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“Whatever the state of his heart is now either filled by whose name. Do'i won't falter even if I have to fight in the sky.”

- Azhar

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🌸بِسْمِ اللهِ الرَّحْمنِ الرَّحِيمِ🌸

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The murmuring of the waves puffed up the melodious sound of shards and melted with dustless ripples. The blue sky featured a beautiful painting like an untarnished canvas, the sincere clouds succumbed to the yellowing sun perfectly.

A man was walking along the beach after checking the progress of the new resort development project he worked on. Romantic resorts are specifically designed to pamper couples who will spend their time in Bali. The location facing directly to the beach makes its beauty even more amazing.

After giving directions and solving problems presented by the construction manager, he chose to spend his time by taking a walk before returning to the hotel.

The plan he will only be a few days here is to check the progress of the project, but this return was heard by Mother and Father to ask him to return home even if only briefly. Can't refuse he plans to spend time with his family for a few days.

Azhar smiled kindly at the tourists greeting her, some women tried to approach her and tease her but Azhar dodged politely. He did not want to loosen his principles, including to welcome the subtle outpouring of beautiful women who wear their best beach clothes.

Various human models and various clothing models, some use only two small pieces of cloth and some still use Muslim clothes. It is predictable that it is foreign tourists who bravely dress openly here and also not a few Indonesian women who use short and transparent dresses.

Azhar stepped with an occasional bow, afraid of not being able to keep his eyes until it could become a slander later. He does not blame the first glance but he will not fall at the same sight the next.

When he stopped at the western shore, he was unable to avoid the scene in front of him. The figure was well-known to him, the girl who was able to hold his heart for so many years. The figure he had not met for a long time, although it did not mean that Azhar was free from this taste. Azhar still remembers Sarah very much and always pinned that one simple name in the middle of her prayer.

Not urgent but never retreat as long as the beautiful figure can still be achieved. After she smiled her gentle smile, Azhar again took a stand. Sarah was very changed and unlike the beginning she met the girl.

Sarah is now boldly showing her aura in front of many people who are not her mahrom. Azhar felt claustrophobic, why she could not forget Sarah even though she tried a thousand times.

Once he had an interest in one of his students, but God willed another by making it feel subtly rejected. Shanun her name, a beautiful girl who has started migrating. Azhar knew her since the girl was still in the midst of anxiety and finally Azhar witnessed her own good change.

Shanum began to wear the clothes of Syar'i which made him look even more graceful and dignified.

‘If only Sarah was like Shanum.' Inner Azhar.

But honey, Sarah's not like the girl Shanum. She had changed, very different from the girl in school uniform she had met at the time.

At that time Sarah was still using a veil even though it was just a formality in her school but why the more mature Sarah increasingly underestimated her glory. Is it only Azhar who is establishing herself here? Is it only Azhar who wants to be the best for Sarah?

Azhar smiled sorely, of course so. How could Sarah possibly be the same as her, how could Sarah want Azhar like Azhar wanted her? Azhar is only a coward who dissolves in improving himself but trivializes something that must be disjointed. However, it was not Azhar's fault.

Azhar had even acted long before by volunteering before Sarah's parents when the girl was still sitting in 3rd grade of High School but she was immediately rejected by Sarah's family. They coloured Azhar under the pretext that Sarah was still in school. That's true, but not just that.

They also reject Azhar on the grounds that Azhar is not a businessman, Azhar is only a student and lecturer so it is not appropriate to be in the family of Sarah who is famous as a successful businessman. Assisted by his best friend and direct cousin of Sarah does not make Sarah's family give him the slightest chance, until Azhar is determined to establish and establish herself in order to be with Sarah even though Azhar knows that the possibility is very small.

Azhar was not offended or insulted in the slightest by the words of Sarah's parents, she was very understanding of it. He tries to always be kind and maybe time will erase everything. I believe in all of that.

Even though Sarah was not as sholehah as she hoped she was still tethered to the figure. Azhar wanted to reach him, approaching Sarah who was smiling at the pounding waves. However, Sarah looks to widen her smile even more while delivering a hug to a man who has just appeared in his beach outfit.

Azhar backed off, with a disappointed look. It turns out that words are not as easy as feelings and actions.

