KINARA (Tresno Soko Kulino)
59 One problem solved!

I looked at the pale face sleeping in his sleep, I scanned every inch of the weakly lying man's body, there was a strange rumble piercing the recesses of my heart as I looked at his tightly clenched eyes. ah what is this feeling?

He was the man who had bound me sacredly before God 5 months ago, the blue net who always looked at me with a thousand implied meanings, beautiful lips that said the word akad straightforwardly, he said, the palm that I once held after the lawful word was spoken from witnesses and elders, must now lie weakly with everything that I never even knew before.

Oh mom saw it like this why does it feel like when I lost you?

What's wrong with my heart?

Is there anyone who should be present?

Shouldn't I be happy?

I hold her hand tightly, I say hello and then I kiss the back of her hand, in the end these tears fall.

"I'm sorry, I'm sorry for all my mistakes, don't leave before you hear my explanation, I don't know what happened to you all along, if there's me who's your burden, forgive me and please tell me what I should do for you?"

I felt a gentle swipe greeting at the top of my head, I looked up, I looked at the bluish bead, for a moment we met.

"Sorry" he said softly with a fluffy smile

"I'm sorry" I said the same word. For a few seconds we were silent drifting in each other's minds. For some reason this awkward feeling suddenly whack me. I bowed my face looking at my fingers that were still tightly grasping his hands.

Slowly I tried to let go but stuck, Azka further tightened her grasp making me blush in shame.What's wrong with me today?"

"Bye,"

"Yes?"

"Sauces"

"Oh seb...severa" I was nervous, what's with my heart rhythm beating irregularly like this?

DUUKK

"Auuuhh saa.kiit" said I stuck to my knee that stumbled over the end of the table when I was about to take mineral water.

"Ra you're not papa?" ask her to panic

"Engg..ah.no papa!" ah what's wrong with me?

I handed her the mineral water after I unsealed the cover. I turned towards the nightstand as soon as my eyes were round, apparently there was mineral water on the nightstand why bother walking to the sofa take water anyway?! curse me in my heart Because of being groggy, I duck trying to hide my shame.

"Bec"

I looked up, I grabbed a bottle of mineral water with my face half down, I kept the bottle on the nightstand right next to the bottle who had been standing there for some time.

"Where are you going?" ask her again as my feet are about to step towards the sofa.

"To the sofa" I replied with a clumsy expression that I obviously could not hide.but several times he accompanied me in the hospital never once I felt this clumsy.

"Here" he patted the side of the gurney

"Ma...ma....why what?" ask me nervously

"Sit down" he said firmly although his speech sounded weak.I shyly stepped up on the side of his bed.

"Ehmm..morning still" said brother Sean suddenly startled me. Hah I'm lucky I finally can save my heartbeat.

"Ck, if you want to die do not need most drama" said brother Sean pat one of his sister's legs.

Such a scene was rarely seen during our marriage, only a few times I saw the brothers chatting.

Shortly after the twins were born brother Sean brought his wife and children to their home that Sean had prepared himself as a birthday gift his wife.

After the incident a few months ago indeed papa and mother-in-law strictly forbid me to live in the apartment again. that's where my relationship with Azka became more tenuous because Azka rarely went home and preferred to live in an apartment or in a cafe where she worked.

Sometimes I also do not understand what is with her that covers all her own problems more. even until this moment I did not dare even just ask the cause he desperately wanted to end his life.

I decided to go out for a moment to look around the children's ward. It's been a long time since I've visited them. How are my favorite children?

"Young lady?" call someone behind me

"Yes?" I turned to look, apparently the middle-aged woman I had met at the cafe some time ago, the beginning of my quarrel with Azka who did not end until now.

"Eh, Hanum's mother is good morning" I said as I stroked and kissed the back of her hand.

"Young lady that's it, I'm so bad" he said

"I just do what I have to do ma'am" I said humbled

"Why is this, miss?"

"It just so happens that my cousin su...eh is sick so I take care of Semalem" I lied.

"O..oh where are you going?"

"You go to the children's ward ma'am"

"Oh what a coincidence I also want to go there, if that's what we can do together, let's miss"

"Ah.i.iya bu let's go, please mother Hanum first" said I invite him to walk first.

In my mind, why did he call me young lady? does he know I'm the son of the owner of this hospital? since I first met I never even recognized his face at all if he was a doctor let alone work in the hospital father. ah yes!

"Miss has breakfast?" ask her in between our steps

"Want breakfast with miss?"

"Huh?" I glared at his offer.

"Bo..could" I just answered he had turned a step towards the canteen located behind the hospital.

