Kirana, Women of Desire
Chapter 7 - Starts to Doubt

Jeff was still silent, the incident was still imprinted in his memory he lost control and kissed Kirana. Is it this easy for her to forget her love for Queen? Nah! He had to convince her to build a household with him, but now she broke her own vow before God when she asked Queen to be his wife, it makes her the only woman she loves.

"Why am I starting to doubt my own feelings? Queen is the woman I love so much." Jeff muttered while holding his head that felt throbbing pain, I don't know what Kirana would think about the incident earlier. It all makes her dizzy, not to mention the problem of Queen's treatment that does not produce results, even though she has hired a great doctor from abroad, but still the disease of his wife is still the same, but still the disease of his wife is still the same, no change at all is getting worse.

"Bring a drink to my room now!" Jeff orders by phone, then turns it off unilaterally after he's done talking. In this situation he wanted something that made his mind a little calmer.

Before long the door opened, featuring a strapping figure carrying several bottles of alcoholic beverages in his hands.

"Boss, are you okay?" He asked, but Jeff just stared at the man with his flat face.

"You can see for yourself, right, I'm fine!" Jeff replied, still with his flat face.

"But you haven't had a drink like this in a long time." Since marrying Queen, Jeff stopped his bad habits, usually every problem he would drink to be unconscious. But since marrying his wife, Jeff stopped completely.

"I just want to, you can accompany me for a drink if you want."

"Okay sir, I will accompany you." He answered, and the two sat down on the sofa. Starting their drinking, Jeff poured a glass of transparent liquid into a small glass and downed it in one gulp. The sensation of heat in the throat began to feel, but Jeff did not stop drinking it, instead it became more and more. He even drank it from a bottle.

"Master, stop it. You drink too much, not good for your health."

"Shut up, don't set me up!" Strictly Jeff, the man continued to drink until he was unconscious.

"Geez, what's with the boss? He hasn't been drinking like this for a long time." Mumbled the man.

Kirana was massaging her mother's legs, after coming home from the office earlier, she immediately took care of her mother's needs. Although it was still strong to do the work, even being a laundry worker, but the task of cooking was Kirana's duty, it was at Kirana's own request. She didn't want her mother to be exhausted, so she limited her mother's activities as much as possible.

"How do you do, Kiran?" Her mother asked, making Kirana look up.

"Current kok Ma, Boss Kiran is very good and royal. Yesterday Kiran was given another bonus, to buy mother's medicine."

"Thank God that your work is smooth, son, you can only pray for work for your soul mate. May you be found with a man who is responsible and able to be assertive as a husband." Said Nita, Kiran's mama. The woman sighed, this is again the topic of conversation, whereas yesterday her mother also discussed this.

"What did mom say? Kiran didn't want to get married, but Mama said it was yesterday."

"Why Nak? Your age is well deserved to have a husband."

"Kiran is 23 years old, Mom, still young. Kiran wanted to focus on her career, as well as Mom." Kirana said a little annoyed.

"Mama is old, son, sickly like this. Maybe I won't be alive much longer, before I leave, I want to see your grandchildren. You're Mama's only son, Kiran."

"Don't say no, Mama, who knows god's destiny, right? Kiran gave all the same above, Kiran's soul mate may still keep people's soul mate." Answer Riana.

"As for you then, it's night you better sleep son."

"Yes Ma'am, tomorrow Kiran has a meeting with a client from abroad." Kirana replied she stopped her massaging activities and went to her own room.

Riana sighed in relief, the matter of hiding Kirana's matter was indeed her champion. He lay on the reot bed, his mattress was weathered in a blue cartoon cat patterned bed sheet. What would have happened, if his mother knew he had passed out at the company earlier? My mom would be very worried.

Kirana fell silent while staring at the ceiling of her room, she thought about the incident that had happened to her. Jeffran kissed his lips, even the man's kiss still imprinted his taste.

"Geez, why do I even imagine that kiss going on? Conscious Kiran, your relationship is only limited to bosses and secretaries, nothing more. Even if Mr. Jeff has a wife, what's wrong with me." Kirana cursed to herself, she had to realize maybe Jeff accidentally kissed her. But it doesn't make sense if accidentally, because the man kissed her wildly, even had time to enter her tongue.

"Let it go, I'd better get some sleep. Tomorrow I have to attend an important meeting, be professional Kirana!" Be firm with yourself.

