KINARA (Tresno Soko Kulino)
60 True Regrets

"Do I miss anything?" ask me suddenly somehow this curiosity has been bothering me ever since.

"What?" tannya

"You got something from me that I never knew?" asked me to investigate. For a moment I saw the mimic Aldo's face changed but he managed to neutralize the atmosphere.

"No, you're just another baperan" he said

"Ck, you're just as they are, it sucks" I said as I stepped away after minieraih one pack of rice left.

"Wooi the responsibility of lo belom is done carelessly" he shouted

"BODO VERY" I answered no less loudly.

I continued my steps towards the child ward that had been delayed since. Because there's Sean's brother with Azka so I can disappear for a moment.

Brucks

"Ah sorry sir, sorry I didn't accidentally" I said looking down apologizing to the person I accidentally hit.

"Ah, no papa deck, sorry I was in a hurry" said the man as he passed forward, for a moment I saw his figure running away.

Arriving at the children's ward I accidentally met with brother Edwin (a substitute English teacher for Triana's mother aka student ppl, the eldest son of Hanum's doctor who I met earlier).

"Assalamualaikum kids" I said

"Waalaikum salam ummah" they did call me ummah, this children's ward is indeed a special room for cancer patients. Since marriage I was very rarely visited them and of course they are very enthusiastic to see my arrival.

"Ummah, this is our papa balu" said Khanza one of the leukaemia patients introduced Kak Edwin to me. ah my feeling so bad gini look at the attitude of Edwin's brother as if.

"Oh, what's his name?" tanyaku.

"Know me papa Edwin" he said twitching one eye at me. Iiih very good! my inner.

It feels too long inside here will even make me more sultry with the attitude of Edwin's brother made-up.

I talked to them one by one, hearing their complaints as long as I never came to visit. their euphoria while telling stories makes me feel a little guilty has gone through so much of their development especially their treatment over the years.

After I was satisfied I decided to leave. I know they still want to keep me here, even more so the appeal of Edwin in front of the children as if.ah sucks is a real annoyance to me today.

I do not refuse if I have to linger with them, just the presence and attitude of Edwin made my booster mood crumble dim.

In the end the ringing of the cell phone saved me from this gatel man.Yes from today the nickname of the gatel man I pinned on him.

"Assalamualaikum pa"

"Oh I'm in the children's ward"

"Yes I'm here now pa, assalamualaikum"

After taking a call from my father-in-law, I said goodbye to them and brother Edwin.

"Ra, together with ya I also want to say goodbye" he said again in the style of shhoook..

"Sorry brother I was in a hurry, because papa was waiting for me in the parking lot sorry yes" I decided to answer quickly before he talked a lot again, he said, I got out of the ward and ran as fast as I could to Azka's room.

hossh hossh soohh

My breath was stinged as soon as I got to the elevator door, I pressed the number 5 button where the VVIP room was located. indeed the special room of the hospital owner hehe.

The elevator opens and I'm coming in...

Blaam I was surprised apparently in the elevator there was someone who I accidentally hit earlier.I lowered my head in shame and went into the elevator. Ah apparently she also wants to go to my inner 5th floor.

Tin

We reached the fifth floor, when the elevator opened I sat with Sean's brother in front of the elevator door. He looked at me with a strange look, but smiled happily when he saw someone standing next to me.

"Hi distant cousin, how are you!" greet brother Sean as soon as we get out of the elevator.

Oh so this is the Azka family, why I just know.my inner self.I see for a moment they exchanged greetings let go. I decided to continue my steps but stopped when Brother Sean called my name.

"This is my sister-in-law Kinara" he told the man, but I turned to look at Sean's brother in confusion.

"Ra knew this Brother Fritz, my cousin from Germany" said brother Sean introduced me, I greeted him with a smile, I saw him extend a hand to me. I regretted that we met each other by name.

"Will not go home?" ask Sean's brother

"Yes, the twins again have a fever so can not go anywhere, bik Susi again returned home there is a celebration at her brother's house" he said

"Why not call mebak Reni aja, is he nganggur tuh if there are no hours of college week" said I gave a proposal

"You're in omelin mama?"The handle was ruffled waist "do not want ah risk, mama cherry if I ask her assistant to bring it home" he continued

"Well, I'll stop by the house when I get home" I said

"No. lo take care of your soft men" he told me

"Haaiissh has a sister there.."

"That being his wife is also heeii.."

"Yes elaaah kak, itung2 combo kangen same duo Az"

"No, once No yes stay No!"

"Hiish is very stingy, watch out I kidnap your son!"

"Wlee wlee if you can.the turn behind it again"

"Etdah.sono went home to make a sultry long here" my sergeant moved the sign's hand to expel him.

