KINARA (Tresno Soko Kulino)
63 Regret and guilt

"Is this what my future husband is?" lutfiah's soft but affirmative words made Revan instantly silent and slowly lowered his hand slightly violently.

"We better get out, let the lecturer just handle your sister" said Aldo patting Revan's shoulder.

Lutfiah approached Kinara after Revan and Aldo came out of the room. She gently hugged Kinara, rubbing Kinara's back and head lovingly letting her spill all her cries on Lutfiah's shoulders.

"Cry as much as you, you will remain here until you tell yourself to leave" said Lutfiah softly while stroking Kinara's head gently.

Meanwhile, at the residence of Mr. Anderson, Azka who had just arrived home a few hours felt uncertain anxiety.an hour ago the trio of vandals had resigned to leave the house and return to their respective habitation.

It was late in the afternoon but Kinara also had not returned home, unlike Kinara was late to this afternoon. Mama Hanna had been locked up in her room for a few days and was out for breakfast, lunch and dinner. The middle-aged woman who still looks beautiful is still very hit with Azka's desperate act of ending her life.

For whatever reason he never visited Azka in the hospital, he only asked Rena or other assistants to deliver food and report Azka's condition to him after coming from the hospital.

It was only when Azka came home that he wanted to get out of the room and welcome the birth of his second son.

"Ma, Kinara where haven't the tumbens come home yet?" asked Azka who had suddenly entered the main room.

Mama Hanna was silent for a moment trying to prepare the right answer to the child. Bary a few moments before Azka went into the room, she got news from the husband about the condition of Kinara.

"She was at the twins' house, this morning already saying goodbye to mama want to go home from school. Maybe nginep time so do not go home, had mama call anyway but not picked up maybe not horrified" Obviously the mama was trying to cover up Kinara's true condition.

"Ck, yeah I've taken it there"

"No!" say mom fast

"Why the hell ma?"

"You remember what Dr. Hanum and Dr. Arif said, you can't go anywhere without a companion!"

"Ck, can mama, let in anther Pak Puji ma!"

"You want to grow the lives of mom and dad because your selfish attitude is Azka?"

"Don't you remember if we were in danger huh?"

Azka froze to hear the words of the mother.obviously he would not want and would never be Rela if there were bad things that happened to both parents. Azka chose silence and went out of the room of the mother to the terrace of the house.

Mama hit the floor after saying so, she knew it would hurt her son but there was no other choice to make him stop doing recklessly without a second thought.

"Bak Ren, is Kinara missing?" asked Azka as soon as she reached the terrace.

"Waduh I don't know den, from there I don't hold hp, young lady also rarely call me if it's not very important, anyway why would you also want to call me den?!" said Rena ceplas ceplos with her signature grin.

"Yes, it works mbak"

"Wokit"

Azka returned to the room with a restless heart, after almost 7 months of marriage this time she felt uneasy like this unlike before. although they rarely met and interacted intensely, Azka was not the least worried at this time.

"Am I calling ya" her mind churned

"Aargh why so gini anyway!" Azka paced back and forth in the room between trying to call Kinara or not.

"Ah Aldo aja dah, it's everywhere the same as him" his mind is excited, a moment later he contact the friend of his enemy's taste.😃😃

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"Aiishh where else is the child, the phone is not answered!" grouse Azka.

Not long after his phone rang again.

"Have Ben?"

"it's just that I met Udin yesterday afternoon at the cafe, "

"Trus?"

"Yes, you have amnesia, this is about Mr. Londo ogeb!"

"Why are people?"

"How many days have you been in the hospital with amnesia."

"Ck I know what you mean, what's your conclusion?"

"Hah.pak Londo was still alive. who died 14 years ago it's sisternye"

"You mean?"

"No re-broadcast, finish the exam the Udin want to make sure you meet in the cafe"

Azka threw a glance at any direction her eyes looked at every corner of the room that she rarely occupied since marriage.His eyes accidentally caught a book behind the pillow that Kinara used to wear.

