KINARA (Tresno Soko Kulino)
The S2 Part 30

Reno POV

Kinara who I considered always carefree turned out to keep the wound so deep. his stubbornness and sincerity made me even more amazed but still I could not be his man.

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As time went on, one by one I knew the problems in their extended family.

At that time Azka's father himself came to me and the other three friends, asking for help in order to keep Azka and Kinara wherever they were because they were a valuable asset of their family.

It turned out that it was not easy being Azka and Kinara's personal bodyguards, even often we fought with each other because of trivial problems.

Lucky me and two other friends only as bodyguards at certain times until we all graduated High School.

Since graduation, all of us were busy with their respective affairs, Aldo and Ririn attended military and police education, Beno graduated from Oxford in accordance with his ideals so far, Fikar majored in medicine at the same university as Azka and Kinara, as did I, who was still waiting for the college entrance test, too, I majored in sports according to my skills so far as a basketball athlete.

Other girl friends, Cici entered the boarding school, whether what possessed her, the rancid and most chatty girl could be insyaf at graduation. Ririn and Nana, they return to their hometown and go to college while working part-time to help their parents.

I used to intend after graduating high school, wanted to focus on undergoing my mother's boarding business and focus on college until it was finished, but in fact the fate of life who knows.

It was precisely after graduation that I was the only one asked by Mr Anderson, Azka's parents to be Azka and Kinara bodyguards wherever they were? obviously tired, go early to pick them up at their parents' house, until the campus also still have to wait for them to go home, even though my class hours are over. not to mention if there is a schedule of courses that collide with the schedule to pick them up. Lucky there is one security guard who I want to work with to be their introductory pick-up. so when I was in an emergency because the killer lecturer would not want me to have to ask the security guard who replaced my duty. luckily Azka and Kinara want to understand. mr. Anderson didn't comment much either when I didn't pick them up.

Until one day a happiness and a heartbreaking event happened at the same time and day.

Keisya, twin sister Kinara had an accident while on the way from xx city to J city to attend the wedding of sister Revan. I do not know how the beginning happened.

A new friend of mine called her name Hanan, was struggling to get a phone call from her front neighbor because of a traffic accident on xxx street. along with that I also got a whisper from Revan's crew that Keisya had an accident on the xxx street the same location as Hanan's neighbor. Hanan left first, while I only followed after getting an order from Revan's sister to go to the hospital with Azka and Kinara.

Keisya was declared in a coma by doctors due to a violent impact on his head and possibly a result of his past trauma that left him in a coma. me and Hanan and the other bodyguards were finally given a new task to look after young Miss Keisya and also the nephew of the great master and I also just found out that Hanan's neighbor was none other than Keisya's cousin named Arini's.

I never thought there was such a ridiculous request from a father for his daughter just because of the will of a deceased person. great Lord Wibowo proposed to me that day after Keisya was declared unconscious and woke up from a coma.

Actually, for a few days I knew this would happen because I had accidentally stolen the hearing of Mr. Wibowo and my mother if they wanted to match me with Keisya.

With some consideration of the results of my discussion with mother and Azka, I, in the end I chose to accept the request of the great master as a form of my gratitude to him and his late wife who has contributed a lot to me and my mother.

Long story short after the engagement day I still heavy living life in compulsion, many times I tried to accept, but still can not. moreover, Keisya's slightly aggressive attitude in my opinion makes me even more careless.

Almost every three or four times a week Keisya sends a message and makes a phone call from the boarding school even though only twice I see him there because of Kinara's request the rest I only ask Hanan to represent me to visit Keisya just bring his needs from Kinara.

Many times Azka reprimanded my cold attitude, and I did realize, after the engagement day was indeed our wedding plans will be accelerated three months later that makes me feel depressed.

I did not feel mentally prepared to be the head of the household but had to be faced with the complicated choice of retribution. many times I had the courage to talk to Keisya to end our engagement but it always failed because I was nervous.

Until finally in the month approaching our wedding, when everything was ready from A-Z, I established myself to visit Keisya and take him for a walk to the city park and ended up eating at the cafe. that's when I said I meant to cancel our marriage.

A shock?

Yes, I saw a look of disbelief in Keisya, I had never seen it before, the first thing in my life saw a woman crying other than my mother because of a mistake I made.

For some reason after saying my wish to cancel our marriage, there was a handful of regrets when I saw the tears flowing from the face of Keisya ayu. something pierced in the corner of my heart, but I couldn't cry, I just stared in his face and looked down because I didn't want to see him cry.

Keisya still had time to hug me for a while before he finally left the cafe. I still saw him standing in front of the parking lot calling someone, but I just kept staring at him without wanting to keep him away.

Two hours after his departure I felt guilty and immediately looked for him in every corner of the place we visited earlier, because I remembered Arini's message when picking up Keisya at the cottage, which was the place we visited, if Keisya does not know the direction and does not know the ins and outs of this city.

Many times I contacted him but he ignored my calls until at the moment I really felt like giving up Keisya finally answered the call and said he was in the mosque not far from the city park.

Somehow there was pain when Hanan's name he mentioned when we talked on the phone. Without cue I immediately ascertained his state even though a little away and keep distance.

Until the night after the Maghrib prayer I left Keisya with Hanan at the mosque.I am sure that Hanan is the one who is able to keep the women marwah.

I don't know why I cried when I left the town where Keisya lived, there were no tears or regrets when I said I wanted to end our wedding plans, but when I saw her crying in front of the mosque made me feel sorry for incising wounds on her, I never remembered for a few months if Keisya was different from Kinara, Keisya lived in pain for decades and now I'm the one who added that pain to him.