KINARA (Tresno Soko Kulino)
The 72 Kinara Pov

Pov Kinara's

Ever since I found out that my dead twin brother was alive, I have been angry with all of them, including my brother Revan and uncle Denias. why have they been making such a big lie for so many years.

Unhealed I healed the wound when I saw how my mother died in tragic circumstances, killed deliberately by someone I still remember her characteristics to this day. Now I have to know the truth about Keisya makes me feel like a fool.

My father and mother-in-law apparently knew the truth, even all my friends including my husband Azka also knew it. Why would they hide this truth to me?

Every year I go on a pilgrimage to send prayers to Keisya, telling a lot in his navel as if we were chatting together to talk about many things. when I feel sad I will always come to visit spend my time in the navel until evening.

However, from that day on I knew the truth, the more I hated them all. I'm the only fool who doesn't know what's going on in my family, as if I never thought I was there for them.

Since then I chose to be alone and did not want to engage in any communication with brother Revan, Dad and om Denias. I blocked all their contacts, disappointed? yes I am still very disappointed with all their decisions so far to hide the truth from me. About my two in-laws, I did not dare to do it because now I have become a daughter-in-law in their house and I am the responsibility of Azka. I don't want to let them down and think I don't know how to profit.

My relationship with Azka never improved even worse. Every day we always fight even just for the trivial things always become big. all I was thinking about was why Azka had suddenly changed even since she committed suicide and ended up in the hospital her attitude had completely changed was not the Azka I knew humble and relaxed but now changed like a monster.

Although our relationship from the beginning was often colored in bickering but never have I seen Azka's rude and hard attitude to me before. is this her true nature or not?

However I still obey the wishes of my father-in-law, go and go home to school must remain with the bodyguard for Azka. I do not know the reason my father-in-law is so possessive of me and Azka. even papa put a surveillance camera on our cell phone, in the car we use also papa put it up. once I asked Aldo about it, just the unknowing answer I received from Aldo. I don't know if I'm getting a little clueless with all the adult attitudes around me.

Today after the last practice test I deliberately went home early because I had previously made an appointment with my mother-in-law to go shopping. on the way home I still had to stop for lunch at the cafe with Aldo and accompany him to find the task materials to collect on Riri's mother.

At home, my mother canceled her plan, and she asked me to talk at length about something.

I never expected the reality they had been hiding from me, I knew everything even about Keisya's disappearance to my match and Azka's. I just kept quiet with my chest roaring violently, I cried in my silence because I couldn't speak.

And what makes me sick is the mental stress and trauma that Azka has experienced since childhood. in the corner of my heart feel guilty for our daily quarrels but on the other hand there is a sense of disappointment in his always cold and closed attitude.why should cover up the pain even to me alone. what is this because my attitude is also always closed to anyone even to my parents.

When the end of my conversation and Azka's mother-in-law came and again uttered a very piercing speech to my heart.I was angry and Hanna's mother was disappointed with Azka's attitude.

I went into the room after speaking sarcastically to her, I knew there was a look of regret in the corner of her eyes but I didn't care if I chose to go to the room and spill all my troubles there. I didn't go out even for dinner, Reni dropped him off for me.

at midnight I felt thirsty and intended to fetch water in the kitchen but my steps stopped when I heard the conversation of two people in the kitchen. that's my mom and a doctor I met at the hospital while Azka was in the care of. Doctor Fritz was a distant cousin of Azka's.

I stopped my steps when I realized they were talking seriously about Keisya who had mental stress. I shut my mouth not believing what I heard. mama didn't tell me that Keisya's condition was worse because of the mental stress he endured for fifteen years.my body slid to the floor.again I felt like a fool who knew nothing. they hid this reality from me because they did not want to make me depressed. is this also the reason my father-in-law is so possessive of us?

Until the figure of the doctor came out of the kitchen and passed to the guest room.It was lucky I hid behind a dark wall because the lights of the room had been turned off.

I decided to go back to the room wash my face and then come out again to the kitchen.I deliberately did it so that my mother did not suspect if I heard their conversation earlier.

The next day I have to see Keisya, I wonder if he really has mental pressure or is he just pretending?? ah I don't know my heart and mind are still messed up. I decided to go back to sleep after taking a glass of water.

***

Morning greeted Mama Hanna was busy in the kitchen with her assistants since dawn to make breakfast because last night they had a special guest who was none other than doctor Fritz.

"Reni, you call the kids for breakfast, call my niece Fiz."

"Good mistress"

"Morning ma," said Kinara who had come to the dinner table.At no time after Azka and doctor Fritz joined for breakfast.

"Ma, papa's not coming back?" tanya Azka while moving vegetables to the plate.

"No, the office work is stacked, not to mention the company's condition is not stable right"

"Hmm, papa crazy work is very, old should rest again and there is his favorite child who can replace it" said Azka

"Are you ready?"

"Replace papa"

"No, mending I open my own business rather than nerusin papa company"

"Why?"

"Would you be independent, couldn't you?"

"Yes fine, but papa has prepared this for you as your wife's child later"

"Trus when Azka can be independent if anything in papa facilities"

"Husst, eat first nagging him later" Tegur Kinara who was beside him. secretly Mama Hanna smiled at the reprimands of her favorite daughter-in-law.not wrong choose daughter-in-law, calm but firm.

"Tante, in the afternoon I want to take Azka to see the new house that I bought two weeks ago" said doctor Fritz after finishing his breakfast.

"Oh yeah, where?"

"In the newly opened elite area is the tan loh,"

"Oh yes already gone again the exam has finished just waiting for the graduation announcement only"

"Don't mind, right?"

"Woles aja..kamu not working together with ma'am Faiz anymore?"

"Still, Saturday just came in again ma"

"Yes have gone with Fiz, which is important bring mama souvenirs"

"Sip, Ra you want to follow?" ask Azka

"No, I want to look at Keisya" replied Kinara straightforwardly. Mama, Azka and doctor Fritz were silent at once hearing Kinara's words

"Why silence? weird huh?" ask Kinara relax

"Ah.eng.enggak, mama did not think you want to look at Keisya, sorry mama thought you were still angry with us," said mama covered her nervousness.

"Have not been discussed, yes I said first to help Aldo because" said Kinara

Deghs

Azka's facial features suddenly changed, the last mouthful just floated in the air then fell back onto the plate. Doctor Fritz who noticed her cousin's condition immediately patted her on the shoulder twice giving her a code to calm down.

"Azka, mama follow you all want to go for a walk. later we come home to visit the twins" proposed Mama Hanna who realized the situation.

"Hemm" Azka said, taking her backpack and leaving.

"Sorry tan, I didn't know the situation was going to be this way" uca doctor Fritz felt guilty

"Udah, you are not wrong, aunt also did not expect, hopefully all is well"

"Amiin, yes I didn't say it"

"okay be careful on the road"