KINARA (Tresno Soko Kulino)
The S2 Part 83

"So you've known all this time about Reno? why didn't you ever tell us?" ask Kinara gently.

"This is Reno's request, also because the father feels guilty with Reno and his mother" said Mr. Wibowo looking towards his first daughter

"But it doesn't have to be this way well, you know, if they love each other right after they've split?" timpal Kinara

"Yes, I know, but I also don't want to impose my will on Reno, this is also the desire of Reno who does not want his existence in your knowledge, because of his guilt on Keisya" said Mr. Wibowo, sipping coffee.

Kinara seemed to be inching, and walked to the sink to store the dirty dishes used for their breakfast.he himself was confused what to say and behave how to deal with the reality he just knew.

During these three and a half years her husband and brother struggled to find Reno, but it turned out that their own parents were holding a meeting where Reno was.

"So now how's yah?" ask Kinara at last

"Let Keisya calm down first, about Hanan father leave it to Keisya, whoever he will choose is his right, if in the end Keisya choose Reno father will ask Reno to return, Reno will ask, despite having to destroy the self-esteem of the father in front of his mother and sister" said Mr. Wibowo in despair.

"Yes, hopefully Keisya can make the right decision" he said.

"Is Azka still looking for Reno?"ask the WIB

"Like yes, although not talking to me, even when we reunion here, Beno also had Reno, but we do not know what to answer, but we do not know what to answer, it seems that Beno had contact with Reno because Beno does not seem to believe what we are talking about, even Beno had thought that Reno could not be so" Keisya explained.

"That means Beno knows where reno is now? why don't you ask?"ask Mr. Wibowo

"Just Beno thinks that Reno is in Jakarta well, so Beno is confused and denied everything we tell" said Kinara

"Father also became confused Ra" added Mr. Wibowo, his forehead seemed wrinkled.

"Let's find out about Reno first" Kinara proposed

"Later to try Denias, I know he still has Danu address" said Mr. Wibowo

"And who is yah?"

"Nobody, but it looks like Reno still has something to do with Danu, dad also does not know who he is, but Denias you know who Danu even though he does not know" said Mr. Wibowo

"I mean giman the heck well, hahaha even I am confused, he said do not know but kok know? how the hell?" exclaimed Kinara laughed as she was confused by the father's words.

"Dad himself confused Ra, om Denias you once said that Reno is the adopted son of Danu, a famous contractor in Kalimantan who often works with the government for rural and inland areas" explained Mr. Denias.

"But Denias himself does not know who Danu is?" ask Kinara again

"Yes, you know yourself that you are a detective, information is so easy for him" replied Mr. Wibowo.

Kinara auto pat jidat so upset, upset but make ngakak. Their chat stopped when both Keenan and Keana came along with their baby sitter carrying a lot of groceries from the market.

"This mama I bought kayon walna cama gambal book" cried Keana with her cedar tone while Keenan seemed to walk casually while enjoying his favorite popcorn and then sat on the sofa in the corner of the dining room.

"Wow, opa's granddaughter bought crayons? make a picture of what, baby?" asked Mr. Wibowo holding his grandson and kissed many times until the toddler giggled amusedly.

"Not to cafe mas?" tanya Kinara welcomed the groceries from her husband.

"Later a bit unfortunate, weekend gini Gugun same Kriting must be the wake of noon" replied Azka.

"Mbok Yo in the advice that they want to weekend or not wake up still have to be morning, later if you have a household how if you wake up just noon continue" said Kinara

"Maklumi aja Bun, his name is young, let alone they have graduated first, Gugun plan also wants to open his own business in the field of furniture, if Kriting still thinks of his mother when to take the Hajj, his plan is also to open his own business in the field of furniture, though the money is enough he said wkwkwkwk" said Azka giggled considering the conversation the three of them some time ago.

