
"Den, den Azka woke up late in the afternoon, you guys didn't come home?"
aaaarrgggghhhh
Mang Jaja was surprised to hear Beno roaring in his sleep, he retreated a few steps back, put up a row if there is an urgent thing happening because this school is actually known haunted by the ancients because of the former Dutch heritage plantation. even residents around the school are also many who often see invisible sightings when crossing this school at night.
Just about to get ready to put up the horses, apparently Azka woke up because she heard the shrill cry of Beno.
"Wooooo...." Azka hits Beno's forehead using a peci several times until Beno wakes up.
"Ck what the hell Ren bothers me aja lo" said Beno is still half conscious.
"Woiiii anjir I Azka bego. wake up lo kebo base" various swear he catapulted while shaking the stocky body.
"Eh...mang Jaja, from earlier?" asked Azka who turned her head towards Mang Jaja.
"Haduuh den, nih temennya make the heart of mamang almost jump, scream very fast like the kunti" said mang Jaja stroked the chest.
"The one from earlier?" ask Azka again
"Yes oruh den, mamang woke up from earlier, this is already afternoon the gate wants to be closed, mamang also want to go home"
"What's? what time is it now?" asked Azka surprised
"Four thirds past quarter afternoon den"
"What??" Azka shouted hysterically to make Beno wake up immediately.
"Which man I beat up here" meaningless babble came out of Beno's mouth making Mang Jaja and Azka crumpled.
"Lo want a war with kunkun?" ledek Azka's.
Beno sat cross-legged adjusting his breathing, occasionally turning to the right left confirming something.
"Tumben really deserted the school, just entered the last hour" Beno mendumel
"Yes this is already almost five ogeb, you sleep like a kebo, fortunately there are mang Jaja who come to wake up, he said, if you don't want to be there tomorrow morning you sleep in the same mushola emperor mba kunkun hahahaa" ledek Azka.
"ahh boong lo pedes very mas, emang jam brp anyway mang?" tanya Beno stared at Mang Jaja
"Half four in the afternoon den"
"Busyeet, I miss again, om Rudi will be angry dong," grumbled Beno while confirming the uniformx a little messy.
"Yes already hunted home, take a bag in class" said Azka
"Class isn't locked yet, is it mang?" ask Beno
"Already at all, here together mamang also want to check the computer lab first" replied mang Jaja.
"Where is the story about Azka's death at Do's school?" cecar Sean over the phone.
"Gue thought I'd gone home first, because I finished my practice exam I didn't see Azka at school"
"Haduh ya ludulin aja to the school mumpung still afternoon" said Sean
"Okay Boss"
"There is no mang ojek past this hour" said Beno when they were at the school gate.mang Jaja and Asep deliberately asked Azka to accompany them to get a ride.
"Hayuk mamang anter aja den, anyways we will be in the same direction" proposed mang Jaja
"Yes Den, there are also two motorcycles so we can take them with each other" said Mang Asep agreed to the proposal of his friend.
"No need to bother with my invitation again coming"
"Yes, I've been there until her invitation".
**
"Ma, so aren't we shopping?" ask Kinara
"Hem weekend dear, new mama dapet news if grandmother Handoko and Grandpa want to come here, so all of us shopping on Saturday because the week of the day they arrive" replied Mama Hanna who was busy smearing jam on her homemade cake.
Mama Hanna looked for a moment at the daughter-in-law who was tasting the cake made by her.
"emm is very good ma, want dong in teaching how to make" said Kinara with a full mouth
"What the hell doesn't make you" teased Mama Hanna, "oh yeah Ra mama can say no?" continued carefully.
Kinara frowned in wonder looking at Mama Hanna the investigator "by the way, ma, say use pamit" he said later
"Why do you apologize?"
"Yes because my mom has a share in it too" said Mama Hanna Lirih
"Mama what the hell I don't understand" Kinara frowned in surprise at Mama Hanna's words
"Azka had the trauma of Ra's childhood," said mother Hanna lowered her head to hold back the tears that were about to fall remembering that dark time.
"What mama means, yes we have gone to the room just to be relieved, the cake so that it is continued the same mbak Reni" said Kinara held back her nervous heartbeat. Her feelings suddenly did not feel good, she said, what this has to do with the action of Azka tried to commit suicide at that time.
After calling Mba Reni and asking her to continue the cake made by her mother, Kinara took Mama Hanna to the main room.
"Mama can tell Kinara anything about Azka, because I'm his wife, I'll be horrified everything ma" said Kinara when they were in the room.
