KINARA (Tresno Soko Kulino)
The S2 Part 26

Today the father and family from the village came to the house of Mama Hanna. The initial plan from last month we who will visit the village never materialized because of some obstacles that could not be avoided.

Even Arini also came because she missed me, he said. he was willing to ask permission a week from the cottage just because he wanted to come to meet me, especially Kinara who was since childhood only he heard his name but never met in person.

Which makes me wonder Bulik Sri brought a titan from her front neighbor who was none other than Hanan's parents. Bulik Sri said maybe as an apology to have been angry a few months ago and at the same time a loving speech to give decent work for Hanan.

I just smile to respond because for me there is nothing to forgive, and for thanks should be the same mas Reno, because as far as I know the person who contributed to give a job in the company is mas Reno not me or my family. mas Reno is the one who helped Hanan a lot during this time. but let one day be answered myself without me answering it.

We were all gathered in the backyard, connected because today was the weekend, Brother Revan and his wife were also present. only Azka mas who did not join because he was busy with the construction of the cafe plan and the new house they would occupy. although he said the workers were being liburkan for two weeks, Azka mas still prefer to be busy outside the house from morning until afternoon rather than gathering with family. the hardworking and lucky type mbak Kinar so wife who is not much demanding even though he is also super busy.

Today we are making a menu of food from the city of origin wife om Denias, chalk food typical native of tana Luwu because wife om Denias bloody mixture of Java and Sulawesi.

We had lunch in crowds, throwing jokes at each other and occasionally exchanging food if there was something they didn't like. only this time in my life have I been in the midst of people who loved me so much. and if I remember anything fatal a few months ago, it would have been foolish to waste all their love on me.

Thanks to Doctor Fritz I'm now slowly becoming a different me. and yes I felt for myself the sensation that I felt when I was doing positive things that I had never done in twenty years of my life.

I never thought for two years I was back with my biological family which_already not intact_because mom left us first.

Remembering my mother, I can only remember the photo that was always neatly stored in my small wallet, whether since when the photo was there, or not, as far as I'm concerned the only person who knows anything about me is just a nanny who took care of me since I was a child, Asih. it may be that he has kept the photo in my small wallet which since I was a teenager, a gift from a pity on my fifteenth birthday.

Several times mbak Kinar invited me to make a pilgrimage to mother's grave every Friday to send prayers. back then I could only hold my longing in silence and_guilt_ has been the cause of my mother dying after all these years mother endured with her longing for me.

I still feel guilty for what has happened to my family, especially since Kinar has endured years of ignorance, years of sticking to one lie the family did just for the sake of protecting her and for the sake of bringing me back into their arms. I should have been more grateful and grateful to her who had been able to endure the millions of pains she had received over the years. his longing for the figure of the younger brother that he considered to have left until finally our mother also followed leaving first.

They say that Kinar's mother is a duplicate of his mother, there is no duplicate father attached to him, whereas I am a duplicate father and half mother and a bit of stubborn Aunt Amira. I do not know what to describe the figure of the deceased mother like because since childhood I remember only the Asih that I called mommy and papa Anthony. I really don't remember anything about my birth mother.

"Wawan wants a proposal next week" said Paklik Kardi after spending a bowl of chicken chalk.

"Who is safe? you Di?" ask Denias to dad.

"As much as he is, his son only said last night if next Sunday wants to propose, because Rena has been living just as beautiful since two days ago" replied the father without turning his head.

"Kei, in two days your nanny and her son will come here" said Denias to me without responding to the words of father.really they are childish brothers-in-law.

"Mommy wants to come here? really?" I said I was enthusiastic to hear it

"Kok did not talk anyway mas, from the first always so nothing suddenly" protested the father heard the words of his sister-in-law.

"The boss, aren't you me, aren't you?" sahut om Denias stared at papa Anderson.

"Oh yeah, that's why it's a bother" said papa Anderson.we all laughed together to hear papa Anderson's babble.

***

"Why Ren, ask me" said Aunt Meri without turning her head.

"Tante called my mom in the village when I was sick?" ask Reno carefully.

"Oh that, yes Dimas who called first to your phone Ren, why?" aunty Meri.

"Oh, that's okay, my mom didn't say macem, did she?" ask Reno curiously

"Just tell me Ren, why you never tell your mother and sister anyway, they worry Ren, as a child you should give news even though only say hello" advice Aunt Meri.

"I just don't want to think about pain" Reno said

"Had Ren, even if you never gave the news that made your mother think even sick, how the hell" said aunt Meri

"Yes, but I have to how Tan, if you still remember the problem yesterday, I do not want your mother to get sick, especially the Keisya family is looking for me" Reno said issued his uneg-uneg.

"who said they were looking for you? ask Dimas, they have no problem what has happened, even your former future-in-law feels guilty for forcing the will so as not to remember that his son needs mental support. your former future-in-law really regrets Ren, Dimas who told Auntie the same story last night" explained Aunt Meri

"Be...really?" tanya Reno felt both happy and sad at the same time.

"Ask Dimas, Aunt heard everything from Dimas, instead of the lecturer who helped you move here it's still his brother's ex-fiancee huh?" ask Aunt Meri

"Sister-in-law tan," Reno said briefly

"Well, try to get to him if you don't believe"

"We rarely communicated with Tan, because she helped me move without the knowledge of anyone including her husband, and if there was any news, it would be time to tell me, that's even if I text first, because he promised he would not ngusik me again if it had moved here.

"Yes, how about ren, Auntie doesn't know what to say, oh yeah have you never once been stalking her sosmed ex you?" ask Aunt Meri

"No, the same cement is also rare for Tan"

"Ren, from now on you have to tell your mother often, pity the time on the phone so much that she misses you"

"Yes Tan, anyways at the grandmother's place if you want to call SMS first, because it's difficult to network"

"Yes anyway, last night if not Dimas who called first, Aunt could not call there"

"Summer a corner."