KINARA (Tresno Soko Kulino)
The S2 Part 19

Today my sister-in-law came to my own house without being accompanied by sister Revan.mama Hanna and papa Anderson were going to Handoko's grandmother's house, and, and mbak Kinar was taking their two children for a walk while mas Azka was busy renovating his new house which was five houses away from here.

Today I do not have any consultation schedule and go anywhere, just stay at home with mbak Reni and bik Siti. and I also help their activities to not be saturated.

And lucky that Vivi came at the right time, I needed a friend after all the homework was done. if not in front of the television, you are fiddling with mobile phones looking for new things that I did not know before.

"Don't you know if you want to come?" ask me when I open the door

"There is no plan, because the red date of the campus holiday so mbak here as well as your jengukin, your favorite food" mbak Vivi handed me a paper bag containing food boxes.

"This is what you made? this what?" I smell the scent of the box

"Same ijo bean porridge legit layer cake"

"Well, we eat together mbak, but really bring only two boxes, the others do not go later"

"Hahahha is already in Revan's car in a quiet car"

"Oh..kak Revan is coming?"

"Yes, still stopping at Azka's new house, he said you want to see the renovation of his house, Kinara where?"

"The twins walk to the park like if not to the mall"

"Only?"

"No, with Sister Ema and the driver"

I stepped into the kitchen carrying the two boxes and moved the contents to the container and then brought it back to the front.

"Public holidays aren't streets?"

"No, want to do mending at home, bored want to walk because every day also the road outside the house hehehe"

"Ooh, I'm going to go to my dad's place next weekend mbak, invited by Kinara mas Azka said his father kangen with his grandson"

"Oh yes Azka also said, last night stopped by the house from work, the plan we all will go there together but wait for Aunt Hanna as well as Anderson coming home from Handoko's house said"

"Oh that way, rame dong will be his vacation"

"Hahaha you're Kei"

For a moment we were both silent with the activities of each enjoying the porridge of beans made by mbak Vivi. until something appeared in my mind that I had been keeping tight.

"Sir, have you heard from Reno?" my question suddenly made Vivi surprised.

"Rre ... Reno's? did he come home?" ask Vivi to reverse my question.

"No way, I never got any word from Reno?" ask me but only Vivi's headband that I got in response.

"Why do you still think of people who don't think of you at all Kei?, no, Reno might have been happy with his own life, just pray, don't hope, you're not a soul mate" bright mbak Vivi makes me suddenly no tasteful anymore swallow the rest of the ijo bean porridge.

I lowered my head to hide my tears, this is the umpteenth time people say that I let go of Reno mas which has actually scratched the wound not only on me but also on my family and his family.

"Sorry Kei, I didn't mean it that way." said Vivi suddenly feeling guilty maybe because she saw me quiet and lowered her head.

"No papa mbak, I'm just still sad, why he didn't want to give me an excuse when I canceled our wedding, I just need an explanation mbak" said I was sad

Ms. Vivi took a deep breath and smiled and shifted her seat right beside me.

"Kei, I understand your feelings, the logic, if he is a brave man, he will definitely come to meet you and father to apologize, but the truth is that until today is not it? it's been more than two months since Kei, even to this day did he tell you once? didn't you? so why do you expect him to come back for an explanation? your life is still long Kei, Do not compare with others, you deserve to be happy even without him. there are still many men out there who might just be one of them God has chosen for you, move on dong" vivi said at length made me feel like I was watering in the middle of a hot desert.

"What's wrong if I ask for an explanation from Reno?"much

"You know the answer, don't you, so why do you hold out expecting him to know what you're feeling, ask me one thing?" mbak Vivi is looking at you.

"What?" ask me curious

"Are you starting to love Reno?" asked Vivi who made me shut up.

I just realized one thing, did I start loving Reno after she decided to leave? I worry about my own feelings. Is this me?

"Kei, I don't ask you to answer, I can already guess, love him with prayer, pray for his goodness and your kindness, if you are a match someday God will bring you together, if not, then enough you stop when you feel tired, if one day there will be someone waiting for you at the end of the road, then accept him as your guide who will accompany you until you get to the destination.You can definitely" said mbak Vivi calmed me.

"Please mbak" I immediately burst into his arms and cried dumbstruck.

***

"Mas, are you sure you're not in love with your ex-fiance?" ask a woman in her forties who still looks beautiful while holding me a little girl of seven years old

"Come on Tan, I still feel guilty about him"

"No kangen?"

"Hem"

"That smile, sorry Ren Aunt never saw the contents of the message on your phone, it was just a message from him, have you ever deleted?"

"Huh, Auntie open my phone?"

"No need to be surprised, sorry because you often forget not to bring a cape yes just aunty open, any more hape as expensive as that you continue to winain at home. even tulalite hape that you carry everywhere" said Aunt Meri

"Yes no papa Tan, because it has old school that many important numbers, want to replace lazy"

"If the message has never been deleted for months means important also dong mas Ren, yes not Ci kikik"

"Aunty can do it"

"Tante was also once young Ren, do not let you one day regret, and if that time comes and you want to return but already can not try?"

"Au ah Tan, even ngawur here and there anyway"

"Hahaha" Aunt Meri laughed at Reno's flushed face.

"Ma, um Leno unya acal huh?" asked the beautiful little girl to her mother who was greeted with a loud Reno laugh.

"Bahhahahaaa" Reno laughed

"Iya om Reno has a girlfriend, beautiful like her princess mama" said Aunt Meri pinching the fat cheeks of the child's bulging.

"Om I'm looking for by right?"

"Hahahaha, astaghfirullah Aunt mending bring it in, long time I got the Angel cedal virus" said Reno

"Involuntarily make you laugh from the moody mute work back home" said Aunt Meri.

"This old mama still likes Reno mas, not ashamed of the same age" said Arzan who passed the three of them on the terrace.

"Where are you Zan?" ask Reno

"You pick up mas Gito in front of the terminal, don't come, I'm not nawarin" replied Arzan from ceplos

"Anjai Lo, go Sono" Reno exorcised with an annoyed smile.