KINARA (Tresno Soko Kulino)
The S2 Part 116
In the corner of the room Keisya looked pensive, many things that made him feel the need to straighten something even though it was no longer possible he did.
He remembered what Doctor Fritz said last night when he came to visit him specifically at home.
"For what else did you wipe out Kei's past? Don't you feel sorry for Hanan? Hanan is sincere with you, no longer need you remember Reno, he is happy with his life without you" said doctor Fritz
"But there's still unresolved sis, I just want to meet her and want to hear her apology" Keisya's eyes chuckled at her wishes
"Make what? Reno just refused to meet you, have been kei, do you not feel sorry for your husband and children? Don't you think with you like this they don't feel sad? The past has passed, you no longer need to force it to return, you can't" said Dr. Fritz
"What's wrong doc?"
"Wrongly, for what else kei, Reno has apologized to Wibowo ten years ago, Reno himself who came to see him in the village at that time without your knowledge, without your knowledge, Reno himself who came to the house without any man, including his mother" said doctor Fritz made Keisya shook his head in disbelief.
"So, no lie, if Reno came to my father's house in the village, why don't I know?" ask Keisya not to believe
"You ask your father if you don't believe it, Wibowo told me after you graduated" replied Dr. Fritz
"Then why don't I know, brother?" ask Keisya to scream
"Because Reno herself asked not to meet you because of what? Because Reno does not want to burden you with something that is not necessarily able to manifest to you, Reno still wants to realize his ideals, still wants to realize his dreams, he said, and he does not want to burden you with all that, he just wants you to be happy with your choices without having to make you burdened with the mistakes he has made, he said, you think it's easy at the age of nineteen to have to go through a household hick without having a material and mental readiness?" doctor Fritz said he silenced Keisya
"Sister lies, not because of that, but because Reno loves mbak Kinara, love in silence even though mbak Kinara in fact already married mas Azka" cried Keisya rejecting the truth
"Kei, Reno has clearly refused to meet you, why are you still insistent? He was happy, Reno was happy with his choice, he had a family of his own, keep that in mind" Fritz's doctor said
"No" cried Keisya holding his head with his head lowered
"Whatever, if you insist on meeting Reno please do, but remember your husband and children before you regret everything" challenged doctor Fritz who was upset with Keisya's attitude.
Doctor Fritz passed by leaving Keisya's study and was surprised to see Hanan standing at the door with a difficult nosebleed.
Doctor Fritz let out a long sigh and patted Hanan on the shoulder while apologizing.
"I'm sorry, let him be alone first" said doctor Fritz and passed away leaving Keisya's house in a fit of annoyance.
Keisya did not know that Hanan was also crying behind the door, lucky that their two children had fallen asleep. It turned out that his six-year household trip was not as beautiful as he had imagined all along.
The wife he loved as sincerely, was still burdened with an unfinished past. That hard? how strong is their love to make the woman who has given him two children difficult to love him?
Hanan went back into the room and wanted to give Keisya time to reflect on everything.
Hanan stopped in the room of the firstborn who was sound asleep hugging a bolting pillow.
"Forgive your mother, son, if one day there is something that makes us distant, remain devoted to her until the end of her life, he is the most hurt by all the sacrifices he has made for the three of us, especially papa who has hurt him many times" Hanan's inner cry because he does not want to make his son wake up.
Hanan left the child's room after tidying up the blanket that covered Faras' body.
At three o'clock in the morning Hanan woke up and found Keisya asleep on his alphabet. There was pain in his heart looking at the face of the wife who was sound in his sleep.
"I'm sorry baby, if all this time I can't make you happy by marrying me, I've forced my will even though your heart actually refuses" Hanan said
Keisya woke up when he felt that someone was rubbing his head slowly.
"Mass?" said raucous.
"You overslept, I'm sorry waking up, it's three o'clock, want to pray tahajud all over or was it?" hanan smiled looking at his wife
Keisya got up and rubbed his face with his palm, then faced Hanan.
"I prayed earlier mas, sorry overslept" said Keisya slowly.
"Yes have been sleeping on the gih, mas want to pray first" said Hanan
"Yes" Keisya shuffled and obeyed Hanan's orders.
Hanan is indeed perfect as a husband for her, there is never any reproach.that Keisya is grateful for. but until now his feelings for the man only felt ordinary even though he had been gifted two children.
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"There were people who sent us dinner invitations" said bang Rendi that morning
"When was it sent?"
"So early in the morning there was someone who came here, I also did not know, said friends mas Reno"
"Oh yes already thank you bang, oh yes later in the day I want to go to the hospital to pick up mom, later if there is a friend I come here tell you directly to go to the mother's house only yes"
"Ready"
Reno reenters the house and sees an invitation to dinner at a famous restaurant, but without the name of the sender.
"What's so weird, why would anyone send an invitation without the sender's name?" said Inner Reno felt strange as well as alert.
"Hem, I have to invite Andin if the gini, the same Dimas also one man, just in case who knows there is an enemy behind the blanket" muttered Reno staring out the window.
his memory goes back to two days ago when doctor Fritz contacted him and asked him to meet with Keisya.
"What is Keisya? Ah no way, I have said I do not want to meet him, but it could be that he uses the gini way" said Inner Hanan guess.
So upset was too much to guess about the invitation he received, Reno finally desperate to contact Azka and ask for help one of the guards from the office of sister Revan and Azka immediately agreed.
"May be nothing" Inner Reno heaved a sigh of relief.