KINARA (Tresno Soko Kulino)
The S2 Part 25
POV Keisya
For two days now I really rest at home. Doctor Fritz routinely came home for two days to see my condition as well as see the small notes that he always gave me.
Just like today, Doctor Fritz had even come since nine in the morning because there was a therapy schedule with other patients during the day.
"So this is all your notes for a week?" I asked her when we were in the back garden
"Yes doc" I replied calmly
"Em, how did you feel when you first heard that woman mention her?"tannya
"Shock, my chest was pounding, my breathing was instantly tight, and I suddenly went limp" I replied honestly
"Now to be honest, are you still hoping for her?" ask Doctor Fritz to look at me
I looked down trying to hide my true feelings, my fingers were busy choosing the end of the cardigan I was wearing.
"I feel sick here when I remember him doc" I said, beating my chest. it was only the first time in my life that I felt this much longing for someone who had even inflicted a wound on me. I don't know when this feeling came about, I really don't know. all I felt was pain when I remembered her.
For a moment I cried and Doctor Fritz remained faithfully sitting beside me while playing his phone.When my crying subsided, Doctor Fritz did not even hesitate to give me his handkerchief to wipe the rest of my tears.
"It's quiet?" ask her
I nodded while wiping my tears. "Sorry doc" I said making her laugh.
"If I'm still a bachelor, let me treat your wounds Kei, hahaha anjai do not tuh" his chatter made you immediately pat his arm slowly.
"Apaan anyway, flirtatious. There is Aunt Hanna if you hear it can be in the dock" said I laughed
"Hahaha joking doang, let you laugh, melow continues anyway, people if you just fall in love anyway so innate melow continues hahaha" he said the more tempting me
"Iish what the heck ah, do not be loud his laughter, embarrassed at hearing people in the dalem" said I
"No papa, justin aja, they will not be surprised let alone Aunt Hanna, rarely see I can laugh off hahaha" he said with a big laugh.
"Udah ihhh I went inside deh" threatened me with a scruffy face.
"Intermezo used to be Kei, you can't really joke, calm they won't kepo kok, if anyone is jealous could be hahahaha"
"Jealous? weird hahaha" I said with a big laugh
"Oh really, even if he gets horrified and knows your true feelings, it could be to get to the house he who melow" always makes me laugh out loud
"Whatever but if my words ever happen one day really how?" she asked with a serious face looking at me.
"Don't mess around, doc, I don't know when I'll last" I replied.
"Ask your heart, if he's a good and responsible man, he's definitely not going to waste a woman as good as you, and he'll definitely come to apologize, but yes once again his name is human in his heart only he and God know, we can not guess the contents of the human heart Kei, as I have said before, if you feel tired, you feel tired, stop and live your life in the future without a shadow of the past" he said at length as usual.
"Thank you doc"
"Your heart is soft, even after so many painful things in your life over the decades, you can still forgive the person who has inflicted the wounds on you and your family" she said
"It's all because I've forgotten all the pain I've ever felt, and back when I was at that point, only one person was always there for me, only Nanny has always cared for me like a child since I was a child, even I call her mommy, she's the most meritorious person when I'm at the lowest point who knows nothing, has no purpose, has no purpose, and I know nothing of the outside world except from the mouth of the Asih that I often call mommy when we were both".I remember the sad moments of my decades-long life.
Doctor Fritz sighed at my story, I'm sure he already knew a lot about my past and my family, for that he just kept quiet to hear me tell.
"You're great, I'm proud of you" he said, holding tightly onto my shoulder with his hand.
"Thank you doc, thanks to the doctor I can get through this, can I call doctor sister?" I said I don't know where I asked her to call her sister.
"Sister?" he shouted with round eyes.
"Yes big brother" I said again with a firm tone
"For once, you have considered my sister Kei, you, Kinara, Azka already like my own sister.om Anderson is my uncle so the Azka family is all my family" he said smiling happily.
"But really, if only I had met you first, maybe you were the one I married Kei" he said again teasing me
"Hahaha, anjai, don't do that ah, kasian wife sister at home waiting" I replied
"Haha"
"Yes I've come home, yes, it's already twelve and a half hours, at one hour I have to meet a patient with severe depression" he said goodbye
"Yes, my brother, be careful" I said changing the call
"Ehm, sarangheyo, kamsahamnida" he said, imitating a Korean accent.
We walked past the side yard and drove him all the way to the front yard.
When passing the boundary of the terrace of my eyes so whistling with the mas Hanan who was looking at me fixed. he smiled clumsy and then turned his gaze in the other direction.I just remained silent without responding.