Kenan And Kania

Kenan And Kania
I'm sorry


Kania went into the room, and threw herself on the bed while covering her face with her head pillow. Kenan entered to see Kania crying behind a pillow. He sat next to the bed and apologized.


"Ma. I'm sorry Kania. I'm not ber....." Not yet Kenan stopped talking, Kania stood up while wiping her tears.


He took his suitcase and put his clothes out of the closet.


"What are you doing Kania? i. I didn't mean anything." Kenan got up from his seat while stopping Kania but, Kania paid him no heed.


Seeing Kania who was wrapped in emotion, Kenan snapped at cania while shaking her body.


"CANY." Their eyes are against each other.


The cry of the cania broke instantly, Kenan who was so bitter to see Kania, immediately grabbed Kania's body in his arms. Kenan stroked Kania's hair so gently making the peace of soul felt by Kania.


Kenan directs their bodies to sit on the sofa, until Kania falls asleep in Kenan's arms. After moving Kania to the bed, he went to dinner. On the way to the kitchen, he saw his grandfather walking towards the reading room of his house.


Kenan took Grandpa and invited him to dinner. The face of my grandfather was so sad. He also understood that something had happened at home. When his grandfather refuses and chooses to continue his path to the reading room, Kenan follows in grandfather's footsteps.


Kenan pretended to read looking for a gap for grandpa to tell a story. As usual, Kenan was always able to make his grandfather express his feelings. Kenan's feelings are mixed, he pretends to read a book to not show his feelings to grandfather.


*


Kenan sat next to Kania's bed using a dressing chair. Staring at Kania's face, there were feelings of disappointment, anger, sadness, and fear. Several times he massaged his forehead and pinched it, until Kania realized from his sleep.


He saw Kenan who was massaging his forehead while closing his eyes.


"You're tired, why not lie down?" Kenan turned towards Kania.


"You awake? come on, we'll eat." Kenan got out of his chair and helped Kania to get up.


"What time is this? why haven't you eaten yet?" Ask Kania.


Kenan just stood still and clasped Kania's hand leading her towards the kitchen. Kania just resigned to follow Kenan's steps. This was not the first time Kenan had cooked for her but, Kania's feeling was really very happy. Moreover, Kenan cooked right in front of him.


Kenan who felt noticed since earlier, felt a little awkward.


"Don't look at me like that, you're not afraid to fall in love with me?"


"What if you don't want me to fall in love with you?" while stirring the rice that has been served by Kenan.


Kenan stopped his work, then prepared their main course on the table.


"Come, eat. I'm so hungry." Kenan took the main dish and placed it on a Kania plate.


"I never thought you'd have this kind and gentle side." Kania muttered inwardly while smiling at Kenan.


"Well, are you out of your mind now?"


"You mean?"


"Look at you, you smile at me."


"What if I smile at you is not sane?"


"Eat, cold hunt." Kenan ended their debate, otherwise it would get longer.


"Grandfather, and I've eaten?" Ask Kania.


Kenan stopped for a while, knowing for sure Kania was feeling anxious, and guilty to her family.


*


They finished eating and returned to their room. Kania kept silent outside the balcony of his room, while Kenan was busy tidying up the files he would bring tomorrow in the study. After that Kenan came out and his eyes found Kania standing outside the balcony. In his gruff breath, Kenan opened the closet to pick up a blanket and gave it to Kania.


"Why here? it's night let's go in!." Winding the blanket on Kania's body.


"Ken, there's something I want to talk about." Kania looked at Kenan seriously. They also sat in the balcony seats.


Kania mustered up the courage to speak to Kenan. He resigned if Kenan will also be angry and disappointed in him. As much as possible he held back the cry and told everything that happened to Cantika. Kenan did not budge in the slightest to stare at Kania. He saw the sincere regretful look of Kania.


"Ken.. hicks.. hikcs. Hicks, hicks.I don't want to lie to you, I just want Darta and Cantika to be ready to tell you." Kania held Kenan's hand while bowing in tears. Kenan only retorted in silence and hugged the cania in his arms.


Kenan, struggling in his own mind.


"I know you can't possibly lie to us. You're a good girl, I see sincerity in every act you do to our family. You have made a great sacrifice by giving your life to me. I'm disappointed, and hurt, because you didn't tell me anything about Cantika's little sister whom we love so much. I want to be angry, angry with you. I don't know why seeing you like this makes me even more hurt. Kania pain, this is more than painful." Mumbled Kenan in the heart to shed tears in his close embrace on Kania.


Kania misinterpreted Kenan's hug very tightly, the hug frightened her. He apologized to Kenan.


"I'm sorry Ken, please forgive me........" Kania's crying broke.


"Hey, hey hey hey. Why are your tears breaking? don't cry Kania please. It's making me sicker again."


"I'm scared, 'cause you're so mad at me?"


"angry? I've kept quiet about why you're infuriating."


"Color, did you hold me so tight earlier?"


"Hahahahahah, this you. I'm just venting my mixed emotions at you." While removing the tears of Kania on the cheeks.


Because the night is getting colder and the air is getting colder, Kenan invites Kania to enter the room.


"Come, let's go in. It was getting nightly, and the air was getting colder as well. Get in the wind, you want me to bother again if, I'm sick? hem?" Kania shook her head, and they entered the room.


"Ken..."


"Yes?..."


"Tomorrow I'll get out of this house." It was obviously Kania who made Kenan shocked.


"Why? Kan, look you have to face the problem not run away like this." Kenan held onto Kania's cheek with both hands.


"I, don't run away Ken." Kania takes Kenan's hand off her cheek and then picks up the suitcase while packing her shirt back.


"Continue?"


Kania explained his reason for leaving the house because it was a request from his grandfather to forgive him. Kenan sat down limp while watching Kania who was busy tidying up her clothes.


"Why drown like that? isn't that good, you can find a new wife." Goda Kania's.


Seeing his wife flirting with him, Kenan smiled cynically and returned Kania's temptation.


"Yes you're right too, why don't you think about it. Who would I make a candidate for?." Pretending to think while holding his chin. Then glanced at Kania stealthily.


"The villa? or Jeni? oh, not just Clara, who's sexy, and beautiful. Oh my gosh brghhh." Shuddering.


Kania looked at Kenan with a murderous gaze, his jaw hardened from being furious at Kenan's words admiring the other woman before him.