Azka knitted her eyebrows together and walked towards the bed, on the pillow she held and found a light blue diary.

"It's got a Kinar" inwardly as he turned the book back.A split second he opened the diary and began to read it.

Meanwhile in Revan's apartment, Mr. Wibowo was crying bitterly, the man half a century was staring at his family photos.

"I'm sorry Amina, I can't give happiness to you and our child, lucky we took care of Revan who cares and cares for our children. I don't know what I'm going to do to repay all of Revan's sacrifices to us, even though he's not our real son, but I'm very happy and grateful to be able to nurture and raise him.

"I regret not being able to bring Keisya back to you back then, I regret having made such a big lie to Kinara, and I regret forcing him to obey my will on your will, I wasn't sure I could take care of him when I had to go through various therapies to survive for them.

"I'm so sorry that I hurt our children, I'm sorry Amina. I will never be able to calm down if I don't avenge your death and Keisya's departure because of Anthony.

"I know you don't want me to hurt anyone, this is all I can do to make up for my guilt and regret all this time, I'm sorry Amina, wait for me there, I love you".

Revan had just arrived at the apartment to see his father's condition, his steps halted right in the living room when he heard his father's roaring cry that made him feel even more guilty.

"I'm sorry Revan, well, I can't give you happiness yet, I owe you so much, I know you don't want to hurt me, I know more than you know, forgive me for not being able to repay your services to me and my mother" Revan's inner sadness

Revan wiped his tears and approached the father who was still touched in his tears.

"Well, I'm home!" he said, kissing the back of his father's hand.

"Ba..how's your sister?" ask the father without looking at Revan

"He was with your future son-in-law, God willing he was fine. I asked Aldo to take him home to his father-in-law and I also asked Lutfiah to stay there".

"How's Keisya?"

"Keyasya...." Revan paused for a moment to catch his breath.There was no heart if he had to say this to his father.

"Tell me" said the father slowly but affirmatively.

Revan took a slow breath "Keisya drop well" said Revan lowered his head to make the father more hysterical. Revan hugged the father, sharing his sadness and regret, and their sobs could not be contained.

"Dad is sorry" said father tergugu in between his sobs.

"Sorry Revan well, the way of the Lord is more beautiful than our plan well, rest assured there is a rainbow after the rain, we will meet them together, Revan understands with the nature of Kinara, Revan understands the nature of Kinara, he can't possibly hate us,"

"Dad's not ready to meet your sisters"

"Let Revan convince them well, let Revan take care of them"

"Are you sure they'll forgive me?"

"Remain, believe me, my father understands who my sister is, give them a little time"

"I'm sorry son, I'm proud of you"

"Thank you for everything you gave me"

Revan leads the father to his room, after making sure the middle-aged man is taking his medicine, Revan rushes to leave the father's room.

Revan entered the room he occupied, laid his body on the mattress while staring at the ceiling of the room.A split second later he grabbed a cell phone in his pants pocket and contacted someone.

"I'm asking for the results tonight"

"Are you sure they're in the middle of the woods?"

"What did you say, he went out and headed to town you mean this way?"

"Alright keep an eye on them, and remember to hand me all the documents of assets and stocks you've managed to take"

"Strictly keep your watch don't let your guard down"

"Is the DNA test I'm asking for already in place?"

"All right leave it to me tomorrow"

"He's my biological father"

"Good night"

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Revan ended his call.close his eyes tightly.really today what he was worried about in fact happened also. about his identity, about his identity, he said, his family and all the things that are attached to him seem to be related to each other with the same one person. Mr. Anderson, Om Denias, Mr. Bagas even his parents and his twin sisters.

Somehow as if fate was playing tricks on him.The bitter reality when he knew if the parents he considered as biological parents were in fact not his biological family. So much affection they gave her made her feel compelled to redeem and repay all their services towards her all this time.