, but she would appreciate any decision Devan made. After all Hanna still remained on her stance not wanting to reconcile with Devan, Agatha did not also blame Hanna. Because the wounds inflicted by Devan are quite deep.

"But Mama can't lose the vote, you're both Mama's children...." Sarah cried and she quickly lowered her head, and hugged Devan's leg, "Don't leave Mama Dev...." Sarah pleads and does not want Devan to leave, she desperately hopes Devan will continue with her.

Devan helps Sarah to stand up, and she will not bear to see Sarah pleading, "Devan will not go, Devan will remain in Mama's heart. Devan just went to find out who Devan really is."

Don't tell me Devan's heart isn't hurt, nor will his heart be able to stay away from Sarah..But Devan is also too embarrassed to continue dealing with Hanna, he used to throw a sheet of money in Hanna's face. And it turns out that it was Hanna's own money, she came to power with what Hanna was supposed to have. But he just wasted Hanna so cruelly.

"Devan Mama please don't go.." said Sarah.

"Mas, you don't have to go. Let it all stay like this. Mama loves you so much, let me just be in my real position, I'm alone with my two children without having anyone else know who I am" said Hanna who relented, he did not want to hurt Sarah.

"It's not about that Hanna, it's about hurt and regret. It's not about affection, but about love and regret" Devan replied firmly.

Devan turns around and he leaves Sarah sitting on the floor crying out to her, don't ask Devan's heart at this moment. She is also deeply hurt because Hanna is the biological daughter of Agatha Sanjaya, a successful businessman who is also her adoptive father. The one who raised him lovingly, then unexpectedly he hurt the real daughter Agatha herself, the one who had given her a glory. Success, position, and infinite treasure. So what's the payoff? He hurt Hanna, and it was a regret that could not be taken for granted.

"Devann!!!!"

Shouted Sarah with a wound, he did not expect on a day that should be happy because meeting with his biological children actually made him hurt. He has to watch Devan go and not be able to unite as he was with her.

"Hiks...hiks....

Mama can't lose any of you" Sarah said, "It's my fault, if I don't force her to hate Hanna, none of this will happen. It's my fault I hurt my own children."

EXPIRE.