Azhar remembered her earlier remark to Adzkia. “Whatever the state of his heart is now either filled by whose name. Do'i won't falter even if I have to fight in the sky.”

It was difficult, very difficult to hold those words when the appearance of happiness of two pairs of people filled his vision. "Hopefully according to your expectations. I know you're so eager for it, but remember not to make you blind to anything else." Adzkia's words have a point. 'I craved it too much to unconsciously make me blind.'

Azhar turned her body trying to get away from someone who had unknowingly hurt her.

Sarah, I'm afraid I can't expect you after this. I always wish you all the best even if it scratches me. May you always be happy in your way and may I cast your shadow even if I don't want to. Inner Azhar.

A few months have passed

"How did Riq, you find him?" Asked a middle-aged man who looked uneasy in his chair.

The man he called 'Riq' was apparently busy with his phone and replied, "no Om, I checked with all his friends but none of them knew where Sarah was now.”

"The boy is getting wayward and wild. Dare to lie to the old man and now leave the house at will."

"According to Thoriq, it's better if Om betrays them both. Fear Sarah will act even further, her ideals alone can be left because of the man especially if we continue to force her away from Faris." Thoriq expressed his opinion because it was too sorry to see Omnya who continued to think about his cousin's behavior.

"Come Riq, Om dizzy. There's-there's a way Sarah shames Om. First, he left college. Both news he chose to be a model at Faris Agency, if a polite model is okay, this is mostly a picture of him wearing clothes that expose his body. Om ashamed of Riq, this is where he ran away for some reason. I'm sure he's with the guy now." The Father of Sarah's.

"Yes Om, I also checked directly to the Agency and said Faris was not here since a few days ago." Thoriq approached his Omnya table. He was shocked when he heard Sarah's behavior this time crossed the line up to Thoriq directly to the Faris Office address he got from his Tantenya.

"Keep how is this, Riq?" The gaze of the man on Thoriq seemed weak. He was tired of being lied to by his daughter.

Thoriq got closer to his Omnya desk pointing at his phone. "Calm Om, don't worry. I've asked my confidant to help me find Sarah, Roni never disappoints. He said today he would report his performance."

"Om tired this way keep, Sarah's only child Om. If not him who else will be the pride of Om. Although he loves Faris very much but Om feels Faris is not suitable for him. Now he can mislead Sarah let alone later." Complain to this father.

It is true, when his daughter introduced Faris to him he immediately disagreed when his daughter had a relationship with the man. Evidently, since then Sarah really changed even able to act like this.

"Oh, if only that time Om received a proposal from a man of Middle Eastern descent. Maybe the story will be different. Om sorry Riq." Sarah's father expressed regret. He once rejected a man who at that time boldly proposed to Sarah.

Thoriq sat back on the sofa looking away. "Already Om, it is not good to regret what has happened and also assume something that has been separated from the grasp."

"You're right, is it possible that the man came back here to ask Sarah to Om a second time? If so, Om will accept it immediately. Is Azhar married now, Riq?" ask with a hopeful look.

"Come Om, who knows better is Riqhad. They're best friends." Thoriq shrugged his shoulders. Riqhad and Azhar are friends until now. But Riqhad he rarely met how to know the state of Azhar.

Drrr...

Thoriq's phone shook until he picked it up. "How, Ron?"

"Boss, I've been tracking them and today I'm following them. They are now in Singapore, in addition to shooting one brand, they are also seen on vacation together. And- "Light of voice across there.

Thoriq looks impatient. "And what? Explain it correctly."

"I think it's better to get Sarah here before something bad happens. Just follow his wishes instead of him being even wilder." Added again.

"You're right, I think so too. Then you keep watching them, we'll be there tomorrow." Replied Thoriq as he approached his omnya.

"Each Boss. Don't forget my bonus."

"Job is a bonus."

Tut's.

After ending the call, Thoria said to her mom. "Sarah in Singapore Om. Let's go there tomorrow."

Om nodded weakly.

Maybe true, inevitably Sarah should be betrothed to her lover. He will try to accept this fact even though he still expects someone he has offended. But it's impossible.

