KINARA (Tresno Soko Kulino)
The S2 Part 15
"Today your schedule is Kei therapy, you can not nemenin, later on between mama and Hanan mas" said Mr. Kinar when we were preparing breakfast.
It has been two weeks I live with the family of in-laws mbak Kinara. The beginning is indeed difficult for me to adapt to the new circumstances in this house, but Kinara's gentle mother-in-law attitude slowly made me feel at ease.
Moreover, the two little twins Keenan and Keana who color my days in this big house. every morning Mama Hanna always took me jogging with the twins and we came home to stop at the porridge stall of mama's subscription.
Mbak Kinara of course has been alert in the kitchen since dawn to prepare breakfast for you and your family.in addition to his busy being a prospective CEO of the company, mbak Kinara never forget his responsibilities as a wife, mother, student, and boss who support hundreds of employees.
Although tired of all his routines, I never saw Kinar mbak complaining all kinds, He always looks cheerful and continues to smile even though he is actually also tired.
During these two weeks I also have a new activity every mbak Kinar and mas Azka there is a lecture schedule.me and Mama Hanna take care of the twins. if Mama Hanna is having business outside of me with sister Ema and the other assistants who are keeping the twins together.
I think those who live and work for Mama Hanna often change as I usually see and I hear stories from my friends in the cottage whose parents have business and always change it turns out that they have been working for years with this family.
I swallowed the last mouthful of my breakfast before answering Kinar's words.
"Later to go home from therapy mama want to invite you to stop by the foundation because mama has not been there for a long time" said mbak Kinar again
"Yes" that's all I can say.
At nine o'clock in the morning Kinar and her husband went to campus, the twins were already with sister Ema and sister Reni. I was getting ready in the room to go.
Only after the pants and shirt shirt and pashmina that I use today. simple and in accordance with my style that does prefer to wear pants rather than skirts let alone continue.
It is true said doctor Fritz and Hanan mas if me and mbak Kinar two different people. in terms of style dress alone is much different let alone our characters are really different.
Sister Kinar who always looks calm wearing a robe and hijab closing the chest, as well as her manners and courtesy are indeed much different from me who is always indifferent but tasteful attitude, affairs, attitude, it all depends on how others act to me.
"Well, Hanan is here, is there no schedule for college or work?" ask me when I'm on the porch.
"Lecture noon, so you can still take her to the doctor, where's Hanna?"
"Mama's still ready, has breakfast?"
"Alhamdulillah is already"
"Mas, can't you hear?" I asked Hanan with a soft voice. Mas Hanan only answered with a ring only.
Ake frowned, I have been looking for information about Reno mas from Hanan mas for almost a month but still nil. I don't know why I still feel at home to look for it until now when it is clear in injuring me.
"Pathetically, I also have asked the boarding house keeper also do not know, to the bakery Bu Fitri also only met his employees" explained Hanan again.
"Hufft, even though I just want to ask for an explanation, but why is it so hard" my mind
The loud voice of Mama Hanna made me stop asking again.I saw Hanan smiling knot.
"Be alone with you guys, don't be a mate" Seloroh mama Hanna teased us
"We leave now madam, the car is ready" said mas Hanan politely
"No need to be stiff that nan, Kei come on" said Mama Hanna pulled my arm. mas Hanan had walked in front of open the car door for both of us.
"Later to stop by the foundation first, Mas, I have not looked at foster children there for a long time" said Mama Hanna.
I did not understand what foundation Mama Hanna meant because just this time Mama Hanna took me there.
Along the way we were silent only once in a while I heard my mother talking on the phone with someone until we arrived at the hospital and I did therapy with doctor Fritz.
"So far what are you feeling?" ask Dr. Fritz.
"Much quieter than before" I replied
"Think of him no, sorry"
",Yes, Doc, I just want to ask for the real reason" I replied.
"That's it, but my advice as your best friend, if you're tired of quitting yes, don't force something that you can't achieve yet"
"Yes doc, thank you"
"Where is your father's condition?"
"Dad is healthy and still living at Revan Doc's house, did the doctor never see you?"
"No"
"This is my hospital, my father is also here often"
"Even though this is a hospital owned by the president even though there is no obligation I have to meet him at all times, I have a schedule that has been arranged, let alone your father is a busy person, CEO loh"
"Kan mbak Kinar who will replace"
"There is no official handover, and your father has not officially resigned. Kei, everyone's busyness is different, my example if not trust and a direct request from my master Denias also can not be in front of you now, either, mas Hanan was appointed as your bodyguard also not because of his wishes but the wishes of your brother-in-law, although every day Hanan was always at home, but not every minute met Azka or Kinara right? especially Hanna's mom and Anderson's dad. Kei, every time all humans always interact with new people in the history of their lives, try to imagine you who used to know nothing now in the end you know about who you are, who you are, your family, right? you who used to know nothing about school, about pesantren let alone education, especially religion, in the end now you know right, even you have many new friends in the cottage" explained the doctor at length.
I immediately nodded in understanding, this time I really realized where my shortcomings lay all this time.and is it wrong if there is hatred arising in people who have died?