"Thank you son, you're the same as your late mother, so understanding"
"Mama deh. ya times I look like sister Rania, not one product hehehe"
"You are there"
Mama Hanna begins to tell stories from the beginning of their loss of Keisya and the beginning of the agreement between the two parents about the match between Kinara and Azka like the will of the late mistress Amina to the deep trauma that Azka experienced as a child causing his sister Rafka died, as well as the acute depression that experienced by Mama Hanna until many years after the terrible events that happened to their family because of the actions of Anthony at that time.
Mama Hanna told me a story without anyone left behind. Kinara who knew that reality could only be silent.His heart was crying but not a single tear was dripping.Is it possible that his heart was tired?? I don't know.
"Ra, mama asked for one thing with you, stay by Azka's side no matter what happens don't stay with her, sorry mama who has hidden this matter from you all this time, so far, mama's just not ready and mama's afraid of losing you, mama's afraid of losing Azka"
"Udahlah ma, do not need to apologize nor is this not anyone's fault, maybe this is already the path of destiny that Allah swt outline as a learning of our lives, now I understand why Azka's attitude often changes, so many times, try from the beginning mama's story maybe we can better familiarize ourselves a long time ago.I can not promise anything with mama, but with the permission of the almighty Khalik I will try my best to fulfill my mother's wishes"
"From childhood mothers always say so the woman must be patient and nrimo, although it may be difficult to live but that's how God swt educates us to learn sincerely, maybe it's a written destiny, we get away from each other with a variety of problems and then in the face of new problems, I'm sure there will be a silver lining, mother who is patient"
" Love, we're not wrong to match you, I hope you're a match in the amiiin afterlife"
"Amiuin".
"Assalamualaikum mamaaaa maaaa" Azka's voice sounded from the direction of the living room.
"Kid is a habit" Mama grumbled while removing the remaining tears on her cheeks and then stepped out.
"What the hell is Ka?"
"Here are you home?" ask Azka without babibu
"Gue's here, what's the matter?"
"Ooh this is your behavior, why not go home to Aldo's bokapnya aja, why did you come home here?"
"Azka" mama snapped unconsciously because she was ignited by emotions hearing the words of the child who cornered Kinara.
"Ma, it's been" said Kinara slowly holding the arm of Mama Hanna.
"Azka denger mama, if you still want to be priced in this house, please appreciate mama, appreciate also Kinara she is your wife, she is, do not want to talk like that in front of mama and Kinara" said mama angry and left Azka who was still sculpting.
"I don't know ya have to say how you mas, every day you always ngajak I noisily trifles, trivial things, and now you accuse me of not doing anything at all with you, if you still value our marriage, keep your attitude in front of your mother, or I'll walk away from your life and your family forever"
"Ra, that's not what I mean" there was pain in the corner of Azka's heart hearing the sarcastic words of Kinara, not to deny he also confirmed Kinara's speech if he had never done what he accused. again, he was emotionally disturbed for a moment.
"If not trus what? I'm sick of your behavior Azka, selfish!"
"Ra, please that's not what I mean, I'm khilaf"
.
Kinara smiled wryly at Azka's words. "Khilaf you said? is it that easy? apologize to mom, because I don't need to apologize from you" said Kinara firmly and went to the room with a thousand steps, there were tears that welled up he did not want Azka to see that from him.
Azka sighed violently and pulled her hair, there was regret for her own words.It is true since coming home from the hospital because of her reckless suicide, making her psychic condition less stable. it has often been the old trauma that reappears alongside nightmares about the events of thirteen years ago when the terrible events occurred.
Azka stepped lethargic towards the guest room, she could not have entered the room if Kinara was just angry with her.let it be later for her needs she asked Reni to help her pick it up in the room.
Azka lay her body on the mattress with a medium size that looked at the sky room while remembering her mistake earlier. His memory turned around some time ago when he was about to buy a cold drink in the cafeteria, he accidentally heard the chat to his four best friends about Kinara. there is pain when hearing the fact that all these four best friends have kept the taste in Kinara even since they were still young. surely the words of Aldo who would seize Kinara made him angry and immediately left the cafeteria yard.
"Hello om, can I go home?" ask the person across the phone.
" It's eight o'clock, I'll stay there"
"Okay, I'm waiting"
Azka turned off the phone and opened a photo gallery.
"You are indeed charming Ra, the ideal wife of all men" he muttered looking fixedly at their wedding photo.