At Jeff's house, Queen still can't close her eyes. She waited for her husband, but the man never came either.

"Mrs isn't asleep?"

"Have you not come home yet?" Ask Rachel.

"Not Madam, maybe Mr. overtime at the office. Madam better get some sleep, don't stay up not good for Madam's health."

"You can go, I'll sleep if I want to." Said the Queen again, the servant also left the room.

"Where are you, Mas? Is it true you already have another woman out there? Have I been completely knocked out of your heart, Mom? This isn't all my wish." Queen muttered as she closed her eyes.

Queen's tears rolled down her face again, she did not dare to imagine what her husband was doing out there. 

"If I don't want to lose my husband, I I have to be eager to heal, right?" Queen Mumbles. But with his current condition, an impossibility he could recover completely as usual.

"My ear home sir." Pinta Jeff at his office driver, he's still drunk, still got a little dizzy in his head, so there's no way he's driving himself.

"Good sir."

The driver drove Jeff home, he got out as soon as the car stopped in his yard. He put his foot inside the house, he breathed his long breath. She was lonely, she needed a figure that welcomed her after a tired day of activities.

"Sep, like an empty house." Jeff muttered then began to climb up the stairs to his room, he opened the door slowly and immediately got a sharp glare gift from his wife. But Jeff acted as if he was not wrong, he behaved as usual.

"Dear, what's your good sleep?"

"You drink, Mas?" Queen asked, as the man kissed her forehead, the pungent smell of alcohol came from her husband's mouth and clothes.

"Yes, a little accompanying the client." Jeff replied, Queen looked at the man with a suspicious look.

"Mas lying?" Ask her again.

"Of course not dear, why?"

"Where was my sleep last night?"

"I'm overtime in the office, baby, but I didn't get to tell my house. Already, don't think about it, I don't do that shit." Jeff tried to convince Queen.

Finally Queen lost, she chose to believe in her husband. The man smiled then gently rubbed the top of his wife's head.

"I take a shower first, after that have to go to the office again there is a meeting with clients from abroad." Jeff said, not entirely lying, because indeed he had to meet with a client from America, should be yesterday, but had to be resigned because Kirana fainted. 

Before long, the man came out of the bathroom with a towel wrapped around his waist. Her athletic body exposed made Queen gulp her saliva roughly, she so missed the sensation as the body was in her confinement, she missed the moments as she sputtered her, she missed the moments, just imagining her was able to make her core feel pulsating spoiled.

"Why baby? You look at me like you're waiting, you want her?" Jeff asked when he realized the longing gaze of the wife.

Jeff approached, the refreshing smell of soap filling Queen's sense of smell. He had also not soaked in the bathroom for a long time, he had not spoiled his body.

"You want? I could've done it, but it would've hurt you." Queen looked at Jeff with nanar, once she wished the man would do unification.

"All right, I lock the door first." Jeff finally broke up, but somehow he was not eager to do it. Honestly, he did lack the warmth of the bed but he was not eager to do it to Queen, probably because he felt sorry for his wife's weak state.

"Bag.." Queen as Jeff began to grope his body.

"Yes, why baby?"

"Slow down." Said Rachel, even though she wanted to but she felt afraid to do it too.

"Of course, baby." Jeff answered with a smile.

Just as Jeff was about to open the winding of his towel, the phone on the nightstand rang aloud the sign of the incoming call.

Jeff hung up his towel again, and picked up his phone.

"Hallo Kirana, what's wrong?"

"Sorry sir, I'm interrupting your time, I just want to remind you that today there is an important meeting with shareholders from abroad."

"I know I'll be there soon." Jeff answered and switched off his phone.

"Sorry sorry, next time we do it. I have to go to the office." Queen looked at Jeff who looked hurriedly with wistful, teary eyes. Maybe this was how he left Jeff when the man wanted him and he left because of work.

"I go first, don't forget to eat. I love you." Jeff kissed Queen's forehead briefly and left the woman alone in her room.

After Jeff's departure, Queen cried in silence. This was a reply from his past deeds, regretting it was too late at this time.

In the car, Jeff thinks like he's starting to hesitate with the word love that he says to Queen every day. Does the Queen still have the same position as before?

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note: Revision result, sorry if there is a repeat of scene🙏