"Let's be with the same father only Kriting's mother rather than waiting for a long turn" proposed Kinara

"It's also your suggestion Bun, later I ask the Kriting hopefully he agrees" said Azka

"I hope so" Kinara agreed

"From dawn I went to the boutique, wanted to check the rest of the cloth in the warehouse" he replied Kinara

"Oh yeah? tumbent"

"Again bete maybe"

****

"Ndin, I'm sorry for the last time, if you want to ask for an explanation, I will explain everything to you" Reno said guiltily

Today he did come to visit Andin's house to apologize before he returned home next Sunday which is only three days away.

Andin stared fixedly at Reno, trying to figure out the lie from the look in Reno's eyes, but all he found was a hurt feeling and guilt lingering in the young man's heart.

"Mas want to explain whatever I ask?" ask Andin

"Yes"

"Alright" Andin fell silent and pulled a long anfas.

"How do you feel about me?" ask Andin

Reno looked up because she did not expect Andin would ask her about it.

"Sorry, like a friend, like that" Reno replied hesitantly

"Did you still love that woman?"

"Yes, still"

"Then why don't you try for her, why drag me?"

"It's a long story, I've told you, right, that I was engaged"

"Why did it end?"

"at that time I was not ready and there were no special feelings for him, I broke off our engagement, then chose to go away so that he did not feel burdened with my mistakes, it turned out that I was wrong, after my departure, he was depressed and wanted to end his life many times, making me feel more guilty, since childhood he lived a life full of wounds, never feeling the affection of parents and families intact, for fifteen years living in the compulsion and pain that he himself has suffered for years, he does not know who his parents are, he does not know who his parents are, the person he thought his parents were apparently a psychopath who had killed his birth mother, and destroyed his family, he knew nothing, living in a cage made him never able to enjoy the outside world, he said, the doctrine he got from his foster parents made him a mentally unwell person, until one day he found an old photograph in the room of foster parents he called papa, and asked the assistant who had taken care of him since the baby, at first the assistant did not want to tell a story but because of the insistence of him finally the housekeeper told the story of his life since childhood."

"Since that time he knew how his life and why he had to live in a cage all this time, until one day the person he called with the call of his father invited him home, and there he began to devise a plan to escape with the assistant, he did not know if the assistant was a member of his biological family who was deliberately assigned to look after and care for him since the day he was lost, without the knowledge of his adoptive father"

"I know, I'm guilty, I should have treated her mental wounds, not added them, it was Doctor Fritz who had cured her depression, since the last time I left, she said, I did stay away from his family and my friends until this moment" Reno told a long story.

Andin lowered his head by occasionally wiping his tears.There were still others who experienced life more painful than him. Even though he had no parents, but he still had a family that cared about him. and what happened to the woman Reno told me about seems even more painful. having a whole family but living in the confines of a psychopath who has a mental disorder to damage the mentality of an innocent child for decades.

Reno fell silent with a sore heart after telling her everything about Keisya, although it might be painful for Andin.

"Do you still wish with him?" andin asked after a moment of silence.

"I can't and I'm afraid I'll hurt her more, which is why I don't dare to see her let alone her family" Reno replied

"Responsible with all your mistakes, meet him and apologize, you were wrong from the beginning and now you should have fixed everything, if you are fooling God has certainly given way" andin's advice.

Reno looked at Andin in disbelief, is it that easy for Andin to hold him responsible for his past mistakes?

"Ndin" Reno stared fixedly at Andin.

"Go, meet him and apologize, don't think about my feelings, I'll be happy if you take responsibility for your mistakes, I can't force your feelings on me, because I know it's not easy to forget him, I'll be fine mas" Andin said wiping his tears.

"His life had suffered since childhood, and it was the mas that added to that wound, the wound that had not completely dried up, though I was orphaned but God still gave me the family that was always there for me, he said, but he has a whole family but lives in decades of pain without knowing his identity and family" he continued.

"I'm sorry, sorry" Reno said guiltily