Brother Sean passed into the elevator.Before entering still I could hear his words mocking "basic brother-in-law hell".

"Not only singing, Brother Fritz keep my sister-in-law well, keep your eyes too" he shouted from inside the elevator which was almost closed.

"Ck, there is a way" my chat as I walk into Azka's room.

"Sean was like that a long time ago" said the Caucasian man beside me. ah yes I forget for a moment this man because of my unexpected chat with Sean's brother.

"Ehehe yes, brother, if at home also rarely get along with Azka, there is aja they debate" said I

"That's how they keep the compactness, sometimes I also envy them, can support each other under any circumstances" said Brother Fritz.

"Hahaha everyone already has a portion and all back to their own person aja.emang brother does not have a sister?"

"There, it's just that they're busy with their families"

"Ooh.." I just nodded my head in understanding to ask more afraid if he felt I was too interfered.We finally arrived at the door of Azka's room. I invited Brother Fritz first in.

"Assalamualaikum hi bro.." he said as he entered and greeted a strange look by Azka.

"What did you look at me like that?" he said he felt strange with Azka's gaze.

"Are you moslem?" asked Azka with a look

"Hehe, thank God I am a moslem now!"

"Whats?? are you kidding me?" ask Azka

"No, I am a moslem now!"

"Oh, thank God, so what did you do last night at my home when my friends and me go to the mosque for maghrib prayer?"

"Gue prayers in the prayer hall next to the living room" said Brother Fritz without guilt.

"Why not go along with all the sableng.I think you are still the old one, after all the pretentious and do not want to say if you want to come to the mosque"

"If I come with who's guarding your house anjir!"

"Hahahaha you've pinter our language here now yes.cepet very lo learn anjir" Azka's laughter broke upon hearing her cousin's speech.

"My wife is native Indonesian, yes it should be me"

"Huuu tosh used to be us" said Azka clenched her hands and was greeted by a fist also by Brother Fritz.

"Ehhm" I cleared my throat to break up the crowd due to the laughter of the two of them.

"Dear, from earlier? recognize this....."

I said it quickly before he continued. "Udah acquaintance was in the elevator, we are together with the kesininya" said I quickly put the rice package sitting on the nightstand.

"What did you bring?" tannya

"Nasi uduk from Aldo for you" I said

"Cock?" he asked in surprise, I knew he must be confused.

"Semalem he keeps you here with temen2, at dawn they come home Aldo trus pick me up at home told papa, he is late so buy two for you"

"Oh that" he said slowly with an unusual look, what happened to them last night? my inner.

"For you, you must not have had breakfast" he bargained.

"Udah was full from the cafeteria" I refused, I can still hear his heavy breathing.See the gurgle and attitude Aldo had and the attitude of Azka at this time, Azka, it makes me even more sure there's something they're hiding from me.

"You guys are fine in the new house, I just found out from Aldo that you're living in the house right now"

"Ba..Well, why?"he said like surprised

"Thank God if you're all right, will you eat?" bargained.

"Not first, just wait for mama dateng" he refused subtly

"Mama is not here like, because the twins have a fever again, maybe the new malem can come here" I concluded, because the twins have a fever, I knew you wouldn't be coming here for a while because I'd be from Surti's bik if you'd had a painful past trauma about Azka. well I did have a chat in the chat room this morning with Bik Surti on the way to the hospital.

"Si odong-odong has nothing to say if his son is sick" Azka said.

plaques

I saw Brother Fritz hit Azka's forehead a little hard.

"What is old?" omel Azka did not accept

"Can you keep your mouth not calling people's names bad?"

"It's a habit of kellleeess" I turned a puffed-up eyeball at Azka's words.

"Some of the doctor will come soon so all of you will be checked" he said

I was surprised by Azka last night he was desperate to kill himself until the morning before, and now it is cheerful again like nothing happened. this child has a thousand lives a time, I thought I saw Azka's behavior that was seen on the verge of normal. In between our chats doctor Hanum and a nurse came in to check on Azka.

"This is the mom I met at the cafe, right?" suddenly Azka said

"Yes my master is doctor Hanum who takes care of you."

"O.oh" Azka replied quietly, I saw her face like she was holding something but I don't know what's wrong with her. Why today everyone looks weird, papa mama, papa, Aldo even Azka himself looks strange.ah what other reality they hide from me, is not enough the fact of the death of my new mother and now what else?

I saw so much sadness, disappointment, maybe even such a painful trauma in Azka's eyes. During the marriage our relationship was flat despite frequent quarrels.

While the doctor examined me choosing to sit up leaning on the sofa, I closed my eyes and let out a slow breath of strange feelings that had plagued my mind since dawn could disappear even for a moment. today really put my adrenaline on the verge of real upset.I sometimes don't understand what I'm feeling.

Pov Kinara End is here.