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Four Months later

Sarah looks beautiful with a dress limited to her knees, she chose to braid her hair today to look more fresh. After her friend's house, Sarah returns to her house because her promise with Faris must be canceled. Her ex-boyfriend and fiancee and her future husband are out of work, which is what Sarah knows from the message Faris sent yesterday.

When she reached her home, Mama greeted her with the command line so that tomorrow Sarah could come to the house of Aunt Hasna. Aunt Hasna wanted to introduce someone to them all.

Actually Sarah is very lazy to attend such family events because her family is still cynical about Faris when the man will soon become a new member of their family. Afraid to make his parents angry again and bring up the incident and when Sarah stubborn, Sarah was forced to agree.

Sarah closes the door to her room and she chooses to call Faris and deliver the plan tomorrow, Sarah wants to invite Faris along with her. 

Twice the call was connected but not answered by the man, I don't know what Faris is doing now. Sarah sighed and went back to hearing Faris for the third time and thankfully the call was raised in the tenth second. 

"Hallo, which. Why?" Ask Faris across there.

Sarah frowned at hearing something a little stuck up. "Well, you're going home tomorrow?" Sarah made her point.

"Yes so. Continues to?" Sarah felt that something was different from Faris' tone of voice, like she was not happy about this call. Sarah tried to ignore him.

"Gini loh, tomorrow night we go to Aunt Hasna's house. There's a dinner show introducing Auntie's foster kid."

"Males me. Your family still does not like me, join your show make me not comfortable. You go alone, if not your parents." Reject Faris.

"What the hell is that? Are you going to marry me?"

Faris was immediately shocked to hear the voice of Sarah's question so he immediately begged her, "indeed I look messing with you? How is that even?"

"Yes, you don't want to try to get my family. If you keep going, my family will go to you." Sarah with emotion.

"Let's go there together, let's show you're not who they think you are." Sarah tried to persuade.

After a few minutes of debating this, Faris finally agreed. "OK on the one. I'm coming with."

"Thank you, I want to give up. See you tomorrow, I love you." Sarah couldn't hide her cheerful tone.

"Yes, I love you." Answer Faris.

Sarah felt something different. He heard the voice of a woman around Faris. But when he wanted to celebrate, Faris first closed his phone.

Sarah was pensive for a while to positive her thoughts, there was no way Faris was with a woman right now. Ja. That's impossible, Faris just loves him. At least that's what Sarah believes right now.

Meanwhile

"Kok you make a sound anyway? How will he be scared and suspicious?" A man complained after hanging up his phone.

The woman next to him scowled and looked down. "Sorry, because you're cuekin me. The phone was a long time ago, I was sad too, too."

The man chuckled while embracing the beautiful woman who looked even more beautiful when sulking. "Cup... Han, you don't have to be sad. Now you're all I want, not she's my future wife. If I had met you first then I wouldn't have spent any time with him. A woman who can't give me the taste."

"That's yeah? Then you want to be with me just because I'm cheap?" He took off the embrace on his shoulder.

"Eh, that's not Han. I want to be with you because I love you." Clearly the man convincingly.

The woman looked at the man with her pleading gaze. "You love, are you willing to leave him for me?"

The man was silent, he was worried.

"I've guessed that you're not willing to leave him. He's the kid people are. What's the point of our three-month relationship? Am I just a distraction when you're tired of waiting for her cheapness?" The woman was sad again.

"Okay, I picked you. You don't have to worry because for your sake I will leave him soon. Patience."

"Thank Baby. I love you more." The woman turned happy while hugging the man.

"Me too, so?" The man blinked one eye.

"So what?" The woman pretended not to understand.

"Next you just now, giggly know." The man answered while hugging the woman.

"You want to do good." The woman scowled.

"You too, right?"

Both of them also laughed at the same demon who was proud to see humanity was able to be misled. Al-Munawi rahimahullah said, “That satan mediates (the third person) between them by whispering them (to do obedience) and making their orgasm both turbulent and remove the shame and condolence of both and adorn the obedience until it looks beautiful in front of both of them, until finally the devil unites them both in blasphemy (i.e., adultery) or (minimal) drops them on things lighter than adultery - the opening things of the zina that almost drop they to adultery.”

(Faidhul Qodir 3/78).

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Kerinci, 14/09/2019