KINARA (Tresno Soko Kulino)
The S2 Part 4

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"Stop mas, already" Lutfiah held Revan's body that was about to throw back a punch to Reno's face.

Reno sat on the marble floor with a bated cry and a deep feeling of guilt.

Since checking out of the inn Reno went straight to Revan's house to apologize and say if his marriage with Keisya was void.

It was only until Revan immediately rewarded him several blows to his face and body. Reno just kept quiet without intending to fight because he realized if it was his fault, he had promised Keisya if he would bear all the consequences of his mistake to cancel their marriage unilaterally.

"Fuck Lo, from the beginning I've said, if indeed Lo does not want to follow the request of the father, do not let Lo accept" shouted Revan in a hurry to release the embrace of Lutfiah on his body.

"Stop mas" snapped Lutfiah finally because of the annoyance "Istighfar mas" said Lutfiah with a pleading face. Revan instantly fell silent as soon as his bead eyes whistled with Lutfiah who was looking at him sharply.

Lutfiah forcibly pulled her husband's arm and sat on the sofa. Revan sighed heavily trying to set the rhythm of his emotions up and down. An assistant came to bring a glass of water to Lutfiah.

"Diminum mas, Reno business let me take care of it and enter the room only" said Lutfiah firmly. leaving Revan alone in the living room, he approached Reno, who was still sitting on the floor of the terrace with an assistant he asked to bring food and drinks for Reno.

"Ren, let's stand up" Lutfiah helped Reno stand up and sit on the patio chair.

"Madamu here is the food I keep here, yes" said assistant Lutfiah

"Yes mbak, thank you" the assistant immediately left after storing her food or a small table next to Reno sitting down.

"Eat first Ren, you haven't had breakfast, have you? it's still early in the morning you come here" said Lutfiah gently making Reno more powerless to hold back her tears.

Lutfiah lets Reno cry off the weight of his heart.he stays seated while playing his cell phone.Even when Revan has gone to the office through the side door he still does not leave Reno, he still does not leave Reno, he knew when he was angry Revan could not speak even with a soft speech.

"Ren, eating was almost cold" said Lutfiah when he saw Reno speechless.

"Thank you, why bother?" revan said slowly.

"Quick at the meal, cook yes I want your bribe, it is not possible hehee" said Lutfiah make Reno more condolent.

"Here do I eat mbak?" tanya Reno pointed at a plate with rice and some side dishes and vegetables on it.

"Yes Ren, daritadi is also said, right? a quick bite to eat, there is a morning class on campus" said Lutfiah smiling knot.

Reno takes the plate with a feeling of uncertainty, very lucky dapet patient wife and understanding kayak gini. Inner Reno stared at the nanar plate in his hand.

"Udah mbak, thank you very much yes, forgive my mistake mbak already make a commotion early in the morning" said Reno after finishing his breakfast.

Lutfiah repeatedly scooped the air greedily, trying to arrange his heart as best as possible so as not to make Reno more depressed.

"Bak don't know for sure your problem Ren, mbak also not too close to Keisya, actually what's going on, mbak want to know if you can" asked Lutfiah gently.

"I did cancel our marriage mbak, I can not afford to continue this marriage in a state of forced, I have to, not only am I alone tormented but I am afraid that Keisya is also tormented by my attitude or vice versa" Reno explained

"just that? or is there something else that holds up in your heart, or is there already another woman's name that has been kept tight for a long time?" cecar Lutfiah makes Reno more wrong.

Lutfiah saw Reno gelagat from the corner of his eye, as a lecturer of course he understood very well how to deal with many different characters he met every day, he said, luckily he had majored in psychology so that it was easier to read someone's character.

"Why silence Ren? is there anything wrong with the question?" ask Lutfiah again

"Why not talk from the beginning if indeed you already have the choice of Ren, why should I accept my father-in-law's request if you are heavy to let go of the others?" lutfiah said wisely.

"I'm no longer in any relationship"

"If it wasn't then?"

"I have loved others for a long time"

"Then do you survive the uncertainty that causes you to hurt other women and their families?"

"It's not like that"

"Trus what do you mean? please explain in detail"

"I do love other women, but she already has her own happiness"

"Establish already? so why do you hurt yourself just for loving someone who obviously didn't choose you, you're willing to keep your feelings in check but sacrifice the feelings of another woman and her family Ren" the word Lutfiah makes Reno shut up instantly.

"Who is that woman if I may not know, calm do not be afraid, I am not a person who frontally opens the disgrace of others, believe it" urged Lutfiah.

"Kinara mbak" said Reno getting down because of his guilt.

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Lutfiah fell silent once the name of his sister-in-law was mentioned, it was not taboo anymore for him if Kinara was a lot of likes, she was also a sister-in-law amazed by Kinara's polite and gentle but firm personality.

"And you're still hoping that my sister-in-law will see you as a man?" tanya Lutfiah looked fixedly at Reno who had lowered her head since then.

"No mbak"

"Do you want to ruin my sister-in-law's happiness with her little family?"

"No mbak"

"Do you know, if you were in Azka's position what would you do if your best friend ruined the happiness he had?"

"I. I don't accept mbak"

"And when do you expect something that is not meant for you?"

"I don't know mbak"

"Okay, now that everything has happened, you can't force someone Ren's feelings, at least think rationally, Kinara and Keisya even though they are twins still they are two different people. you can love Kinara, but look at Kinara being happy with her life, can you destroy her happiness for your ego? then Keisya who had a mental trauma since childhood, their lives are both much different Ren, Kinara with all the attention of parents and family makes her grow into a tough and mentally strong person while Keisya, with all the attention of her parents and family, makes her grow up to be a strong and strong person, since childhood has experienced mental destruction slowly to a dozen years, Kinara lived with the affection of father and mother, while Keisya grew up in an environment that is not potential with many threats that he received, he said, do you still want to be concerned about your ego? you think Kinara wasn't depressed the first time she found out they were in a match? Kinara was forced to marry and so did Azka Ren, they both had to, and if now they were happy it was because of the prayers and support of parents, our role as parents, our role as parents, and if now they were happy it was because of the prayers and support of parents, our role as parents, and the sincerity of both of them accept destiny, until in the end God opens the door of their hearts both to love and love each other until the birth of the twins Keenan and Keana, for Keisya, she's changed a lot after Ren's hyacinth, you think Keisya changed because of who? because we as a family, as parents and as friends for him, we want Keisya to be healed and God will grant, and now you destroy his hope for you with your own ego, and look last night my father-in-law had to be hospitalized as soon as you heard about your decision to cancel your marriage, and what about your mother, still have the heart of you hurting her who loved Keisya so much as her own son?"

Lutfiah's regret finally evaporated all, how not all this time he just silently listened to every problem faced by his husband's family. Lutfiah sighed regulating his bawling breath as he spoke at length from earlier with heightened emotions.

"Now see your mother, you don't need to see my father-in-law, go as far as you can don't look at our family anymore, you know for yourself how Revan is, you know how Revan is, he will never forgive you again if you are still hanging around here. someday if you regret your decision today, come with a new heart, he said, sincerely apologize to Revan and my father-in-law as well as our family especially Keisya, the situation is still hot and precarious Ren, try to understand, your mother must be worried about you, your mother must be worried about you, go see him at the hospital, last night I met Dimas and Arkan, they're waiting for you, go solve your problems with them" Lutfiah explained.

"I'm sorry, but can I ask one thing for help?"

"What, just say it"

"Submitted my move to Kalimantan without anyone's knowledge including Azka and Kinara and my family and all my classmates on campus"

"What?" Lutfiah immediately turned to look at Reno with a look of disbelief.