
The morning sun begins to greet in the eastern horizon, the dew points are still left on the leaves of green and yellow nun. I took a breath many times after stopping a few minutes ago because I was tired.
After dawn, Mama Hanna asked me to jog she said she had not jogged for a long time because of illness, but just one week ngadep mattress did not say anything because of illness.
"You tired?" mama Hanna asked as I stopped and sat on a wooden bench in the garden of the complex.
"Capek ma, ngos-nothing this, porridge subscription already open yet ma?" ask me
"Udah, all of us stop by the twins' house" replied the mother giving a suggestion.
"Let's go, I miss them too"
Finally we decided to go to our subscription chicken porridge, only after stopping by the house of Mbak Kinar.
Kinar and her husband had moved a month ago in their house not far from Hanna's mother's house, and now Azka had also started the plan of building a cafe, which was also, his new venture will start in the stub this year.
The twins have also begun to learn to stand.Their age is nine months more. The twins were born a month after our engagement, and three months later our relationship ended. That means it's been six months since my story ended with Reno.
Still can't believe that if I can survive that long, according to Doctor Fritz who handles me, I've recovered the remaining 85% depending on God and myself he said.
My relationship with Hanan mas also has melted like never before who had kept their distance. mas Hanan is still a polite and very caring Hanan marwah women.
Now I am also more religious after a few months of focusing on continuing to teach and learn the Qur'an in the company of Hanan.so said mbak Kinar anyway.
Even now I have also taken part in the boutique to design clothes that we will sell and show when there is a certain fashion show.
Now, Kinar also taught me the strategy of making clothes online and still serve customers who order clothes directly from our boutique.
One of the many things I learned as a life lesson after our relationship ended, if we don't have to impose a will, then, because all the affairs of human life there is a determinant depending on how we multiply grateful and trying to be a good human being.
Now I just learned to sincerely accept the dark story and make peace with the past, although I admit my feelings still hope he returns despite just apologizing. I confessed my feelings after several times I tried to convince myself that it was just a false excuse, but in fact I couldn't even just hate him.
Every second is only the best prayer for him hopefully can get a better soul mate than me.
"Kei, how come you're dreaming, don't you want to pesen?" mama asked Hanna to throw my daydreams while we were sitting on a bench outside the chicken porridge tent.
"Aja aja cool, I'm still ngosan this" I said lying while stomping my feet that felt a little cramp.
"Okay, it's usually, isn't it?" ask Hanna's mom again
"Hem" I answered briefly. I lowered my head trying to neutralize my feelings that suddenly changed when I remembered Reno. How are you doing with him there? are you alright?
I went into the tent after Mama Hanna called me because the order was already on the table.we ate voraciously and without speaking. after eating, the mother ordered porridge for the child and her daughter-in-law also their household assistant.
"For my grandchildren, how many are there, sir?" ask Mama Hanna.
"As usual, madam" replied the seller
"Wait a minute, you forgot not to bring Kei wallet, fight how is this mah??" said mama confused reach into all pocket clothes and pants.
"I have money with me, all 60 thousand right sir?" my many.
"Yes, miss"
"It just so happens that I bring money pas hehehe" I said reaching for the money in the pocket of the pants and giving it to the father of the seller.
"Thank you miss, always be healthy" he said
"yes amiiin"
We passed from the tent to walk together to the house mbak Kinar. this weekend they are usually on a mini vacation in the park behind their house.
"Ma, when will you go back to Germany?" I asked when we were close to the house of Kinar
"Next week, mama came, you can be alone at home just like Bik Siti, because mbak Reni follow mama to Germany" replied mama
"Hem, mending me to the father's house in the village aja ma, do not dare in such a big house alone just the same bik Siti."
"Relatedly? what if you want to deposit Quran memorization?" ask mama
"Later it can be arranged ma, after all Hanan is the person of understanding bin kindhearted" I replied impressed exaggerating
"Yes how do you want it, lah, mama there is also not sure when to go home because all of you want to see aunt Kris who is old and sickly" explained mama
"Who is Kris's aunt?" ask me curious
"His grandmother was Doctor Fritz, who converted a year ago" said Mama Hanna
"Wow, subhanallah family sir doctor average convert ya ma"
"Yes including mama, Fritz was still the nephew of papa's cousin, they were a diverse family but still getting along, not distinguishing religion, not religion, mutual respect for fellow brothers because the mother-in-law of a native Indonesian and Muslim mother married a German woman who was a Christian and later converted."
"Ooh that, we have arrived ma, but how quiet yes, assalamualaikum" I said in front of the gate that was closed tightly
"yes, their collision at this hour was quiet, the phone first" said mom and grabbed the phone from her pocket.
"Where is your assalamualaikum?"
"Well, my mom is already at home you even go to my mom's house anyway, why don't you say kelean?"
"Yes, wait there, my mom came home and brought the porridge too"
"okay"
The phone connection was cut off and my mother's face looked upset.
"Why ma?" much
"They've been home since then it turns out, and yuk came home to my mom like this" he said pulling my hand
I just smiled to see that the childish mama was really cute. Despite being almost half a century old, Mama Hanna still looked young and fresh.
"pelan dong ma, besides not far too" said I
"Cold rush kei porridge"
"can still be in angetin at home ma, already ah slowly, mama will be sick again loh"
"Hem" she said at the end.
the distance of Hanna's mother's house and Azka's mas is only a nice separate house, but that's how sometimes mama is also often upset if again want to gather the same granddaughter even did not meet on the road. their goals are the same, hahaha