"Miss, I'm sorry" he said as we waited for orders to arrive.

"Yes? what's mom about?" I frowned hearing his words.

"I'm sorry for making such a fuss with the young lady and master Azka because it was my son at that time"

Deg

"This what? my mind was confused, he knew who I was and Azka was? oh my god what have I been missing all this time?"

"Ma...What do you mean mom?" ask me carefully

"Look, miss.." he paused "When I first saw the lady at the cafe, I remembered someone in my past, my best friend and comrade from our elementary school days. I remember like I've seen a lady but I forgot where exactly".

"And when the young master served my customers was also surprised because I knew his face, at that time I immediately asked one of my assistants to find out about the young lady and the young master."

"I'm sorry I heard your quarrel in the parking lot back then" he lowered his face making me feel embarrassed at once.

"Ah why be ilfill gini, still young I called young miss the same older" my mind menggelos.

"Sorry ma'am, does Hanum's mother know who I am and Azka is?" ask me curious

"Yes I know, even more than that I know"

"Huh?" really I was surprised by his words. "can you tell me a little?" ask me again

"It used to be the house of Amina's mother, my best friend since we were in elementary school, after graduation I moved to the city along with my parents who moved in on assignments, until we finally met back at high school at the same time Almarhumah transfer student, we were in the same class, he said, after graduating high school I decided to move to Sydney to continue my medical studies and settle there until completion.I decided to return to Indonesia when I was going to marry a noble here.

"I had never met her since then until one day I accidentally heard one of my husband's colleagues having his twin's third birthday, exactly fifteen years ago, that's when I was reunited with the late house and we established communication. but 5 years later I had to come to the Netherlands following my husband who was transferred to be a consulate there and our communication was cut off at that time.

"2 years ago I just came back here and decided to stay forever in my homeland.I accidentally met Mr. Wibowo and from there I knew if Almarhumah had passed away, I asked the lady for a childhood photo of me."

"I worked here only 3 months after the master came to see me some time ago in Singapore when I was visiting the house of one of the relatives there. he asked me to work because he needed a qualified obgyn doctor here, he said at the time and my husband agreed to it."

I nodded at her story, it was appropriate to call me young lady all apparently she knows everything about me. ah even being an ilfill.

"Sorry ma'am without reducing respect, please don't call me young lady, I'm only eighteen years old, I'm younger than Edwin's sister, consider me sister Kak Edwin bu" my door dropped down for a moment making him laugh.

"God this time I see the son of a CEO even the most respected person in the whole country does not want to be called young lady" he said in between his crisp laughter.

"Hehehe "I overcame him with a slow chuckle.

Our order menu just came apparently because the canteen is still open. We continued talking after all the food was gone.

"Akhh finally one problem is finished, thank God" I said thankfully.I continued my steps to the child ward that had been delayed earlier.but only a few steps ringing the device made me cancel it.

"Assalamualaikum hello father.."

" Yes I'm still in the hospital, you want to come here?"

"Yes I'm waiting, but Nara please don't talk about anything in front of Azka"

"Ok love you, Assalamualaikum"

"God may all problems be quickly solved, amiiin" I prayed

"Woi sembeb, here I bring breakfast" Aldo's voice suddenly startled me.

"Ck, you're late! I had a new breakfast from the cafeteria" I said

"Well, I'm late again, yes, I already eat dong if that's so. in..sana.." he said, pointing to the hospital park.

"Hmm, Azka nyariin Do later." I said

"Ck, beware aja ihh, nanggung nih I kelaperan where last night did not sleep, take care of your man, trus dawn-body boss papa asked me to come to your shuttle home, how not puffy nih eyes, so, responsibility little dong equal my sacrifice" protested without pause

"OKE" I deliberately raised a little of my voice while stepping towards the park with pursed lips. For some reason with my best friend this one I can ceplas ceplos not the same as the others.

We sat across from each other, I just stared flat at the two packs of rice he had bought, there was pity if it had to be wasted.

"Do, is that what Azka can do?" ask me

"Hem, take this actually for you anyway, but yes already for men you just have breakfast" he said casually.

"Do I miss anything?" ask me suddenly somehow this curiosity has been bothering me ever since.

"What?" tannya

"You got something from me that I never knew?" asked me to investigate. For a moment I saw the mimic Aldo's face changed but he managed to neutralize the atmosphere.

"No, you're just another baperan" he said

"Ck, you're just as they are, it sucks" I said as I walked away after grabbing the remaining pack of rice.

"Wooi the responsibility of lo belom is done carelessly" he shouted

"BODO VERY" I answered no less loudly.